Eventually, she experienced so much and dreamed so much that her desires went haywire. Her guardians growing up were dead and dying, and her "family" was up to their usual shenanigans. Her sister wanted nothing to do with her, her dad had his own problems with his relationship, and her mom was away at an artists retreat. She thought about staying with friends in the city, but she couldn't afford rent and didn't want to mooch off of the friend who held favors over everyone's head, nor pay more rent than she should just to appease the other friend.
Now that Caroline was on the verge of poverty, she was unable to afford time in the dream world like she used to. Even though people were becoming more conscious of it in the real world, it was still not real, just a realm of ectoplasm and spirits. But she underestimated the power of what happens when the dream world is touched. It was calling her back, she could feel it in her soul. She couldn't just walk away and say "that's that". She had to go back, even though she could barely afford to. And she couldn't imagine what it would take to get her off in this weird new world, the new deviance and danger that lay ahead.
"Additionally, your right to practice any potion magic has been revoked until a cure for the Shannon condition is found."
Now she wasn't even going to be able to use magic to fix her mess. Caroline never felt so humiliated and apologetic. If people brought up what she had dreamed in the real world, she didn't know if she could take the shame and embarrassment. I mean, sure, everyone has dreams that scare them or shame them, but even if people merely laughed off her dreams as weird but funny, she'd have no one to go to in order to comfort her. No one to tell her it's okay. But seeing as it's irreversible, she probably had less of a right to confide in another about those feelings. The guilt made her feel almost worthless. She would comply and try her best to rectify the situation. She may have shot herself in the foot, and the cure was 100 miles away, but she had to try to get there. She had to try...
TO BE CONTINUED...