I was lost in my doubts and self-recriminations when I got home. My parents, Mom especially before she died, had raised me to be considerate and kind. I had blown that all to shit this morning. I wondered if Allison was going to report what happened to the police. Maybe she already had and the next knock on the door would be officers here to arrest me. My dad wasn't around much anymore but Mrs. Jackson would be devastated, not to mention how this would affect Mandy. That creature in the forest that zapped me
must
have been some kind of infernal demon. I wasn't trying to pass the blame but he had done something to me and Sara and I felt this was the result. He was probably trying to get me to damn my soul, not that I had ever considered that it was possible to be truly damned before this.
Time flew by while my thoughts spun in circles until I heard a key in the front door. Besides me, Mrs. and Mr. Jackson as well as Mandy had keys to the house but I figured it was Mandy coming in as her parents were infrequent visitors. It was Amanda and she looked quite concerned as she joined me on the couch. Once again, she brought with her the smell of rich coffee although there was none of the sugary sweetness that I almost feared, for which I was thankful.
"Hey" she said by way of greeting. "I heard you skipped out on school after second period. That's not like you. Are you ok? Still affected by Friday night?"
Honestly, I was kind of freaked out about killing that guy on Friday but currently I was more worried about what just happened with Allison. I really wanted to talk to someone about it but the only person that I thought would believe me was Sara and we didn't have that kind of relationship. I didn't think Amanda would try to have me committed to the psych ward but maybe that's where I belonged anyway. I finally decided to take the chance and tell her everything, including the creepy magic parts, but I must have been thinking about it for too long as she spoke up first.
"Whatever is going on, you can tell me. Best friends remember? No matter what it is I can help." She scooted over closer to me and grabbed me for a hug. I was so wound up that her simple physical affection almost brought me to tears. I hadn't really cried since my Dad virtually abandoned me but I could feel my eyes tearing up. She was the person who I trusted the most and felt closest to. I decided that I
had
to tell Mandy what happened.
After a moment she pulled back from the hug and I started talking. I slowly recounted the unbelievable parts of the story from Friday. I described the fireball and the demon including as much of what he said as I could remember. I described how the demon hit me and Sara with a jolt of something and how I felt afterward. I told her about the guy I overheard in the hospital and then started in on what happened that morning.
It wasn't too difficult to describe the different scents I was now smelling from various girls. I even covered my findings from English class where I figured out how to pinpoint where each fragrance was coming from. Where I started struggling was telling Sara what happened in Physics with Allison. There were many false starts and pauses while I tried to get that story out. After going over what happened in the bathroom, I started in on how I felt about the whole thing and my concern that I had raped Allison.
Throughout my story Mandy just looked thoughtful which was better that looking at me like I was crazy and when I was done, she hugged me again. This time I couldn't stop actual tears from falling and soaking into her black hair. She held me for a long time whispering "it's ok, it's ok" over and over. It must have been at least five minutes later before I got myself under control and we separated. There were tissues on the coffee table and I gathered some to wipe my face and blow my nose. Mandy looked lost in thought for a moment before speaking.
"I think I believe you, as strange as this all sounds. I also don't think you raped Allison."
"What?" I exclaimed. "I don't want to have be rapist but why not?"
"Let me tell you about my day" she said. "Your story answers a lot of questions I had about things that happened today that had me confused. I know that both of us thought Sara was pretty but she wasn't someone we would want to go out with, mostly because of her cheerleader friends. Well, today was different for me. I was sitting next to her in our World History class in first period and I think she affected me the same way you affected Allison."
"Holy shit! Are you ok? What did she make you do?"
"Calm down Dave, I didn't
do
anything. Let me finish my story."
"Sorry, go ahead."
"So, while we were sitting there, I noticed just how pretty Sara is and started to kind of fantasize about her." Mandy blushed a bit when she said that. "I didn't know what was happening but for the first time I wanted her,
badly
. I don't know if she ever had an attraction to girls but I couldn't stop picturing doing her or her doing me. I lost all track of the lecture and felt drawn to Sara in a way I never have been before. If we had been at a party or something, I would have made a move on her for sure but we were in class so I behaved myself."
If that was similar to what I had done to Allison, maybe she could have controlled herself as well and she