(Chapter 48.) Together again.
The next evening I am alone with Liam. At last, the walk to his apartment seems so different and my heart swells. As I approach his apartment, my arm around him, I feel almost like I am floating to his place.
He kisses me as we arrive at the entry door.
"Brett I can't wait to get that belt off you." Without knowing it his words shock me. He grins and kisses me. His 7 inch cut dick is rock hard. It looks so different, the red line literally snaking down the base and along the shaft to his scar and the strange look of his cock without the foreskin. I have to say his cock looks better cut than mine did.
It is only then I pause. Fuck he hasn't seen my pussy. I am filled with a sense of dread. He knows I have a cunt but I feel stupid for not thinking this moment through. He knows what I am but to all the world I am as big as a bull, and in my belt I look just the way I always did. Suddenly it all seems so real.
He will get to see my greatest shame and suddenly as the door opens and we ride up to his floor my heart pounds. He will see just what I have become. Those weeks of trying to ignore it. The fleeting moments I would think about this night and hate the thought of him seeing me like this flood back to me. I feel like the ride walls are closing in on me as we travel up the tall building to his apartment.
We enter his apartment and my heart still thunders. He kisses me, and he picks up the pad that will unlock my cunt belt.
"Hey, Liam, can we maybe have a drink first?'' He kisses me and looks at me.
He smiles. "Of course Brett.. Tell you what, I will get us some wine and food. I got us a Brett-sized dildo in the bedroom and a strap on. So how does this sound, you fuck me first and that way you get to see what they have done to me properly and then I get to see you?"
His kindness melts my heart. I love how he anticipated how I might feel about this. How he wants to expose himself to me first. It does make this slightly easier.
I reply almost shyly, "I know you...well you are going to see it at some point but..."
"A little wine will help," Liam chuckles. "Brett I can't imagine what living hell you are going through but I won't make you do anything you or I don't feel comfortable with." His words soothe me.
I know that he is being kind and that only makes me feel a little worse about my situation. This is all so different from the time I was in this very building with Jonas, and yet the shame I suddenly feel is the same. I felt shame in front of Jonas because I hated him and I feel shame in front of Liam because I love him.
We eat and drink and talk for a while. I tell Liam about Mason and he gets up to take a piss at some point during the meal.
I notice his service bot swoops down and wipes his ass chair. He is leaking and I am as well. As he returns he stands in front of me, his cut cock hard and proud. I love how his cock looks so much sleeker than mine was. Then I am reminded of what is to come.
He takes my hand and turns around and spreads his ass cheeks and there it is his bloom. The fat puckered leaky hole. I gasp as I see it. I wish I had my old cock, I would fuck him in a heartbeat.
He runs my hands down his ass crack and I feel my fingers linger on the raised fleshy folds. I feel my own ass leak and my pussy gush. He moans as I probe around the bigger fleshier mound of his new fuck hole. I know how sensitive it can be and how much pleasure it can give.
I move in and lick his hole, he moans as I eat out his sloppy butt pussy. I stop and pull him to the bedroom and throw him on the bed face forward. I spread his somewhat meatier butt cheeks, recalling how flat his ass used to be, and start to eat this fucker out properly. He moans and begs me for more as I swirl my tongue and probe his hole. When I stop my jaw and tongue aches and he lies face down panting. I smile at a job well done I think.
I look around and see the strap on. I wonder if it will fit over my cunt belt. He rolls onto his back and he looks up at me and grins. I notice the wet patch on the bed. The little fucker came already. I am happy at a job well done so far.
I struggle with the strap on, and he watches me, his dick hard and twitching. I know I will feel nothing but I know he will. He will pretend it is me. He will feel me and I won't feel a thing. I finally get the wretched thing on and it wobbles a horrific reminder of the man I was.
Liam looks at me. "Fuck me like I fucked you yesterday. Please baby." He scrambles onto his knees, and I see his slick fat ass cunt exposed to me.
The old Brett would have felt hard and ready to fill that fucking hole and I try to go with that Brett. I move over to him.
"Ready bitch," I say.
He replies, "God Yes." And I push the fat fake cock into him and he moans. I know he already came when I was eating him out and he loved a butt fuck. I don't want to disappoint him he will have memories of what I did with my real cock what will happen now is going to be hard to replicate that, but I am going to fucking try.
I fuck him hard and spank him and he loves it as I pound his hole and he screams for more, just like a breeder. I should hate him for still having a cock, a cock that will possibly be bigger than mine.
I want my old dick back as I fill his ass. I want it so badly. I want that as much as he wants what he is getting. Liam was born to be a breeder bitch and yet here he is now getting fucked by a breeder. None of this is his fault and I love him and as he arches his back and spews a second load of his bull seed onto the bed and collapses beneath me, the fake dick planted deep in his sloppy butt cunt. I know I love him but this is hard for me.
I pull out of him and wipe my brow covered in sweat. He kisses me as he chuckles.
"Shit that was so good. You still got it, baby." He says and I smile at him and kiss him back. Even though I only have 'it' by proxy.
"I gotta piss," I tell him, and I get off the bed and the fake cock wobbles and I have to pull it out of the way as I sit down and piss, still in my cunt cage. I go back to the bedroom, and Liam is still on the bed panting and covered in a sheen of sweat. His cock was soft. I notice that his thick red pubes are gone, presumably from when he got his marking.
He gets off the bed and stands up and he walks out of the bedroom.
"Something to drink?" He asks.
"Water maybe," I reply. His ass cheek is marked with my palm print but no spunk is leaking out of him tonight. I think about what he might do to me. Maybe he will give me a set of tits, or give me a mouth cunt. We haven't talked, not really he says he won't push me but does he mean he will sheath up everytime?
I hear the noise of the lock on my cunt belt and I feel its workings vibrate as it prepares to release me. Liam has unlocked me. I hold the cunt belt for a second, but I know what I must do. I take off the strap on and pull at the belt and Liam turns up with a glass of water.
He puts the glass down. "Brett baby, don't be shy. I gotta see it sometime and then we take it from there. Let me help you out of that thing." I know he is right as I let him help me out of the belt.
He moves behind me and I step out of it leg by leg and he takes it away. He puts it down and I take a deep breath and turn around. I stand before him, naked and exposed, my fat ugly clit and pussy on display.
Now it is his turn to gasp. I see his face and he looks at me. His smile is gone. "Oh god, Brett. What did they do to you?" He starts to cry as he sees me and then he grabs me and holds me. "Oh, baby. I am so sorry they took your dick away from you.."
He holds me and I hear him sob. "I knew they changed you Brett. It is just seeing you like this. Fuck Baby I hate this place and what they have done to you," He says.
I cry in his arms as we both cry together. This was not what I expected. I know at that moment I am safe with Liam as safe as I can be. As a breeder my life is precarious. I hold him tight and we both cry for a while. Eventually, I push him back and take some water.
"So you don't think it is ugly?" I say.
"Well, it ain't fucking pretty," he says and laughs. I push him and he grins at me.
"You bastard," I say but he grins at me again and I laugh. "I hate it Liam. It isn't pretty, not like my old cock. It is so ugly. Angel said it wasn't pretty. Look at it they gave me a big fat ugly clit," I say, and he moves towards me.
"I know. Angel told me. Look Brett, baby, it is part of you and there is nothing these fuckers can do to make me stop loving you. Not this, not anything." He moves towards me and he pushes me back. I fall on the bed before he moves between my legs.
He runs a finger up my clit and strokes my scar, the most sensitive part of the new sex between my legs. He looks at me and smiles as I let out a gentle moan of pleasure.
He slowly strokes the contour of my scar and says, "You got Mister Blunty."
"How do you know?" I ask.
"Another day, another time, I will tell you. Just say I had a run in with the mad Doctor Anderson, he cut mine with Mister Scratchy," He says, and I feel him running his fingers up and down my clit ever so gently the remnant of my dick.