Chapter 11: Run!
Confused heart,
Diverse paths,
Choices are made and kept.
The ride back seemed long to Lilandra who was fretting over what to do. Now that she was out of the presence of the wisewoman, she had doubts as to her next course of action. She didn't want to hurt the beast or Lynn. She felt sick to her stomach with nervousness. She wasn't sure if she could do this. As the coach rumbled into the constantly deserted courtyard, a chill wind blew across the cobbles, causing goosebumps to rise along her skin as she stepped down onto the stones. She shivered and looked around guiltily before hurrying past Lynn and into the building. She stood in the main foyer and forced herself to be calm. If she acted too scared Lynn would question her to tell him and explaining was not an option.
Lynn quietly followed her indoors, shutting them behind him, sealing out the draught. "It seems the year is moving on my lady, we will need to stoke the fire soon I fear."
She jumped and then gave him a wan smile. "Yes, a fire would be nice." She didn't add that she wouldn't be here for it.
He nodded slowly and gently linked his arm in hers slowly making their way along the dark, shrouded corridors. As she passed the entrance to the east wing, the glint of something metallic in the distance caught her eye.
She stopped in her tracks. "What was that?" She strained to see.
Lynn paused for a moment before pulling her along a little forcefully. "It is nothing that you have need to see my lady, simply some relics from the past the master would prefer to forget."
She looked at Lynn in surprise when his grip tightened and she stumbled as he made her keep moving. What was he trying to hide? But then she felt ashamed. She was hiding things. She could not afford to be angry. She looked down at the floor, lest her face betray her thoughts.
Lynn was strangely quiet as he escorted her back to her room. When they were inside, he moved to the fireplace and began to stack the logs upon it needed to being a strong fire.
Lilandra walked over to the window. She didn't say anything for a moment but then she spoke, her voice soft. "Did you want to serve your Master?"
Without missing a beat he spoke in a sincere tone. "I was serving this family long before the master was born. I watched him be born and grow to the man he has become today."
"You speak of him with affection but if you care so much for him, why did you not stop him from harming other women?"
"I have my reasons my lady and I shall stand by them until the day I pass." He struck the two lighting stones together, sending sparks into the kindling and alighting it.
She shook her head and went back to staring at the window. She couldn't understand such loyalty. She couldn't stand by someone who caused death. Yet here she was. She was so confused! Once she got away from this place she could be safe and alive.
With the fire now burning brightly, he stood up and quietly headed for the door. "I must take my leave now my lady, I hope you sleep well."
The doors closed with an ominous creak, followed by the now common sound of the lock clicking into place.
She walked to the closet and retrieved her nightgown. She took out the packets the wisewoman had given her and placed them under her pillow. She changed clothes and slid under the covers. After several minutes she fell into a restless sleep.
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The sound of the lock turning in to the open position pierced the crisp morning air. The scent of ash tinted the stagnant air, the fire having died hours earlier.
As the door opened, the clink of crockery awoke Lilandra from her slumber. She roused slowly but then came fully awake when she realized that Lynn was in the room. She tried to still her panic. Had he found the two packets? "Good morning." She hoped her voice didn't sound strained.
Lynn sounded as jovial as ever as he began setting out her breakfast. "Good morning my lady, did you sleep well?"
"Yes." Which was a lie. She hadn't slept well at all. But if she said as much then Lynn would hound her into talking about it and that was something she didn't want to do.
"I am glad my lady, perhaps you would like to tour the castle this day? We have not had the chance for some time."
"That would be fine." She came and sat down and ate the prepared breakfast quickly. She looked at him and then at her nightgown, hoping he would take the hint and walk outside so that she could get dressed.
Quietly tidying up, he picked up the tray, and left the room to give Lilandra a chance to get dressed.
Once he was gone, she hastily dressed, put the packets inside her corset and quickly brushed her hair. She knocked once on the door to let Lynn know she was ready.
The door opened and he offered her his arm. "You look amazing this day my lady."
"Thank you sir." She nervously plucked at the emerald green dress. It wasn't too tight like some of the other dresses and breathing was easier. She wondered which part of the place they would see today. So far he had shown her the gardens and the west wing. That still left a lot of area to cover.
Gently he began to lead her down an unknown corridor. It seemed to be more antique than the others and had more traditional decoration. "Today I think we shall explore the south wing, it is the area of the castle dedicated to the Master's parents."
Her eyes widened but she said nothing. She did look about and take note of the route Lynn was taking.
As the pair progressed along there were paintings and tapestries portraying life before the dark days. Each was a grand piece of work that had taken weeks to complete. Lynn described the events depicted in each.
Lilandra was feeling overwhelmed. There was a lot of history in this place and she could feel it pressing in on her. Almost as if those of the past were judging her. She felt the guilt return for what she was going to do to Lynn. He had been a good friend to her and to have to drug him pricked her conscience. Drugging the beast however did not bother her. It was he who was holding her captive.
Gradually, the themes of the paintings and tapestries became darker and darker, descending into times of war and hatred. Finally, in front of them lay a great horizontal painting, at least 25 meters long. Its theme was the most gruesome and brutal of them all. It depicted a war zone. At the close end was a huge gorilla like man leading an invasion force into the lands of the Prince. At the far end were a regal pair, recognizable as his parents, but just barely, their faces were scarred and their hair matted with blood from the ferocious battles the days before.
Lynn seemed to gaze off as he recounted the memory of the day, "This is the last day that I or the master saw his parents alive. This was their last stand against the invading hordes who wished to conquer this land." A tear came to his eye as he continued. "I was there when they fell, fighting side by side with them, including the master. I held them in my arms as their life faded away. Their one wish was for me to look after their son no matter what the cost. I gladly accepted, for those who had given their lives for this land ask nothing but what truly matters. When their death became apparent to the master his grief was overwhelmed by his anger. An incredible rage over took him and he fought harder than ever, tooth and nail. This inspired the others and brought courage to the troops. Even though terribly outnumbered, the sheer force of retribution drove back the hordes and the land was saved."
"He was a general then in the Great War?" She was of course dimly aware of the war. Her mother had often spoken of it.
"Indeed, he was the leader of the former bandits. Their people however were scattered to the four winds decades ago. Who knows where they reside now.β
"So the beast was human once?"
"That I cannot say my lady, it has been too long to remember. Perhaps we should return, it is most likely near lunch time and the master will surely be hungry this day."
"Hungry?" she gulped. Would she finally be forced to dine with the beast? Until now she had eaten in her room or with Lynn.
"Indeed my lady, his appetite is not as frequent as humans and so I will need the full time to prepare it and an extra set of hands would be greatly appreciated."
"Of course," she stammered uneasily looking as if she were going to faint.
With a questioning glance, he held his arm out for her. "Are you all right, my lady? You look a little pale."
"I'm fine." Images of the beast ripping her to pieces and having her for a meal ran through her mind. She had to escape today. Waiting for nighttime was not an option.
Lynn nodded and slowly began walking back towards the entrance to the long corridor. "So, did you enjoy our little excursion today?"
"Yes it was very informative." And it had been. She had learned some unknown history about their region. Her mother had always said knowledge was a good thing.
A smile crossed his wrinkled features and he winked at her. "Was I right in seeing a blush come across your cheeks when you saw the portrait of the masterβs father? While awaiting her answer, he slid the door to the kitchen back allowing the hot, slightly stuffy air to flow over them.
"Sir!" She had blushed a little. The man had been handsome.
He chuckled softly and motioned towards the cupboards. "Could you get out the lard while I fetch the pans?"
She obediently brought out the lard and then hastily dumped the contents of the two pouches into it. Thankfully the powder was cream colored and easily blended in with the mixture. She carried the jar over to the table.