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Etiology Of Desire

Etiology Of Desire

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Of course Dakota advanced ahead of her in curses class. After only three sessions he could cast, and release, all the curses in the textbook with a half-conscious wand flick, while Minh, who had held the valedictorian title unchallenged until he transferred in, was stuck on the on indigestion spells in chapter three.

Minh sat two tables behind him. Ever since she read his name above hers on the test results bulletin at the end of fall semester, she had watched him closely.

There was a certain role Minh wanted to play, a certain image she wanted to project, which he threatened: that of perfection. If she graduated as valedictorian with no close contenders, broke the soccer team's score record, and maintained an appearance attractive enough to distract anyone in her presence, she had a chance at projecting to others the full realization of all cultural ideals.

Unlike most people, who at a young age have to make peace with their inferiority to some peer in looks, intelligence, or some other good trait, Minh had, at twenty-two, avoided such lessons. She retained her naive and uncompromising drive to collect and maintain all available symbols of status.

It was deep in the winter semester when the class turned to language curses. Students paired up to curse each other with, and release each other from, speechlessness. Because the students were odd in number, the professor asked Dakota, who had become something like his unofficial assistant, to walk around with him and release any curses a student couldn't.

It must have seemed to Dakota, when he passed by Minh's desk, that she could not release her practice partner from the curse, because suddenly he put a hand on her lower back and grabbed her wrist didactically.

"Like this," he said. He stood close behind her, articulated her arm for her.

"You should help someone who needs it," Minh said, and stepped out of his reach.

"You're someone who needs it."

"I don't."

"Then go ahead, release her."

Minh flicked her wand, said the words. Everything, from the timing to the pronunciation was identical to the professor's demonstration.

Her partner moved her mouth but no words came out.

Before Minh could comment, Dakota released the curse himself, then gently squeezed Minh's shoulders. "Relax up here. Tension is affecting your form."

Minh recoiled. "I don't need your advice."

He raised his hands in surrender, then smirked and moved on to the next pair of students.

There was no question anymore that Dakota needed to be put in his proper place, and for that Minh needed a forbidden scroll. Back in the dorm common area that night, Minh waited for her ex Henry to pass through so she could request a favor. It was awkward to ask him. They had been a couple all of second year and half of third year, but now, in fourth, they rarely spoke. But no one else she knew had the right connections.

"The red scroll?" he said, when she posed her request. He smiled at her. "Shouldn't you be asking someone else, if you want to use that against me?"

The red scroll, in the library's restricted section, was the life's work of a perverted wizard from fifteenth-century Vietnam. They contained a general theory of aphrodisiac spells and a long list of sexual curses for harem building and revenge against exes. It was that latter category, the humiliations on offer, that interested Minh in her campaign against Dakota.

"Can you get them or not?"

Henry laughed, the way he did when he mocked her earnestness while they were dating. But by midnight he knocked on her door with the goods. After locking the door, she unrolled the parchment over her desk. She skipped past the general theory to the humiliation curses.

One at the end, named _TΓ¬nh ThαΊΏ Tuyệt Vọng_--Desperate Position--piqued her interest. In a single recitation, she could lay two curses on Dakota and intertwine them. First, he would be cursed to nakedness. Any clothes he wore, or later attempted to put on, any blanket or towel he tried to cover himself with, would vanish. Second, he would be brought to the edge of orgasm, but cursed to never to reach it and never regress to a calmer state. His arousal would only ever increase or plateau.

Alone these curses were formidable. But they would be short-lived. Any second year could release them. That's why the author interwove them in a third clause, binding the two curses together and attaching a condition to their release. The curses would lift when, and only when, the one cursed swallowed the come of the spell caster. In other words, only if she let Dakota go down on her and he licked her clean.

Minh practiced the incantation and wrist motions every night for the next week, then felt ready to move. Dakota always ran warmups before the rest of the men's soccer team arrived for practice, so she knew she could find him alone in the locker room at 4pm.

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"Whoa there," he said when she cornered him with her wand. He was in the middle of changing, and wore only athletic shorts. The dim overhead light showed the contours of his muscle. "You look like you're about to make a mistake."

"Now's not the time to condescend me," Minh said.

"Oh? Well when's a good time? I can pencil it into my calendar." He reached into his locker for his agenda.

Was he really not threatened by her at all? "You should be afraid," she said.

He held his pencil against the notebook, ready to write. "Tuesday evenings are usually free for me."

Minh kicked a bench over, and that finally cracked his smug demeanor, if only for an instant.

When he recomposed into another smirk, Minh was too angry to speak. She raised her wand up to his face, and delivered the incantation.

While she spoke, his face contorted into genuine fear. He knew enough to recognize it was a spell from the red scroll. But then for some reason, when she finished, he returned to that terrible smirk.

"Oh dear," he said, for some reason still clothed in shorts. "You used a translation spell on the scroll, didn't you? You didn't read the original Vietnamese."

"What?" Minh said. A heat was building inside her body, and she could feel herself beginning to sweat.

"The author wrote the curses the way he would recite them, if speaking as himself to a younger woman, making his term of address 'anh' and the victim's term 'em'. But in this situation, since I'm the older man and you're the younger woman, you should have flipped them. You did it backwards. You'd have known that if you translated properly."

Usually this kind of critique from him made Minh tense up and visualize smashing his face into a wall repeatedly. But this time, what she wanted seemed not to follow from the situation. Her anger transmuted into intense craving. She wanted to kneel down in front of him, yank the waistband of those shorts to his ankles, take his cock in her mouth.

Something was wrong. A door opened on the far side of the locker room, and sent a draft against the bare skin of Minh's chest. Minh looked down. All of her clothes were gone.

The rest of the soccer team was approaching from down the hall. Footsteps and chatter echoed against the concrete walls. Minh snatched a towel from one of the benches to cover herself, but as soon as she brought it near her, it disappeared. In the worst way possible, her plan had backfired.

Dakota started laughing. "I'm sorry," he said. "I shouldn't laugh." Then he started laughing again.

Minh grabbed him by the arm, dragged him into the coach's office, locked the door behind them, and finally propped a chair against the knob too, just in case. "I need you to show mercy," she said. As undignified as her position was, it was more urgent to escape the curse than to feel its full emotional weight. There would be time for reflection, and feeling, later.

Outside the office, the team threw their bags down and swung open locker doors. Inside, it was quiet except for Dakota chewing his gum.

He hopped on the coach's desk and idly bounced his heels against it. "I don't know if I should. Would you have? If your curse had worked as intended?"

"Please," Minh said. Though she tried to stay focused and pragmatic, embarrassment crept in. She folded her arms to cover her chest.

"Hmm." He held up a finger for her to wait, then moved everything off the coach's desk, and gestured for her to lay down across it. When she complied, he said, "No, like this," and spread her legs apart. "And move your arms out of the way. I want to pinch your nipples."

There was no basis on which Minh could negotiate. She had nothing to offer him. Her moral standing was questionable at best, and he was the only one with the power to release her. She lifted her arms out of the way, and as soon as he had clearance he pinched her. Reflexively her arms came back down to protect herself, but he slapped them out of the way. "Keep them up."

He approached the end of the desk, wrapped her legs around his shoulders, and dropped his shorts. Minh was so wet he slid into her with ease.

"But I need to swallow it!" Minh said, trying to sit up.

With one hand on the center of her chest, Dakota pushed her back down. "You'll have a chance."

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But he didn't give her one. He grabbed her by the hip, massaged her clit, and thrust into her. The curse was crueler than she'd realized. In only a moment she surpassed the degree of pleasure and yearning at which she would normally orgasm and find release. Because of the curse, she simply became more desperate. It was hard to breathe.

When his hot come filled her up, she sat up and pounded her fists on his chest. "You promised I could swallow it," she said.

"I said you'll have a chance." Dakota pushed her back down and grabbed her wrists. With a wand flick he taped her elbows to the corners of the desk, spreading her out. "You should be thankful I'm kind," he said. "I'm going to save you from your own mess. But you suffering a bit first is fair, isn't it? Considering what you intended."

While he idly fingered Minh, and she moaned and wrestled against her restraints, he lectured her. "Your problem isn't your ego, not really. I have one too, you can see. Your problem is that you can't turn your ego off when it's not serving you." He squeezed her breasts with both hands, massaged her nipples with his thumbs. "If you had accepted second place, you'd be fine. But you clung to your ego. You rushed through a dangerous scroll."

Even after he stopped fingering her, stopped touching her chest, she couldn't become less frustrated, or less pleasured. Wherever he worked her up to, she was stuck there, unable to escape the echoes of his touch.

"You know," he said. "This is more fun than I thought it would be. Maybe I should reconsider releasing you."

Minh yelled "No!" so loudly that there came knocks on the door from teammates asking what was going on.

"Should I open the door?" Dakota asked her.

She shook her head vigorously.

"I might though," he said, shrugging. He laughed.

If her hands were free she'd have choked him.

"How about this. Compromise." Dakota waved his wand at her and mumbled something she couldn't make out.

Suddenly the frustration was gone. Her clothes had returned. She sat up and caught her breath.

Dakota tucked her hair behind her ear. "I set a repeater," he said. "You'll have to see me Sundays at noon from now on. Think of it like church."

Minh slapped him, pushed him out of her way, and made straight for the curses professor. Surely he could remove the repeater.

"Who did this to you?" was his first question. He had a calming paternal manner.

If the administration looked into this too closely, they would uncover her own role in it. "It doesn't matter. Can it be removed?"

"Let's see." He held his wand in the space between Minh and a blank canvas, and recited a spell. Particles like blue luminescent dust floated out of her heart, and drifted onto the canvas, rendering a pattern.

"Is that the curse? Did you take it out?"

"I just took an image of it." The impression on the canvas resembled a Sierpinski fractal. "And it's not looking good."

Minh studied the fractal for meaning, but she didn't know how to read curses. "Don't be vague. What can you see?"

"The caster of the repeater could undo this easily, but without them it'll take me at least a month to write a release for this. If you don't mind my prying, what does the curse do?"

Sunday was only three days away. Minh buried her face in her hands.

The professor hugged Minh when she began to shake, patted her back as if she were afraid and needed consoling. But she wasn't afraid. She was determined. Dakota would suffer for this. In what way, she didn't know, but she knew the degree: twice that of her own.

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