Erica
I returned home that night, Tyler dropping me home after he woke up.
"Thank you for putting up with me." I said as I went to get out of the car.
"Yeah, let's not make this a habit." Tyler said to me.
"Agreed." I sighed, I was highly embarrassed with myself.
I got out and walked to the front door of my house, I went to open the door and it opened for me, Rachel stood on the other side in her Pyjamas, holding the door for me.
"Afternoon." Rachel said with her toothbrush in her mouth.
"Do you have to do that here?" I said to her as I took my shoes off.
"Jessica's upstairs waiting for you, she's been quite worried." Rachel told me as she walked off, continuing to brush her teeth.
As Rachel went to walk up the stairs, I saw Jessica standing at the top, she quickly rushed down.
"Jessica!" I said as I sighed with relief I felt a wave of happiness wash over me.
"Erica!" She said as she jumped at me, wrapping her legs around my back.
I quickly grabbed her as she jumped onto me, holding her there.
I heard her sniffing, 'Here we go.' I thought.
"Shower time for you mate!" Jessica said as she lent her upper half away from me.
"You smell like Tyler, something terrible..." she added.
"And you smell like Rachel." I said back to her.
"Guilty." Rachel shouted from upstairs.
"Didn't miss me too much then?" I smuggly said.
"No no, I did miss you a lot! It-It was Rachel's Idea." Jessica said to me.
"Uhuh." I said as I smiled at her, I slowly released her, and she stood infront of me, I kissed her forehead.
"I love you a lot Jessica, I'm sorry for eariler." I told her.
"It's all good, I understand that this is just something you do! I can't change nature." Jessica said happily to me, she had a very genuine happy smile on her face.
"I love you so much Erica, just be careful." Jessica softly said as she put her head onto my chest, wrapping her arms around my waist.
I still felt like an asshole for the rest of the night, The Not Horny side of me was screaming everytime I slept with Rachel or Tyler, I didn't like it, I'd got myself into a hell of a situation.
Meanwhile the horny side of me was cheering with delight, I had a male and two females that I could probably have sex with whenever I wanted.
I wanted to do better by Jessica, I made a vow with myself that I wouldn't touch Rachel or Tyler again.
"How are you feeling baby?" Jessica asked me as she washed my back in the shower.
"Tired and fucked senseless." I said with a sigh.
"How was it?" Jessica asked me as she started to reach around and wash my front.
"I don't remember a thing if that helps you, I hurt like hell between my legs." I told her.
"You were that rough were you?" Jessica asked as she went lower, I could feel her purposely trying to get a rise out of me as she brushed her fingers over my vagina, I jumped, my god I was sensitive down there, I quickly took the towel from her hand and cleaned myself.
"I don't know, I must have been." I said to her as I grabbed her other hand that I was wandering over my breasts, repositioning it onto my stomach away from them, they were also very sensitive at the current time.
"Let's go on another Holiday somewhere soon, just us two." I said softly as I let her hand travel back up to my breasts again.
"Oh?" Jessica said. "Where too?" She asked.
"I hear Auroria is beautiful at this time of year." I told her.
"Auroria! That's a long way away." Jessica said as she washed my back.
"Might be good to get away from here for a bit." I said to her, I wasn't really sure what I wanted to do, I was feeling depressed.
"Once I finish with this work load, we'll sort out a date before the wedding so we can go on a Holiday together." I told her as I stood up in the shower.
"Should be interesting." Jessica said as she smiled at me.
"You've gotten me keen." She said as she stood up next to me.
"I'm glad." I said as I smiled at her, leaning in and kissing her forehead.
Jessica blushed, She looked so adorable when she braced for my kiss.
Jessica left the shower room shortly after, I told her I'd be a while longer as I wanted to clean my face up.
I wasn't totally sure what I wanted to do, I kinda felt like I was going through a crisis right now.
I played with my hair, looking at myself in the mirror, it'd been a long time since I had even touched my hair in any form.
I wanted to change, in the past if I wanted to feel a change, I'd do my hair differently.
I had a hair trimmer in the top drawer that was at least twelve years old and hadn't been used since I was a teenager.
When I was a teenager I got around with the side of my head shaved, it wasn't until I got my first job and started to treat myself as a professional from my parents own advice that I started to grow my hair out again and attempt to cover up my tattoos with makeup.
I sat the hair trimmer on the benchtop, I tapped my fingers on the benchtop as I thought with myself on what I was about to do and if it was the right decision.
I looked over at myself again, I ran my hands up my arms, feeling over my tattoo's.
They were probably the only thing that reminded me of who I used to be before I molded myself into the person I am today, a constant reminder of the past, that I'll never return to... the past was something that I shouldn't even consider emulating...
Yet here I was, yearning for the past, maybe it was the rose coloured glasses I wore looking into the past, I was only picking the good times, not the times where I had been cheated by people, or times I had gotten into trouble with the law for what I thought were minor things.
I used to get around believing I was the Main Character, I never really stopped believing the world wasn't mine to run until I met Jessica... and started dating her, now I was engaged to her, we had our wedding coming up fast.
I saw another side to the world I hadn't seen before, Jessica unlocked this whole new world for me, I enjoyed every second of this new world with Jessica, I no longer felt as if I was the Main Character anymore.
I laughed at myself, picked up the hair trimmer, I held it in my hand as I looked at it, I turned it on.
The hair trimmer worked for a whole two seconds, before it suddenly died. If god had given me a sign, this was it.
I put the hair trimmer into the bin under the sink, laughing softly at myself.
"Are you alright Erica?" I heard Jessica ask from the bedroom.
"I'm just fine baby..." I said as I smiled, looking up at myself in the mirror.
I didn't need to worry myself with the past, I had an incredible future waiting ahead of me with the love of my life, sitting in the bedroom.
I shut the bathroom door behind me as I walked over to the bed, Jessica was sitting up watching me, I reached to her and pushed her down onto the bed, climbing up onto of her, sitting myself down on her lap as I leant down and embraced her with a kiss, wrapping my arms around her head.
I felt her hands travelling up around me, feeling every inch they could, we rolled around on the bed for the next few minutes or so, not letting go of our kiss.
I wanted to wife this woman now, I was sick to death of her looking naked without a wedding ring around her finger.
I was so impatient, I calmed myself down, reminding myself it'd be worth the wait.
The Engagement Ring she wore would have to suffice for now.
That night we had one of the most loving sessions we'd ever had, I didn't want this to stop.
