Chapter 1
G
lysless slammed into the concrete hard enough that her knee cracked. The two cultists carrying her didn't seem to notice, or probably didn't care, as they dumped her at the foot of their Fate's effigy and retreated to the edges of the candelabra's glow. Any one of them could've pulled the blade from her back, but nobody dared approach their Mistress's broken pet. They stood at the periphery watching, she imagined, as her blood coursed down the silver sword and swelled the oily pool at the feet of their blasphemous idol.
It was like being a rabbit with its ass in a snare trying not to scream out and attract attention, trying even harder not to flail and expose yourself to the dangers prowling the wilds. Except in this case
she
was the danger and exposing her Mistress's cult to the truth of things would probably get Glys on a lot of people's shit list.
So there she sat at the foot of the effigy; it looked down at her with pitiless eyes and androgynous features that masked anything
human
. It held out a finger with a thick collar hanging from its thumb- an offering, an entreaty to the protection offered in submission. She didn't need to see it to know how much that collar looked like the one around her own neck.
All she could do was clutch the fragile strands of her Glamour to keep it composed while she huddled in her body, contorting her essence around the blade and pushing on her muscles individually to keep blood circulating so nothing died. The sword had cut her heart in two and opened up her lung, stuff she could rebuild; the wing was going to take a lot longer.
The would-be assassin had caught her just right to pin one of her wings to her back with the hilt of his sword, which had bought him enough time to steal one of her pistols and unload into her back as she shielded her Mistress. The bullets she'd pressed out on the way over, but silver burned when it broke skin, and even now she could
feel
the burbling of her body as it tried to reform around the weapon.
If this shit scarred, she was going to throw a fit.
That wouldn't do, though. She could be seen as weak or she could be seen as terrifyingly powerful, she couldn't do both. And, anyway, even if she forced her body to move she risked more damage which meant either someone was giving up their soul or she was going to have to devour a whole cow to have the material to fix it.
All there was right now was patience and the mournful baying of a gaggle of idiots.
She heard them as if in a fog, whispers from some far away place; they mumbled their safe words as entreaties to their as-yet-unborn Fate. It was their way of begging for relief and focusing will to help something become real. The fact that it was Glys that needed help wasn't materially consequential, it was the
act
that they hoped would bring their quasi-deity into being.
"Leave us!" The Mistress's voice cut through the air. Even huddled in her body, Glys could pick out the specific tones of anger that'd become satin to Glys's being over these last few decades. It'd been such a long time since she had heard anything that sounded like panic in the woman's voice, she could almost confuse it for concern.
For just one split second she heard the little urchin girl crying out from across those decades, worried for her protector. It was a fantasy, though, wasn't it? Her panic was momentary. Her concern vapid and shallow.
The guests and cult members alike shared confused glances- at least that was the vibe she got, their masks hid their faces.
"Now!"
As soon as the last petitioner meandered out Glys dropped her Glamour and forced air over her scratchy vocal cords. She didn't dare move her head, the effort required would bring her dangerously close to that chunk of metal buried in her torso. "Get it out!"
"Now, now- It's fine! Just
heal
."
She wanted to scream. She wanted to reach over her broken shoulder, yank the fucking thing out and shove it right up her Mistress's ass. "I can't!" She wheezed through her punctured lung. All this time and the bitch still had no grasp on how body mechanics worked.
"It's never been a problem before," the woman said pitilessly.
This idiot. Glys cranked her arm around at an unnatural angle to reach for the handle, her hand wrapped around it. Then just to drive her point home, she pulled. Wrenched. The blade bobbed on the ground in front of her with a metallic clang and she
heard
more than felt her arm dislocate itself while the muscles tore to accommodate the demands she put on her body.
The sharp tang of the old woman's disgust and fear was her immediate reward. Not much point in being a demon if you couldn't fuck with people from time to time. "I can't."
"Fates Weave, why would you-- F- fix that!"
She could sense the woman several feet away staring at her back. She wouldn't lift a finger, not until Glys dropped her hand by her side and forced the muscles and tendons to heal up properly. Once she raised her hand and wiggled her digits, the woman came over. She probably didn't see Glys's rude gesture.
"It's silver, dipshit!" Glys snarled.
"Well why didn't you say so? Hold on." A boot touched her lower back. Pressed down- she was too much of a waif to add any weight, Glys barely noticed. Slender hands wrapped around grip of the sword. Wrenched. The sharp heel of her Mistress's boot dug in and pinched. This was getting them nowhere.
Just for kicks, Glys screamed when she wrenched again. Her Mistress jerked back and squealed.
Glys cackled a wheezing sound as she slumped forward. When the Mistress went to brace her foot again Glys took the weight as leverage and tipped all the way to faceplant onto the basement floor, driving the blade far enough out that her Mistress could do the final honors.
When she wasn't offered a hand Glys rolled over and forced herself to sit. She stretched her wings, reached for the very edges of the basement chamber and slid her focus from the anchor points where her wings joined her flesh. Where
she
began and her
body
ended. She negotiated things with her vessel, pushed back into it and swelled within her body like an oil fire. She mended her heart, massaged the air back into her lungs, sealed up the tears and cuts. Slowly the pins and needles sensation of her occupying her flesh dulled to an ache. That ache became more prominent while
she
slipped into the little spaces, and assigned parts of her focus to pushing things around again; she animated her body one function at a time while her mistress paced.
It took a few seconds for light and color to seep back into her vision, and Glys was pretty sure the basement hadn't always smelled so acrid, but that was working again too. All good signs. Pleased, Glys stretched her wings out wide again until they brushed over the racks and saddlery used in the 'rituals' the cult performed for the glory of their Fate. They were rough hewn and sloppy appliances with thick ropes oiled smooth from years of sweat and submission. They were fit for common use by the Mistress's playthings, but they were a far cry from the masterwork that graced Glys's skin
when
she was cared for.
Now wasn't going to be one of those times. She looked up at the blurry outline of her Mistress, she could sense she was being stared down but the shadows made it hard to tell for sure.
"How did you let that happen?" the old woman asked sharply.
There would be no 'are you all right?', no 'thank you'. Glys would have to pull it out of her: "What do you mean?"