It was dark... He could not even feel if his eyes were open or not. The cold had taken all of his senses from him. If this was death, then he was right to fear it. He felt that he should fight to live, scream for his place in the world, but there was no sound; only the cold black that enveloped him. There was no pain; only numb silence.
"I am here," he thought to himself, "I have a place. There are things the world has yet to teach me."
Now there was pain; a stabbing of white fury in his limbs. His chest burned fiercely as he labored to gulp the frigid air that touched his lips. His face burned in the stinging winds, shards of broken snow biting at his eyes. His vision blurred and pained as his eyes opened on the white windswept landscape. Movement. Dark shapes. Were his eyes seeing this or were they still rebelling at the lack of color? The vague forms grew closer and he gained focus as to the nature of them.
Women, walking on the surface of the snow, approached him. His mind rebelled at the sight. They wore nothing. The tall feminine frames with hair as white as the snow on which they walked. One looked to the other pointing directly at his half frozen trapped form.
"Valkyries come to take my soul," he thought bitterly.
One spoke... the sounds tore at his ears. If there were words, he did not know them. They moved traceless along the snow. The heat of their bodies on his skin a relief at first, but rapidly turned to waves of pain as it bathed him. Their hands pulling him free of the snow bank were branding irons on his skin. His ears rang in a storm of sound. A dark shadow rolled along the landscape and what made it came into view. A dragon, wings spread to the wind, banked in front of him. It put to ground and he could feel the tremors of the earth beneath him. It tucked its wings in as it approached. Its eyes fell upon him and his pains faded away.
A clear voice rang in his ears, "This is where you wished your birth?" it asked warmly. "Your kind always amazes me. Yes it is I that speaks to you newling. Welcome to the world."
With that the dragon reached out and scooped him from the snow. Both of the white haired women settled themselves on to the dragon's neck. He did not feel born. Truth in it was hard for him to believe. His body ached and protested. He tried screaming at the fire breathing monster that he was mistaken in this. He searched his mind for another answer only to find that all too familiar darkness; his mind was empty.
"IF I am just born then how is it I know that those white haired nude women are Drow? And that seeing them brought thoughts of them being Valkyries?" he spoke inwardly, "And that this THING that carries me is a dragon? It is only witchery. To be born is to be a child." His world went fuzzy.
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{
Hello in there,
} a voice whispered in his head.
"And just what 'in there' are you talking about?" he hissed thru clenched teeth.
Opening his eyes slowly, he found himself in an odd room with walls covered in shelving. He lay on a stone table in the center of the room. A figure in a black robe moved to the side of the table and waited for him to finish his study of the room.
{
I am LocNial... an Illithid,
} it sent to him. {
I am here to build you.
}
"'Build' me? What is there to build? I am alive and could walk out of here."
{
To where would you walk?
}
"I... " he started to say and fell silent. He could hunt... his sense of smell told him there was food in this room. This Illithid would build him. He sat up reaching for the creature's throat. The rage boiling over at this empty feeling echoing through his being. He froze as quickly; its face showed nothing. It was familiar and alien. The smoky white pools of its eyes were lacking in pupil or iris. Its tentacles hung from its lower face like a beard, two vertical slits alongside a scaled ridge formed its nose. He could feel it, in his head, waiting for him to decide what he wanted.
{
Are you going to kill and eat me?
} its voice chimed in his head. The words themselves weren't what scared him...it was the feelings mixed in them. "Are you" felt warm and comforting. "Going to kill" felt icy as the wind had been yet painless. "And eat me" carried amusement and sent a tickle through his seated form.
"Loc, that will be enough for now," said a rich husky voice. He turned to see who had spoken. To his surprise, he looked into the dragon's face. He saw himself brokenly reflected in its metallic scales and large painfully blue eyes. Fear held his eyes; the reflection was charred, with only a vague hint at features. The Illithid, Loc, gestured towards a tall cloth draped item standing in one of the room's corners.
"You could do that," the dragon cooed, "though what will it show you if you have nothing to ask?"
"Ask?" he blurted as his attention returned to the dragon's face.
"Yes. Without a question, that mirror would be empty to the viewer," the dragon stated flatly. "Perhaps it would be best for you to come with me for a little bit. I have food waiting for you and then you can think about which of Loc skills you find of interest."
"So when he think-talks about 'building' me, he means 'teach'?" he asked.
"Well," the dragon said, tilting its head to the side, "No and yes... See, he has gotten ahead of things and now you are confused."
"I want to know what you did to my memory... No one just wakes up full grown with the power to speak and think. It goes against the natural order of things."
"The natural order of things? What do you know of nature?" it asked with a warm tone of amusement. The dragon moved its head out of the open door. LocNial hissed in a skittered pitch and pointed out the door before walking to exit the room itself.
He stood there looking at the cloth covered mirror. His thoughts were cold and empty. Nothing was making sense to him. His hand reached for the mirror... His legs, however, stepped towards the door. Scents triggered feelings without reason. Thoughts brought to mind were food, home, friend, clean, and evil play? Reaching for the wall he tried to stop the spinning in his head. The cold surface of the floor greeted him instead. Once again, the warm black unfolded inside him, taking thought with it.
His body took over; acting on instinct. The corridors blurred into each other as he ran on all fours along their floors and walls. The sheath of hard skin that covered his body cracked and fell away. He reached his destination. A large trunk stood before him in an empty room that smelled like family.
"You have a choice," the dragon's voice echoed throughout the room.