HVAD CHAPTER 14
Barsam's father passed away in late autumn. No one was surprised, and very few people showed any real regret. The old Duke had been in poor health for the better part of a decade. The funeral and other observances would be mere ceremonies, rituals devoid of any genuine sorrow.
Northern Izumyr had a new master. His subjects had watched the young heir grow up. Every year, he had taken a larger share of the rule of the Duchy. Barsam had shown commendable restraint, and had deferred to his father's wishes. Now, though, it was all his, and he could embark wholeheartedly on his long-cherished project: the invasion of Hvad.
I was tempted to return home. But Borna needed so much more information that he couldn't learn from travelling merchants. And much as I wanted to see Payl, our child, and my friends ... I came to the conclusion that I could achieve much more with my access to the new Duke. An opportunity to do something valuable might present itself - even if I didn't know what shape it could take.
Every morning, I breakfasted at the Marga. Izumyrians had a type of porridge, made from oats boiled in milk, which I found much better than our Hvadi kasha
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- perhaps because my hosts were very generous with their honey.
Only a handful of regular customers ate their morning meal at the inn, along with the itinerant merchants who stayed the night. Often enough, Dulo had time for a brief conversation, or even a longer one. Usually, though, it was old Rasiph who enjoyed bending my ear until I begged for mercy.
Then it was off to the training fields. I continued to vary my route, always alert for an ambush. I spent the bulk of my time watching the Izumyrians as they rode in groups, or sparred, ahorse or on foot. And I tried to work out ways that we could beat them.
Some days Barsam called on me. The guards took my knives, and let me into his tent. He had dozens of questions about Hvad, and seemed to value my responses. It may be, too, that he enjoyed the company of a warrior who didn't kiss his boots - or his ass.
His soldiers became accustomed to seeing me about. Most took their cue from Ingram and Lir, and treated me with more politeness than I had come to expect from Izumyrians.
At the end of the day, I tried to avoid a predictable pattern. I left earlier, or later than usual. Some days I rode back with Ingram, or I circled the city at speed. It was merely a precaution. I couldn't be sure that Dagnis' men had finished with me.
In the evenings, I became a fixture in the common room of the Marga. The men were friendly, especially after I had stood up for Dulo with them. Rasiph treated me as his protΓ©gΓ©, but he wasn't above teasing me.
- "Can't keep yer eyes offer, can ye?"
- "What?"
- "Caught ye lookin' - ye wern't payin'
me
no mind, an' that's a fact." he said, rolling his eyes.
- "I fail to understand." I replied. "What should I look at? Or not look at?"
- "Yer not foolin' anybody, y'know."
It was true that I found Dulo fascinating. I watched her work, and admired her skill. I also steered conversations, when I could, so as to learn more about her. Payl would have slapped me on the side of the head - or she would have challenged Dulo. But my interest was purely ... curiosity. So I told myself.
- "Ye'll have to add Preet to yer list." said Rasiph, to Dulo.
- "Oh, he's already on it, old man." she answered. "Right behind you."
- "Me?" sputtered Rasiph.
- "I see you watching me."
- "What? No - no! That's just me tryin' to catch yer eye - fer another ale." He tilted his mug towards her. "See? Empty."
I took the hint, and ordered us both another drink.
- "Dulo - please." I asked, when she returned. "What is this 'list'? I am confused."
- "Later, Priit." Dulo alone was beginning to master the pronunciation of the name I had taken - the name of a dear friend. I appreciated her effort.
"I'll tell you later - alright?"
She was as good as her word. When there were only a handful of customers remaining (and one of them was snoring quietly), she brought another jug to our table, and sat down with us - next to Rasiph, and across from me.
- "Where do you want me to start?" she asked.
- "The list?" I said.
- "Tell it from the beginning." said Rasiph. "I love this story."
- "When I was about 15 years old, the men were beginning to flirt with me." said Dulo. "I'd noticed them looking, before that. But some were becoming less ... subtle. So I asked my grandmother, Marga, for advice."
"She told them all to back off."
- "I 'member it." said Rasiph. "
'I catch one 'a you sniffin' too close t'the honey jar ...
'"
- "And it worked." said Dulo. "For about a year. So then Granny Marga invented a second cousin from the south, and told everybody that I was engaged. That worked really well. No one wanted to offend her - or my grandfather."
- "So they'd look." said Rasiph. "But not touch."
Dulo glared at him. "Who's telling this story?"
Rasiph made a face, but he subsided.
- "I was 18," said Dulo, "when Marga sat me down, and asked me - straight out - what I wanted. Did I want to sleep with all of my customers? Or none of them? I asked her if there wasn't some kind of middle ground. I understood that favouring one, or some, could lead to trouble."
"And there was no way that I was going to be some kind of whore. But I thought that I deserved a life of my own. I wanted a choice."
"My grandmother encouraged me to take a lover - and then, when I was ready, to drop him. But to do it nicely."
- "Broke the poor bastard's heart." said Rasiph. Dulo chose to ignore this interruption.
- "When I was ready, I let it be known that I was considering taking another lover." she said.
- "An' then watched 'em line up." said Rasiph, with a toothless grin.
- "Don't be so smug, Rasiph - you thought you had a chance. Hah - you still do."
- "This ... this is the list?" I asked.
Dulo nodded. "That's right. I don't have to be beautiful, or even desirable. The innkeeper's daughter? It's a male fantasy. They see me - they find out that I'm available ... and the game is on."
- "The game?"
- "Some try gifts. Gifts don't hurt, but I'm not a whore - like I said - I can't be bought with a trinket, or an outrageous tip. Nor am I impressed by brawn, or strength, or wealth."
"Acts of kindness are welcome. But I'll treat everyone the same until I decide. And I'll continue to treat them the same afterwards."