"So you're not really a lesbian," Evalynn said as she adjusted her head on Jaina's chest.
"No, you still don't understand," Jaina replied with a smile. "I really am a lesbian."
"But you just told me that you became a lesbian because Roric said you were one," Evalynn pressed, not understanding where this was going.
"Exactly," Jaina replied. "My master told me, and as far as I am concerned, his word is everything. Thus I am a lesbian."
Evalynn tried her best to understand that point of view as the two women lay on a blanket in the tall grass. Roric had gone off to hunt as was apparently his routine and left his slave girls to entertain themselves. Now she was lying across Jaina's chest as the woman tried to explain what it meant to be his slave.
"Speaking of which, are you a lesbian?" Jaina asked.
Evalynn shuddered as she considered that question. Until yesterday, she would have said no, but then she spent hours making love to Jaina before an audience of hundreds. Even now, she couldn't understand what brought her to do such a thing.
"I don't think so," Evalynn replied, unsure how to answer.
"You don't think so?" Jaina replied. "Just be honest and tell me what you prefer."
"I suppose I have always preferred men," Evalynn admitted.
"And there is nothing wrong with that," Jaina said. "But you did seem rather welcoming when I crawled over and started to eat you out."
Evalynn thought back to that moment and couldn't understand what had come over her. Roric had already taken her body and left her a panting wreck so exhausted that she fell asleep. She woke several times to find she was in Jaina's lap and another to find Jaina hungrily devouring her body. Now that she was detached from the moment, she realized that she had enjoyed the sex with Roric. Not only had she enjoyed it, but she was sad when it ended.
But why was that? That whole encounter started in fear, but changed to something more akin to desire. She realized that talking to Jaina had stirred in her such a desire to push her boundaries that she actually craved him. Then when he took her, that sense of taboo and fear took her to a whole new level of sexual thrill. She was still in the throws of that mindset when Jaina pounced, and it made sense that she no longer had the will to resist. She took Jaina into her arms, and they kissed passionately. She tried to convince herself this was what must have happened but she had a dark desire she wasn't ready to admit yet.
"I can't explain myself," Evalynn admitted. "I just felt so open to the idea at the time."
"Can I make a small admission?" Jaina said with a giggle. "I use some of my seductress powers to entice you."
"You did?" Evalynn asked. "When? How?"
"When I sat with you, and we talked, I used soothing touch to help ease your mind," Jiana said. "It helps with concentration and stamina costs, but it also soothes those who are nervous."
"So you helped me relax?" Evalynn asked.
"Yes, so you could focus on what I was saying, not your fear," Jaina said. "And look how you responded, asking questions because you were genuinely interested."
"I guess I was, a little," Evlaynn admitted and thought back to how she did indeed feel better when Jaina came to talk to her. "Is that all you did?"
"No," Jaina said with a smile. "I used a few other powers to get your arousal going so you would start to feel that stew of fear and anxiety as sex loomed so deliciously close."
"You did that to me?" Evalynn asked as she thought back to that moment. It was true she had become very aroused in that conversation, but she couldn't put all that on Jaina. A lot of that moment had to do with her own sexual frustration and the years spent being alone. To be honest with herself, she was starting to feel a painful longing for some intimacy even before she met Roric. She would have acted on it months ago, but she wasn't very well-liked in the area.
"I hope you're not mad at me," Jaina said. "I only did it because you were so nervous, and Roric wanted you to enjoy it."
"He wanted me to enjoy it?" Evalynn questioned and looked at Jaina. Why would he be concerned if she enjoyed it?
"Of course he did," Jaina laughed. "He thought you were beautiful from the moment he laid eyes on you. What with all this hot sexy elven body and hair going on, how could he not.
Evalynn smiled to be called hot and sexy but pressed the question of why he wanted her to enjoy it. Jaina explained that Roric was indeed mad that Evalynn had attacked them, but when he saw his chance to collar her, he had a new idea. He wondered if maybe Evalynn could be turned the way Jaina had by challenging her to face her taboo and embrace that feeling of tension. He didn't want to force it on her if she was absolutely against it, so he asked Jaina to do a little enticing and find out how she truly felt.
"That's when you came to me, and we talked," Evalynn said with a nod. "You put my mind at ease, and I started to wonder what sex with him would be like."
"You saw what he did to me," Jaina teased. "What was going through your mind then?"
"Absolute fear and panic," Evalynn admitted. "I was sure he was about to rape me."
"Trust me," Jaina said and pulled Evalynn to her chest. "If you had not responded to my honeyed words, he might have paraded you around naked, but he would never have made you have sex. Also, the collar doesn't work like that. The normal slave collars have to be put on voluntarily, but yours isn't normal. Yours will break if he attempts to force you to do something you don't want to do."
Evalynn nodded as she was pushed into warm breasts and found herself strangely aroused again. The nearness of Jaina's soft flesh was too tantalizing, and she couldn't resist a little kiss.
"Are you playing with my arousal again?" Evalynn asked.
"Are you sure you aren't a lesbian?" Jaina laughed.
"Maybe I like both," Evalynn suggested as she considered some of her fantasies from school.
"I think you are just starved for sex," Jaina replied. "Has it been a long time since you were with a man?"
Evalynn hated to admit it had been years even before coming to New Eden. She tried to explain how she wasn't a virgin, but her previous encounters had been very shallow and empty.
"They didn't get your blood pumping like the idea of Roric taking you did," Jaina said.
"No," Evalynn admitted with a blush. "It had been so long I was starting to feel a little crazy. To be honest, when he collared me, and I realized what might happen, part of me was hopeful."
"Well, you got your wish," Jaina said and played with the woman's hair. "Do you still need some affection?"
"Not after last night," Evalynn groaned and covered her face. She couldn't believe what happened after the dance and how she welcomed it. It had something to do with how her sexual tension kept building, from the sex with Roric and Jaina to the terrible power of that dance. She lost control, and her lusts came rushing out like water from a broken dam. She was so drunk on arousal that when it came time to spread her legs, all she could think of was, finally!
"I can't believe I let all those men have me," she said, feeling a little ashamed
.
"How many men have you slept with before then?" Jaina asked.
"Three," Evalynn admitted and hid her face in her hands.
"Hey, don't be embarrassed about that," Jaina said. "I only had two before coming in here."
"Really?" Evalynn questioned. She just assumed Jaina must have been very experienced, but Jaina explained her story of ill health and poor weight. It led to a life rather empty of relationships until Roric came along. He was the first real love, and when New Eden came into being, they saw a chance to turn their games into a reality. Evalynn felt a sense of sympathy for Jaina but was afraid to share too much of her past. So much of it was steeped in pain she hoped to one day forget, but New Eden hadn't been much kinder.
"You're over level thirty. Why haven't you moved away from spawn?" Jaina asked.
"I was angry and afraid," Evalynn replied. "I feel so alone here sometimes. I just wish I had somebody to go with me."
"Sweetie, you are a lovely elven maiden. How is it you don't have armies of men lining up to go with you?" Jaina asked.
Evalynn looked away and let out a sigh. It was true men did try to approach her, but she didn't have the social skills to bridge the gap. She always played her game, pretending to be a warrior and spouting off about this or that. People would grow sick of her and leave, or worse, they would laugh and call her childish. With a sniff, she explained it all to Jaina, who rubbed her back in sympathy and told her she would never be alone again.
"But sooner or later, he will tell me to go," Evalynn replied.
"Go?" Jaina laughed. "Sweetheart, that ship has sailed. You are here for good, and you're going to spend the rest of your life sucking that beast cock."
Evalynn felt that rush of fear mix with arousal and lifted her head to look Jaina in the eyes.
"Are you being serious?" she stammered.
"Why do you think you're still here?" Jaina asked with a smile.
"I don't know," Evalynn answered honestly.
"Think back to our lesbian conversation," Jaina said soothingly. "Why am I a lesbian?"
"Because Roric told you so," Evalynn answered as an idea started to form.
"And if my master speaks?" Jaina pushed.
"Then it is undeniably so," Evalynn replied as she finally understood. Jaina was saying this was simply a mindset. Because Jaina was his slave so completely, she was whatever he said she was and embraced it. She had given up all authority and control to Roric, and if he said the sky was red, Jaina would believe it. But how did that answer her question?
