NOTE: This story is a sequel to "The Warlord's Kitten" and probably won't make much sense unless you've read it. For anybody who insists on reading anyway, Lin'qa is trans.
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A smelly, smothering presence invaded Lin'qa's dreams, and she felt herself starting to awaken in a hurry. The presence didn't go away, and in fact, mashed into her face even harder, forcing her brain to acknowledge that something was happening to her physically and not just in the dream.
"Gaaah!" She cried out grumpily, twisting her face away from whatever it was that was smothering her. Sleep started to close in around her again the moment she got free, but the moment wasn't long enough to actually drift very far. The intruder found her face again, pressing uncomfortably into it. "Alright! Alright! I'm getting up!" She whined, exerting her entire strength to push the invader away so that she could sit up and see what was happening. Laniwyn's foot had been mashed into her face to awaken her. Her elven friend loomed above her, looking down with a critical expression on her face.
'You awake?' The deaf elf's hand flickered in a graceful display of sign language. No doubt she'd have seen Lin'qa whining about the fact that the elf's foot was in her face, but wouldn't have actually heard her declaration of wakefulness.
'Yes,' She signed back as she sat up, a sour expression on her face.
'Good. Get up, you're gonna work a half-shift in the kitchen today.' Laniwyn withdrew her foot and as soon as she finished signing, placed her hands on her hips.
'The Kitchen? Laniwyn I haven't worked in the kitchen sinceβ' She stopped. "Since Momma got sick" was the second half of that sentence, but she couldn't bring herself to sign it. Instead, she just looked away so that she wouldn't have to see what her friend was signing to her. She heard the elf move, but didn't see what she was doing until a hand on her face roughly dragged her gaze back to her.
'Lin, I'm really worried about you. It's fine to grieve but you've been moping about for two months now. You need to do something. Anything. Today it's gonna be working a half-shift in the kitchen with me, so get your cute ass out of bed.' Laniwyn glowered at her as her hands signed rapidly. She always signed more quickly when she was agitated, and after a few decades of friendship, Lin'qa's ability to read rapid signing had improved drastically.
'Maybe another day, Laniwyn, I don'tβ' "Owwww! What the fuuuuck!" She squealed as Laniwyn grabbed her by the ears and pulled her upwards, forcing her onto her feet, her vocal whine literally falling on deaf ears. Laniwyn shoved her towards her closet and glared at her.
'Get dressed. Or be naked, I don't care, but you're coming with me.'
It wasn't until two hours later, as Lin'qa was chopping some celery, that she realized she actually was feeling better. It had been a bit distressing when the only person in the kitchen that she recognized other than Laniwyn had been this Orcess named Hezlu who used to wash dishes for them. She was the sous-chef now, and s he'd warmly greeted Lin'qa with a crushing hug.
"You gonna be with us more often again, Kitty?" Hezlu asked during their break, before it was time to get into full swing preparations for the evening meal.
"I dunno... And, uhh... can I ask you to call me Lin'qa? Or just Lin is fine." She mumbled as she tasted the rice dish Laniwyn was working on. It was amazing, of course. Laniwyn was... really amazing.
"Heyyyy, Lin, don't cry," Hezlu grabbed Lin'qa around the shoulders with a strong arm and hugged her into her cleavage. Lin'qa hadn't even realized she had been crying.
"Uurrrhm fuurrn." If Hezlu understood her muffled voice, she didn't show it, because she squeezed tighter and held her there for several moments before letting her go. Lin'qa coughed a little and whined. "I'm... fine." She repeated herself, a little more clearly without the cleavage.
"You know, I went out drinking with Ravla a few nights ago, and once I got her piss drunk, she started talking about you. Wouldn't stop crying about how much she misses you, actually. You should go see her." Hezlu grabbed a mug of her beer and downed half of it in one go. Lin'qa had a feeling that she went out drinking a lot, with or without Ravla.
"That's a really good idea, actually. Maybe I'llβ" She trailed off as Laniwyn stalked up to the two of them.
'You're gonna go see Ravla?' She signed.
Lin'qa frowned at her in confusion. 'How did you know what we were talking about?'
'I can read body language just as well as sign language. Go see her, get outside for a bit. I'll pack you some food to bring her and I'll see you tomorrow. Full shift.' She walked away without giving Lin'qa a chance to protest.
She was tidied up and out the door with a bundle of food for Ravla within the hour. As she travelled across the courtyard and looked up at the anti-air towers, she was filled with a sense of absurdity. It felt wrong for her to to be walking out of the fortress alone, past the heavily defended gates and towers with the guards barely even giving her a second glance.
Her mind wandered to Dellie. She hadn't seen the other Rakshasa since right before Zagrath retired. Her former master was probably dead at this point, just like Momma. Maybe she was free? Maybe Dellie was Daliyah now, the same way she wasn't Kitty, she was Lin'qa. She abandoned the thought as she reached the building where Ravla lived. There was no way for her to find out where she'd gotten off to.
Ravla's house was... quaint. Lin'qa had never seen it before, even though she'd been there when Ravla was born, and had babysat her... Goddess, she couldn't even count how often. Even with all that, Ravla had grown up and gone on to live her own life, and Lin'qa had spent her time at Momma's side. She'd just sort of assumed that Ravla would live in a nice place, being the Chieftain's daughter, but apparently she was just like any other member of the clan. She'd heard often how much the society of the Fifty Clans disliked showing people preferential treatment, but it was still weird to see Momma's daughter being a soldier like everybody else.
"Kiβ Lin'qa. Nice to see you up and about, finally. Mrani didn't kick you out of your room, did she?" Ravla was brewing some tea over a little fire in the hearth.
"No, I still have it. I worked in the kitchen a little with Laniwyn, today." Lin'qa set the rice dish she'd brought from there down on the table and started to unpack it. It was cooked in a red yogurt-based sauce that Laniwyn had absolutely loaded down with spices and then added some chunks of beef to.
"Good. She seemed a little down about the idea of you staying there at first. I had to get her in a headlock before she reconsidered." Ravla snickered and started pouring the tea.
"I don't believe that for a second, Ravvie." In spite of herself, Lin'qa smiled a little, and Ravla snorted derisively.-
"Did too. Mrani is a total punk. No match for Chief Rugana's daughter." She put the kettle away and sat down with a heavy grunt and a pained expression. "Caught an elbow in the ribs today. Don't you snicker at me! I'm the toughest bitch in this family now that dad's gone, magic or no magic."
Lin'qa suppressed the rest of her giggle and handed her a plate of food which she started tearing into immediately. "Is that what we are? A family?"
"Fuck this is good," Ravla spoke into her food, and cleared her throat after inhaling a third of the plate. "Are we? I dunno. Depends if you decide to stay here with us or not. You thought about whether or not you're gonna go see your parents?"
Lin'qa winced. She'd been trying very hard to avoid thinking about that, actually. "I did sort of wonder what happened to Smoke. Momma avoided talking about her after that time I tried to run away."
"Really? Dad basically chased her out ages ago. She said it looked bad for negotiations with the U.R.F. and that Smoke wasn't trustworthy. You basically never left her side, you didn't know about that?" Ravla kept eating, but at a reasonable pace now.
"N-No..." Lin'qa's voice caught in her throat. Momma had done that? She knew then for certain that Momma did it because of how Felida had turned her in. She'd done it for her, in a bizarre way, and without ever telling her. A wave of sorrow and grief welled up within her, and she expected herself to start crying, but she didn't. Five seconds passed, ten, fifteen, and finally she heaved a sigh, and started eating her food. It was really good.
"Well, and there's also been rumours this month that she's working with Adder's Bite. You know how it is, Dad finally dies and now there's stories that people are gonna take her legacy down. Sounds like a bunch of shit, to me." Ravla shook her head, and rolled her eyes.