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"
It is better to be feared than loved, if you cannot be both."
-Niccolo Machiavelli
Thinking was like swimming through drying concrete. The effort it took Andraste to focus was herculean. She was supposed to focus, though. She was supposed to try and get lucid before...Something happened. She tried to focus on that instead. Before what? Before...She couldn't couldn't remember, but she remembered that she needed to open her eyes and figure out where she was.
Her eyelids were
extremely
heavy.
She managed to force them open. She could see nothing but a bright, blurry haze. She blinked a few times to try and clear the haze, and even just that effort required a few moments of rest, eyes closed and just gathering her strength to try again.
This time, when she opened her eyes and blink the haze away, it was much dimmer. Not too dark to see, when she finally managed to get things to fall into a proper sharp relief, but the lights of what appeared to be an infirmary were intermittent, the kind that were probably just enough for nurses to properly examine patients while making their rounds, making sure they hadn't flatlined.
It had probably been a lot more than the few minutes she thought her eyes were closed. And also, given how lucid she was, this was probably not her powering through the drugs long enough to come up with a plan like she'd hoped. This was probably just the drugs passing through her system because they stopped administering them to her. A tug at the heavy leather cuff that had her chained to the side of the bed confirmed that they had other means of keeping her in place.
"Oh, good, you're awake," said a voice behind her. Andraste tried to turn around and see, but her ability to move while cuffed by wrist and ankle to the bed was fairly limited. Twisting her head as far as she could reach, however, she could just glimpse an older man in a labcoat. As he walked around the bed and Andraste got a proper look at him, she could see a nametag labeled "Doctor Lawrence" and a holstered pistol underneath the coat. Doctors didn't make the rounds -- nurses did.
"Come on, doc, I know you're ugly, but there's gotta be easier ways to see a girl naked," Andraste said. She was chained to a bed and he had a gun. Insulting him was clearly the smart thing to do. But the alternative to that was to break down crying and she'd been pretty adamant about not doing that. If that one bitch lieutenant couldn't force tears or concessions out of her, Andraste sure as Hell wasn't gonna break down now.
She did really hope he was just here to gawk, though, because the alternative was probably that he was here to prep her for some kind of invasive surgery or neurohacking or some other extreme measure to keep her in line. And much as she'd tried to avoid thinking about it, she knew they could do things to her that would make her body, at least, cooperate, no matter how defiant she could manage to be in thought.
"We didn't want you, you know," the doctor said, checking Andraste's vitals.
"What, was Debbie too busy doing Dallas?" Andraste asked.
"We wanted Vodun. Apparently Alastor did, too, as he intercepted the police while they were transporting her. He didn't make a fuss about you, though, so we decided to make do," the Doctor Lawrence said. He pulled out a pen and starts poking the bottom end at her tits, pushing them around and occasionally clicking the writing tip in and out on them.
Andraste swallowed a gasp. "You trying to impress me? You got me chained down and you still won't get near without a pistol, and that after you shipped me offworld on day one. You knew Alastor was coming for me." Andraste really,
really
want to believe Alastor was coming for her. But she knew Vodun and some of the others were better lieutenants. Stronger. Maybe Alastor did just leave her behind. Well, fuck him, then. Andraste didn't need anyone.
"Doctor Lawrence," another voice from behind Andraste, but this one she recognized. The lieutenant. "The slave ready to go?"
"She appears fully recovered," he said.
"Good. The commander's not gonna wait forever, and I've got other cunts to babysit tonight," Mira said. She stepped into view and handed a half-peeled orange to the doctor. "Can you hold this?" she asked, and after he took it, she turned her attention to Andraste.
As soon as Mira unbuckled one of the leather cuffs holding Andraste to the bed she tried to grab Mira by the wrist, yank her closer, maybe strangle her or just hit her with something or
whatever
. Andraste didn't even care. She didn't really have any intention of actually winning or escaping at that point. She did at first, she thought maybe she could impress one of those gangs and be there when they rioted and help them get to the bridge before it detached. Or something. But that was a longshot before she realized she'd have to kiss their boots to even get out of handcuffs.