...simple sounds, expressing joy, loneliness and coming together, dolphin-like, echoing between a moist, heavy, yellow sky and hard, rolling brown clay... a golden sea... pyramids and spheres...
I feel the amazing smoothness of my mistress's inner thigh across my body as she does her cat-like morning stretch. I marvel how there is nothing to compare to this silky skin, and my eyes slowly open from one paradise to another. She allows her leg to rest on me an extra moment, and I know she is enjoying this ritual sensation as much as I... I turn my head towards her and see her long flowing hair swept across her breast, her own head turned away from me in content silence, soaking in the pure clear morning light.
I close my eyes once more and in a moment feel her lips on me. I feign sleep, and allow her to explore.
I remember when I first thought that I loved you. I was so young, and you were still a stranger even though we lived in the same house. I had never known an orgasm, until alone together that day you asked the question. "Have you ever touched yourself?" And when I didn't understand you knew. "A lot of boys your age do."
"What do you mean?"
You smiled in quietly restrained delight. "Like this. It feels good."
She touched me, and in that innocence I would never again know quite so well, I did as she showed me.
"I think I know the perfect way for us to get closer! First, open up your zipper..."
"...Okay."
"Then you take out your thing..."
"...Uh, huh"
"Place it in my hand." Like she was quoting a commercial she said, "Lilini's style is fun, imaginative... and there's no boundaries."
She began with such a light touch. I wonder if anyone younger than I am now can understand how it is possible to be that naive. These sensations were things I had never imagined.
As I became erect you said, "Lilini's definitely into driving." You squeezed tightly.
"What do you mean?"
You stood and quickly reached under your skirt, pulling down your panties. "Well, my mother told me once, men are like cars." You said "cars" as if asking a question. "You ride 'em," and as you said "ride" you climbed on top of me, "women are what make 'em go, you see. You ..." and you put me inside you... "you pump the peddle... [you smirked then]... you turn 'em on"... and then you closed your eyes and smiled, lips closed, and let out a big breath..."oh... yes... yes... that's it. You ride em' as fast ... or as slow ... as you please." You sounded angry as you said this, but after a moment you closed your eyes once more and smiled again. You began lifting and lowering yourself faster, grinding down harder, and I began lifting my hips in reflex. "No, don't move. You have to have a license to drive, remember? You're not qualified. ... You stop whenever you damn please." And you stopped for a moment and I opened my eyes. ... "That's better. You be good or Lilini will put you up on blocks. ... That's it. Good boy. You've got a nice body, you know that?" I was trembling in fear and joy, feeling as though I had discovered something I had always known existed.
"Lilini!"
And I thought I had to go to the bathroom, but then it happened... for the first time, and right after me you followed, you're juice running down my sides, sighing. You got up quickly and dressed. "That was a little too fast, but don't worry. I'll teach you. I'll take good care of you." ... and you kissed me for the first time. "Bye!" And you let the door slam behind you.
And that is how my step-sister and I became closer. We had shared the same home for only a month. I was three years younger, and we had acted so shy and formal before this day. We hadn't really understood how to treat each other. I had said little because I thought she was so beautiful. I was attracted to her, but really didn't know how to express that, so even though she had seemed to go out of her way at times to be around me, standing at my doorway, coming in silently, gazing at my books, I would often say nothing and curse myself later.
That night in the dark I touched myself again, thinking of her. The lights came on. It was Lilini. She walked over quickly and lifted up the covers. "What are you doing?" She looked angry.
"What we were doing before."
"Without me?" She grabbed me. "Understand one thing. I'm the only one who can let you do that. Don't you know what the Bible says about spilling seed? This belongs to me now, see." She flicked my dick with a snap of her fingers. "You can touch yourself, but only with my permission." She started tugging me. "You do want to do that again, don't you?" She stopped. "OK then, show me. Do it now."
"Its alrite?"
"Go ahead, but don't come until I say.''
"You're not going to climb on top?"
"Not this time. I thought you were ready to do it without me?"
"Never again, I promise."
"We'll see. Now start. I want to watch you come... that's it... harder... beat that meat."
We spent the next few minutes in silence. I could tell she was secretly surprised at her newfound power. "I'm going to come."
"Stop. No, not yet. OK, now start again. See? This way you can do it for hours..."
"I want to come, Lilini."
"Say please."
"Please."
"Say... please, mistress!"
"Please, mistress."
"Say please... goddess."
"Please my goddess."
"Kiss my ass." And she pulled down her pajamas, and I kissed both her cheeks. I wondered at its softness. "OK, baby." She turned around and grabbed me firmly. "Now, whose dick is this?" ... and I knew the answer. "Say it."
"Yours, mistress."