Chapter 2 - In the Glass Babe
Jenny and Beth awaken at the same time, as though a switch flipped. There they stood. In the bathroom. Looking at themselves in the mirror. Fashionable clothes are the only indication of a change in Jenny at all, though looking closer it may be observed that her muscles have grown much more toned, her bones longer and stronger, and her face sharper. She has become an athletic goddess. Beside her stands the opposite end of the spectrum of feminine specimen. Beth is soft. Open. Everything is new to her, and her openness to it might be mistaken for innocence if she did not retain the ghost of Ylgoth's wickedness. It were as if each of the two senses glimmered in each of her eyes.
Seth is nowhere to be seen. Jenny finds herself staring blankly at Beth, looking for traces of her boyfriend. Even the one remaining amber eye, really the only part of her face still recognisable as Seth, has gained a quality that reflects Beth. Beth notices Jenny staring at her and smiles supportively. Jenny continues to stare. Beth takes her by the hand and leads her from in front of the bathroom mirror to each sit as cross from one another on the living room sofa.
"Jenny, do you want to be together?"
Jenny tries to shake herself from the reverie, but with little success.
"I want to be together. But you were in love with Seth. I think...no, I know that I'm not Seth. I remember. Sometimes like a dream. But my mind is racing with it all, yet somehow it's curiously blank and fresh. Like a fresh start."
"But I don't want to pressure you to love me, Beth, as if I were Seth. I don't know what this means for us. I think you feel it too, all the sexual energy. It's like it's in every cell. I need it. With you. But I want to make sure your needs are-"
Jenny places a strong hand on Beth's shoulder and begins to draw her closer, begins to press her cock toward Beth's leg. Beth smiles but puts her hand between them.
"I know you feel like that, Jenny. I do too. I want you. But this is important. If we're going to do this as new people, I want to take it slower, kind of like a new couple."
Jenny pauses, old Jenny resonating with the sensible rationale of this. Both Jennies are overwhelmed with shock at what they have both become. What their situation has become. She was not prepared for this, even though they had known something like this was likely to be the cost of dealing with Ylgoth. This was, is simply unaccountable. Beth is right. It's not fair to either of them to pretend she is still Seth.
But seeming that she carries his memories, Beth must also carry the basis for the love Seth had with Jenny. And that comforts Jenny's shocked and mourning heart. Will she never curl up in Seth's arms again? Will she never hear his mirthful chuckle? Will she never raise up on her toes to kiss him again? And the sex...she would never give another blowjob? Blowjob...
"Will you blow me?" Jenny looks at Beth, expectantly. The apparatus strapping her semi-hard cock down is now straining with significant difficulty as her cock jumps to life.
"No.
"Hu-ah?"
"No, I won't give you a blowjob. Nothing would give me more pleasure. But before we do anything...let's date. Let's meet each other. You'll be Jenny. And I'll be Beth. And we can get to know each other, and see if we spark like you did with Seth. And if we do, then you can plough me for the first time as Beth."
"I understand... you're right... Gorgeous." Jenny speaks with a smile, and finds her lust leaning into this new flirtation. Desperately pulling at all her mental preparations for Ylgoth, Jenny tries to look at this as an opportunity to return to what she loved about the person that was Seth. But in the moment, mostly she feels horny. Such flaming desire. The need to be on top and in charge...like a warm syrup creeping through her veins. To make love to...to fuck...to breed her lover. Seth, Beth, Subject. To breed the Subject. What on earth is that feeling?
Jenny's focus drifts back to centre. She nods. Beth is right. Neither of them is the old Jenny or the old Seth. Old Jenny had only ever seen herself as heterosexual, and though she never thought of it this way, 'traditional'. She was the bottom, and that was a strong preference. Emphasis on was, because as she looks at Beth, Jenny is struggling to focus on what she's saying rather than what's underneath that shirt, what's underneath that skirt, just barely out of sight...what it's like inside all that and her...
Catching herself in this state scares Jenny, as old Jenny surges forth and calls up the feeling, the concrete, deep rooted feeling of contempt for such an entitled and beastly line of thinking. Beth is hot. But the increasingly present sensible part of Jenny realises that that in itself isn't a relationship. She will have to mourn the loss of Seth. It could happen any minute. Right now, the prospect of a date to get him back...to get what's left... she isn't sure how to think of Seth now. Should she treat Beth like an entirely new person? Just as if she were still Seth? And as she continues to drift down that line of thought, Jenny finds herself fantasising about Beth. Not just about pulling off her clothes and ravishing her, but about holding her hand. About walking beside her through the streets of Begosils Park, underneath the titanium trees. It's a place of rare beauty, and there is a bridge that is perfect for kissing. She kissed Seth there...
"So I was thinking we could go to-"