This is an original series story and the fifth chapter of an extended work based on a roleplay. The original voicing is maintained and some overlapping storyline may appear as duplication with scenes written from both main character's point of view and narration that creates the fabric of the story.
Comments from Ch.04 are appreciated and some overlap of storyline has been reduced in Ch.05 Quotes are purposely not verbatim to replicate the variability of memory in the first person. Constructive comments are always welcome. Skipping ahead is not recommended.
Please read Ch.01 through Ch.04 first for context to understand what precedes Ch.05 and if you read them before you might read them again to refresh the flow of the adventure. Remember, the story from the beginning is told by two individuals each relating the story from their own perspective. Please take the time to read with the voice of who is presenting each part of the story and cues explain how to know the voice in the next paragraph.
The following is to know in what voice to read the next section. Each symbol demarks a voice change for the next part with perhaps visual cluing ::
= N = narrator in present tense
[ N ] narrator in past tense for reference
o/o male character
-v- female character
"words" and 'words' Formatting ::
"quotes" :: spoken words using voice
'quotes' :: spoken words using thoughts and Neural Communicator
The Starchaser story takes us where our human abilities are yet to go and catch up with the galaxy around us. It informs us of what is out there and what is really going on, that most of us have yet to discover. See how your view of what we are really here for compares to that of the Avalonian Combine and decide for yourself which you prefer.
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED - read all chapters in sequence as each chapter builds on every previous chapter.
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[ Starchaser Chapter 5 ]
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The reception that the DSC Fleet Headquarters held for us seemed to be going on for a long time and I thought we had talked to just about everyone there. With a lull in conversation, I had a moment when I could think to myself and I began to notice something odd.
When I closed my eyes, I could see something like a computer screen and knew it was not a memory though it reminded me of something I had recently seen. It was difficult to see at first what it was but I began to think it looked like a readout on the bridge of Starchaser. I thought it might be the kind of thing Barrett saw when he did that checking-out-of-reality unfocusing he'd done since we first met on the beach.
He would go from behaving normally to looking zoned out with his eyes wide open and since I now had my new Neural Communicator implant, I tried to imitate him and zone out as he did. I tried to unfocus my eyes, tried to think of somehow looking at something above my eyes inside my forehead. The moment I relaxed and began wondering if I had actually seen anything, I saw it again only this time my eyes were open.
Nope, I lost it when my eyes focused on a chandelier and with that I felt some frustration. I thought to myself, relax Noel this is no big deal, nothing in Avalonia is a big deal if you just go along with it. Just close your eyes, right girl? Nothing in Avalonia is a big... Well Barrett's big, and his dick, that's really big. So okay yeah something in Avalonia is a big deal.
I talked to myself and it helped me to be calm and it cheered me up thinking of Barrett. Just relax yourself Noel, Starchaser is in Barrett's head somehow and that must be how they communicate. Oh wait, I'm hearing something. It's a sound I'm hearing that's inside my head, like voices and things in full stereophonic sound.
Wow this is like when I was in that planetarium under its high domed ceiling and I could hear people whispering to each other on the other side of the big space like they were whispering right next to me. I couldn't believe I could hear them so clearly and I whispered back to them, and they said, "who's that?!" I had to cover my mouth to not be heard laughing.
Oh sweet! It's Barrett's voice and Starchaser was responding to him, they were talking and I could hear it all. Then I could see the screen again. It was clearer with images and words I could see. Shoot it was gone again and I was sure I didn't do anything that made it go away.
I was again frustrated but determined to do what Barrett did. I took another sip of the potent liquid in my glass. It was something I could decide to do, that and my self-talk. With so much about my life that was foreign to me after meeting Barrett, I took comfort doing something I had in my control. I breathed in the vapors of my glass and those alone helped me to relax and enjoy the moment, letting go of the apprehension that had begun to form.
Mmm, so smooth and salty with a taste like molasses. Okay, it's back, sights and sounds, steady now Noel and keep calm, just stay with it. Something about a "next-available Equinox Flyer," a "standard model for training designated Starchaser +C" and another one "Starchaser +D" for me. It says I need to "custom design both interiors in 2 decachrons", also something about Starchaser leaving Farpoint. Something just appeared on the listing, it says "Print Buffer Pattern Scan available in 2 centichrons for Noel Anderson of Starchaser." That's me!
Barrett's voice was in my head and it was clearer this time. He was commanding Starchaser to leave the DSC Fleet Headquarters harbor docking station, to transit using the auto helm route to the Combine Nexus Harborside docking station, and it was a priority action. Starchaser acknowledged his command and displayed everything in progress, and I could see it all in my mind clearly.
I saw Starchaser power up, release her docking restraints and she began to move. The destination on the display said Combine Nexus HDS. I knew we were going there when the reception finished and now I saw it as a fact. I noticed a row of icons on a part of the display that showed connections, one was a B for Barrett, one was a N for me, and one was labeled BN.
So many terms to learn. And just how did a decachron compare to a centichron anyhow? A new readout appeared next to the N icon:
{SC} 1 chron of time = one degree rotational movement of Farpoint Station relative to the Galaxy nucleus // relative to Earth time = 2 hours 24 minutes 0 seconds
{SC} 1 decachron = 100.0 chron // relative to Earth time = 10 days 0 hours 0 minutes 0 seconds
{SC} 1 centichron = 0.01 chron // relative to Earth time = 14 minutes 22 seconds
I was stunned. Starchaser had responded to my thoughts. So then, if she could hear my thoughts, the BN icon meant Barrett and I were connected to Starchaser? So we were connected together? I glanced up at Barrett and saw his eyes were on me.
His whole body was facing me in that crowded reception hall. My intuition told me my Neural Communicator had sorted itself out because I could see the systems readouts on the bridge, like I was on the bridge but it was just in my mind. Both Barrett's and Starchaser's voices were in conversation, like he would talk to me but more structured, and hers was mostly just reporting things. It was all happening with my eyes open and it was clear, as clear as my own thoughts were to me.
I focused on the communicator pad Barrett had touched when we talked to Captain Jane D and it expanded like zooming in on a photo. On the screen was a spreadsheet with super detailed fields that were filled with information. I loved what I was seeing but I was a little afraid because when my eyes closed I could not stop looking this time. When I closed my eyelids, the only thing that changed was the background. What was around me was gone from view and the mental image became very sharp.