Written in the same flamboyant script as the envelope we read...
"April.27th 1956
It has now been two months with out her menstrual juices, I don't know how long my strength will last with out it. My pet's juices are sustaining me, but I need more! His daily output has diminished to less than a quarter cup, time is catching up with me, I seem to have aged 10 yrs in the last week, and it will be months before the ice melts. I need another pet to milk soon. I don't know if I can maintain my strength till spring this year. She complains daily for me to let her go home! She's so selfish! I only keep her alive for my pet's child! Damn! I should have bred him sooner! I don't know if I have enough of my own potion left within me to finish the child's transformation. Perhaps the devil will collect his due!
"May. 14th 1956
The process is rapidly overtaking me, I have aged more. My clothes hang on my body and my breasts are all but flat on my chest, my hair is growing and is now snow white! I have to trim my nails twice a day to keep them from curling under. My pet is not serving my needs his cock only produces with the herbal treatment now. My beauty has gone, and his eyes tell of the disgust and fear he feels toward me. Yesterday I lost two teeth while sucking his cream and he fainted away. I miss those looks that he gave me just two weeks ago. That puppy dog submissiveness is gone as well. He seems distracted and pensive. I fear he plots against me. He still fears the power I held over him, even though it is gone, and has been for several weeks. He is still performing his chores but I have started chaining him to the foot of my bed at night. I am finding it more and more difficult to climb those stairs each day. The girl is getting weaker, I am no longer able to give her the potion, and feeding them both has become impossible, the child would be due on all hallows eve. But I have failed! But as I go, so shall they! I have prepared the poison for them both, and tomorrow they will get the first dose.
May. 19th 1956
Damn them both! They escaped this morning! My pet has revolted! Neither of them have eaten the poison! He began testing me yesterday, disobeying my smallest requests and became emboldened when my power to crush his balls at will failed to punish him for his disobedience! I have had none of his cream in three days and can only walk a few feet at a time. They went through my clothes and stole all my warmest things. All I could do was watch as they ran across the ice, the fools! They'll surely freeze to death anyway!"
That was the last full entry in the book, we looked at each other and I saw something in her face that seemed to slowly build up, as she said
"I was born on Halloween, 1956!"
I felt a cold chill run down my back, and my hair tingled not just on the back of my neck but over my entire body! She stood up and walked toward the desk and sat back against it.
Her expression was one of fear and concern, "This isn't funny any more!" She began, "my mother died when I was born, and my father died soon after. I was raised by my aunt, Liz , her husband died when I was about 10...."
I interrupted her, "Your aunts name was Liz? It wasn't Elizabeth Corbin? Was it?"
She gave me a questioning gaze and replied "yes it was!... how did you know that?" she looked surprised by my comment.
"I met her at the real estate office! She's the one who gave me the keys!" I answered.
She seemed even more concerned than ever. "I might be that baby!" She seemed to be thinking aloud, as she continued... "That explains a lot doesn't it? Why I'm so fucking horney all the time! Why I dream of, and hunger for sex, with any body, any time!" she looked towards me and said, "Dave, I had meant to say something sooner, but I thought I was just being silly..."
"What's that?" I asked.
"...I felt I knew you, and I couldn't remember where or when, or even why, until now!" she began, "you have been in my dreams since I was a girl, and so has this house! Since we met I've felt as if I were living a dejavu, as if I'd done and been through all this many times before,...with you!" her expression was becoming more relaxed as if the fear had left her.
"With me?" I asked.
"Yes with you.. And you were my "pet" she said, "but we had a lover as well..."
"We had a lover? What, did we share her?" I asked smiling.
"No!... She shared us! In my dreams you knelt to me, but we both knelt down at her feet! My first memory of my dream was when I was very young, I would awaken to an orgasm, She gave me my first orgasms, in my dreams! My sheets would be wet and my pussy ached to be filled! I learned to masturbate with anything I could find that could fit in me!"
"My Ken doll was my first "male pet". I had renamed him "Dave", and I drew a moustache on him, just like yours!"
"I slept with him every night, one morning I woke to a massive orgasm, I could feel something hard deep inside my pussy, it hurt, but it felt so fucking good to have something so hard up inside me! There was blood on my sheets and Dave's plastic legs were sticking out of me! I still sleep with him on dark and stormy nights, when I'm alone."
"Everyday I went to school so horney, often with out panties and teased the boys with out mercy. Each night the dreams became more intense and even frightening! In high school I learned that the dreams went away once I had an actual sexual encounter, with anyone male or female!"
"I hated gym class! I wanted to make love to every girl as we showered together, so much flesh, and lustful pleasure! So much forbidden fruit!" her passion and hunger filled her voice.
"It was bound to happen though. I tried to hide my feelings and fought to keep my hands to myself. I would skip gym class, or refuse to participate, usually just mentioning menstrual pains got me out of class, but after awhile it became impossible to avoid the inevitable."
"My first sexual experience was there at school, in the gym showers. The biggest mistake I ever made too!"
"Anna, she was the prettiest girl in our class, long wavy blonde hair, a picture perfect figure, the most beautiful tits and ass!" "We had to sweep the gym floor after class while the other girls went to the showers. By the time we were done sweeping, the others were exiting the showers when we went to the locker room alone."
"She was such an egotistical show off! She came from a wealthy family and flaunted it in front of everyone! I'm sure you know the type?! They have everything already and blessed with looks too!"
I nodded, it seemed as if she were recanting my own troubled youth! Except for the Ken doll! I grew up with the same dreams, fears and desires! I was fascinated by her story, and getting a bit turned on as she went on to say....
"She came on to me first, we were showering and she cornered me in the warm water placing her hands on the wall on either side of me, she kissed me!"
"My first French kiss, and she led me down to her firm breasts and then down her smooth belly".
"Her thighs parted and I tasted my first pussy! She turned and faced the wall, arching her back and jutting her ass outward allowing me to finger and lick her tight ass and suck at her pussy as I knelt behind her."
"She came against my mouth, then turned and viciously shoved me down to the floor!"
From that day on I lived in shame, she told the other girls that I had forced my self on her! I never had many friends any way, but from that day, I had none, at least none that would admit to being my friend."
