Lindsay and Donil threw on their clothes and sprinted to Sirix's tent.
He looked up from his desk at the two women panting in front of him. "Ah, you're here. I was just about to send for you." He held up a piece of parchment, Lindsay could tell he was only pretending to need it. He was no more looking at it than he was at her.
And he was pointedly avoiding looking at her.
He swallowed and took in a deep breath. "I've just had a messenger from the western shore encampment. The repairs to the ship are finished. We can leave for the north-"
"Sirix!" Lindsay slammed her palm on the desk. "Stop talking!"
He straightened up. Now he was looking at her. "Yes?"
"I saw a Nobillo army on the northwestern border of the forest. It was huge! There had to be thousands of soldiers."
"Thousands? That's impossible! We would have seen them come through the forest. Our messenger would have seen them. Even if they had kept to the outskirts of the forest, there's no way-"
"They had ships!" Lindsay interrupted.
"Ships? The Desni would never let ships pass, unless..." He visibly paled. "The empty sea. Hix!"
The guard entered the tent.
"Hix, send Nol to Ambassador's Point to summon the Desni."
"Yes, Bona Serat Corsar." She bowed and rushed off.
"She's a Corsar, they won't be too offended by the summons. They will come, unless..."
"Unless they aren't there," Lindsay filled in.
"Tell me everything you saw."
"The Nobillo soldiers were cutting down the trees. They were piling them against the forest like a wall."
"They wouldn't be building a fort," Sirix said. "The only reason to do that would be to... They wouldn't. It would ruin them, too."
"What is it, Sirix?" Donil asked.
"To burn the forest."
"No!" Donil gasped. "With the Southern Airstream starting? They'll poison their own air!"
"Ours first."
"Rivuk!" Lindsay said the name like a curse. "That's why he was willing to pull his phalanxes from the southeastern woods. He knew what they were about to do! That's why they put the soldiers on the southern edge of the forest. They're going to burn us out and kill us like wolves!"
"Rivuk?" Sirix asked.
"Prince Rivuk, the third prince of the Nobillo," Lindsay answered. There was no time to worry about hiding her spying now. This was serious!
He raised an eyebrow. "I feel like this is something where I'm going to be very cross with you."
"Extremely," Donil said.
"Donil knows and I don't?"
Lindsay flushed, looking to the dirt floor. "I haven't really gotten to see you much since I got home."
"I'm going to have to rectify that on our journey north."
"We're going to fight them now?"
"No, you're going home. It's far too dangerous for you to stay here."
"I'm not leaving, not until I know you both are safe."
Sirix stood, leaning over his desk. His face was white, an urgent look in his eyes. "Indsayee, we're never going to be safe!"
He fell back into his chair, his voice returned to its lower pitch. "Donil, Veralosa, me, we're never going to be safe. We were born in danger, we'll die in it, at the end of a Nobillo spear. Only Corlan still knew what it felt like to be safe. If you stay until we are, you'll never leave. This is our life; it shouldn't be yours."
Lindsay searched the faces of her two lovers. She could see they were in agreement - devastated, depressing agreement. She turned, stepping over to the table, she ran her fingers over the smooth surface. She had so many memories of that table, on that table. She felt Sirix and Donil at her shoulders, not touching her, just standing. Waiting for her to speak.
There was the map Sirix had shown her of the continent. She stared at it, not wanting to see Donil and Sirix's faces anymore. Her brow furrowed. "Is this a river?" she asked, running her finger along a line that ran from Mt. Sabor.
"Yes, the Saborine," Sirix said. "Wait... I think I see what you're thinking."
"A fire break."
Sirix stood with renewed energy. "If we can stop the fire at the river, we have a chance."
"Sirix, what if we fight fire with fire?" Lindsay asked.
"What do you mean?"
"There was a story in history class, I don't quite remember what it was about, but this entire armada was attacking England and they didn't have enough ships to fight back. The English knew they were outmanned, but instead of giving up, they set their boats on fire and aimed them at the opposing forces. They caught fire and had to surrender so the English won. I remember we did a skit or a game about it in fourth grade. We all got to wear boxes and pretend to be boats. I remember I played a burning boat so they taped paper flames to my box and I was supposed to tape them to any box I tagged. Ms. Sayers was a very weird teacher, but I think that's what happened." She frowned. "Does that make any sense?"
Sirix's brow creased. "I'm not sure I understand your meaning."
"I think I see!" Donil said, tracing the coast and the river. "Two fires! And the Southern Airstream! We can route them!"
"But how will we light the fire?" Sirix asked.
Lindsay stared at him. Was he seriously not getting it? "We'll use the ship. They won't expect it any more than we did. We'll load it with soldiers and sail it up and around and let our forces out, half in the south and half in the north." She looked to Sirix. "You have gas-masks, right? I thought I saw some in the arsenal."
"Yes," Sirix answered. "From back when they used gas attacks on us."
"Good. Then we'll light the boat on fire and sail it into theirs and have our troops cut through the middle. They'll be trapped."
"No! Indsayee, there's not enough time to take you home and use the ship to stop them. With winter coming, even if we start building another it could be half a lanc before it's able to sail!"
Lindsay nodded; her expression stony. "I know. I'm staying."
Donil gasped.
Sirix took her by the arms. "Indsayee, this is a warzone!"
Her heart was pounding in her chest as she spoke. This was her last chance to change her mind. She could still go home. But would it be home to her anymore if she did? Could she live her life knowing Sirix and Donil were in danger? Fighting to remember them alive but always and forever picturing them dead? She'd never loved anyone like she loved them! What point was there in being home when her heart was here?
"I know. And before I came here you were losing. You need me. And I need you." She stroked Sirix's cheek. "Sirix, I love you. I don't want to live in a world without you and Donil." She felt Donil's fingers intertwine with hers. "And if that means living in a warzone, then so be it. I'm staying and we're burning that ship."
Sirix turned from her. "No! I can't! I can't..." He spun around and dropped to his knees; his head bowed. "Be my queen." he said.
Lindsay's eyes widened. "What?"
Donil stared in shock.
"I can't stand to be without you. I've tried to hold my feelings back because I told myself you were leaving. But if you're not, I don't want you just as my lover, I want you by my side as my queen."
Lindsay thought back to Kadax, cursing her even to the end. "But won't the Bonat object? There's enough fighting without me causing more."
"They'll just have to accept it. Legitimizing our relationship will help them to."
Lindsay registered the tightness of Donil's grasp on her hand. "But what about Donil? Sirix, I love her, too. I don't think I could give her up."
He smirked. "I'm not even going to pretend to be surprised. I've been telling her from the first to tell you she liked you. I just didn't anticipate my own feelings for you would grow, too. But don't think I forgot about her. Donil, would you like to serve as our consort? I believe it's clear Indsayee would like it and, I think, our people will be more accepting of us if I take a Bonat woman as consort as well. If that would be acceptable to you?"
Donil's grip tightened and she grinned at Lindsay with a questioning raise of her brows. Lindsay returned her smile and nodded in answer. Donil released Lindsay's hand, pressed her fist into her palm in front of her face, and bowed her head. "It would be my honor, Bona Serat Corsar."
Sirix's smirk showed his large canine. "And what about you, Indsayee? If you don't have any further objections, would you be my queen?"
"Yes!" she cried, leaping into his arms. She covered his face with kisses as he upheld her, laughing. "Yes, I will."
Sirix stood at the entrance of the tent and took out a small bone horn from his satchel. He blew out a loud strange note, not unlike a shofar. Immediately, the sound of running feet filled the air. In just a matter of minutes, the entire encampment was standing in front of them. Most of them looking quite confused.