CW: questionable consent; unsafe BDSM; misogyny; rape references; cnc
Once I had made it back to my flat, my mind was racing with what I'd seen. With what I'd
done
. Not just fucking the life out of that girl in the toilets - while that had been a fantastic way to get to grips with how I could...
seduce
women in my invisible state. No, it was Olivia.
Olivia.
The girl I had spent so long fantasising over. I could still feel the wet of her cum on my cheeks, starting to dry a little as the memory of holding her wrists against the wall, looking over her naked body as she gasped and moaned, her sighs and noises as my tongue traced her slit... it was like a dream.
But it wasn't. It was
real
.
And what else was real was the fact that she hadn't been surprised.
This was the reason I didn't follow her home and fuck her senseless; why I didn't stay in the library, touching and playing with her while her friend sat next to her. I knew where she lived, I knew where she studied - call me a pervert, but she wasn't exactly coy about the information. Half the things she posted online were taken in her garden, with an easily-recognisable messy back wall that was part of one of the student blocks nearby campus. There was a red back gate - very rustic and looked
great
for those Saturday-night pre-drink selfies, but it was also a 'I live here' marker for anyone who cared to look.
Which, of course, I had.
So, I knew where she was. I knew that she
wanted
me to go and fuck her - she'd even said this might be more fun 'at night, in her bed'.
What I wanted to know was
why
she was under the impression that this was her fault. Her intention. Besides the fact that she'd basically outright said she thought this was demon shit, she'd also said 'Best birthday present ever', which told me she'd bought herself those books as a birthday thing.
Each layer I pulled back of this girl, I liked her more. Not only was she hot-as-fuck, she was also a horny slut who believed in demons. Specifically, sex-demons.
Well, I would be happy to prove her right.
The first thing I did, though, as I passed by the sounds of Brittany being fucked like a sex-slave in her boyfriends room, was to lock my door behind me, take the ring off, throw Olivia's bra onto my bed as the trophy it was, pull up my laptop and search those books I'd seen Olivia researching.
Summoning and Savouring; Where the Occult and Erotic Meet
. A quick search showed that there was a PDF version available online.
And... that's where my afternoon went.
While Olivia was out having coffee with her friend, being social and attractive and happy, I was where I always was. In my room, curtains closed, cock
rock hard
as I flitted through pages and pages of content. The difference being that
this
wasn't going to result in me shame-wanking over Olivia's new profile picture.
No.
Now, I was going to use all of the information I'd learned, which gave me a
hell
of a lot of context on what she believed was going on, to take her.
Properly,
really
take her.
I knew it had to be tonight - I'd already cum twice today, so I knew I'd be able to last a while... hopefully. But, if I left it even one more day, I had no guarantee I'd get another chance like this. If I was able to take what I'd seen of her - how eager she was - I just knew she'd be making sure she was spending tonight holed up in bed, ready for her demon to take her.
And it was a demon she was expecting.
The book she was looking into was one of a set - the latest, actually, which told me it was likely she'd read the first three in this little quadrilogy.
From the PDF, it was easy to piece together the way this had all transpired, at least from her perspective. A lot of the book focused on spiritual sexuality in the abstract sense - finding ways to meditate so hard you cum, or using masturbation as a form of therapy, things like that. However, as the title promised, there were also much more... occult sides to the resource book.
From what I could make out, Olivia had tried to summon a pleasure demon. A succubus, or incubus, or something of the like. The book laid out several ways to go about doing this, with different results promised from going about it in different ways.
There were Ouija board instructions on how to lure in a spirit that lusted for human pleasure, summoning spells to revisit the spirit of a dead lover, and some others that didn't seem to
fit
with what was going on.
Then, right at the back, in the final summoning chapter, I found it.
A prayer circle for a demon of lust.
The book seemed to spend a bit of time considering exactly
who
it was summoning - Asmodeus, Pan, or some other unknown thing, but the results were - apparently - pretty significant. Women who summoned him were
satisfied
, without exception.
Of course, in my own experience, the reason for this was clear - whatever demon Olivia had summoned, if that was
in fact
what was going on, didn't actually need to do anything to her; instead, it had found me instead. It had found a person it
knew
would seek out and ravish Olivia, doing what needed to be done, meaning it could be left to it's devices.
At least, that was my working theory.
What I
knew
is that Olivia would be waiting for me, and that I was going to have to prepare. After all - if she expected a demon, I wasn't exactly going to be able to fulfil that without a little... preparation.
* * *
By the time it was nearing nightfall, with the sky turning orange and the wind coming in, I was ready.
I had spent my afternoon scouring idea pages online, and using my ring to walk into shops, take the materials I needed, and walk out without
anyone
being any the wiser - all I had to do was take a duffel bag into the 'invisible' realm with me, meaning that anything I put inside the bag became invisible, too. It was a more organised version of stuffing Olivia's bra under my top.
And it worked. Before the clock hit seven, I was as ready as I would ever be.
All I needed to do, then, was to make my way over to Olivia's, after stopping at some evening-ready student cafe for a bite to eat. I hadn't considered myself a criminal before, after all. A creep, sure. And I was happy enough to see the
pleasure
I brought the women I had... interacted with, to pass that off as 'forced pleasure'. But outright stealing was something else.
The duffel bag that hung at the end of my arm, heavy and full, was a testament to the man I was becoming. It had been a quick, easy transformation, and one that I had embraced, but as I ordered myself a mocha and an overpriced panini, I was able to reflect for the first time about who I was turning into.
I had a stash of stolen sex toys - amongst other paraphenalia - and was biding my time before going and fucking my dream girl while she thought I was a demon. Also, I
might
be working for said demon. Hell, I might have the body of a demon while I do it, seeing as it seems to change my body (not that I can tell).
I bit into the panini, the tuna tasting a little sour in my mouth, and decided against finishing it. Hell, if I needed money, I could just take some - no one would be able to stop me. And, after all,
anyone
would do the things I was doing, if they were able to, right?
That was the real secret - the real truth to this situation. Given the things I had been given, anyone would steal; anyone would stalk; anyone would grope and fuck. Anyone.
I finished my coffee, the weight of uncertainty weighing me down as I checked the time. I wasn't
certain
that Olivia would be home yet, seeing as it was barely half seven, but I was past waiting. It was now or never. I had wanted this for
so long
, I would never forgive myself if I backed out now.
Besides, she would be waiting for me.
This wasn't going to be like the slut in the toilets - who I had wound up slowly, from nothing. Olivia had literally
asked
for this. She had meddled in the dark arts, and I was her reward.
I stood, leaving the panini where it was, and picked up my bag, before making my way out. Outside, I dipped down into an alleyway, and as I walked I found the ring inside my pocket. Slipping it on, I fell out of the visible realm, and the demon I was came to life.
I was on campus within the minute, and within five I was standing outside of Olivia's building. The bag in my hand bounced against my leg as I watched the door, waiting for someone to come out, or go in, so I could sneak in alongside them.
As I waited, my mind drifted - specifically to my conversations with The Man. The flat-cap wearing stranger who floated in and out of my life, speaking odd words and holding unshared knowledge.
The last time I saw him, he told me that the rules were as simple or as complex as I made them - which, of course, didn't really make any sense. But it gave me a thought. Assuming that he
was
a demon, or something similar to our conception of a demon, that meant his powers were demonic - including moving through walls. And, presumably, invisibility.
And if he'd given
me
a little of that power, then maybe...
Gripping the nag in one hand, and squeezing my fist with the ring firmly on my finger on the other, I stepped towards the glass entrance of the student housing complex and-
The door opened. Behind me, a woman in her early twenties, short and wearing a sundress, boots and jacket and looking
very
hungover, stepped in past me.