Chapter 4: Jealousy
When Anthony made it back to the apartment half an hour before curfew he found Raz in the living room doing push-ups. "What happened with the 1st years?" He asked as he went into his room and grabbed his body wash and shampoo from his closet.
"Beat them in 37 seconds," Raz said without stopping his push-ups. "Where were you? We were both assigned to help the 1st years."
Standing at the entrance to the bathroom, Anthony turned to him to answer. "Well, I am not as fast as you and Tessa and Trinity saw me and it would have been rude to just turn and leave so I stayed and talked for a little while." Raz didn't say anything; he just turned over onto his back and began doing stomach crunches.
"She asked about you. She wanted to know why you took off like that. She apparently didn't realize what you are like normally." Anthony said and then turned, started the shower and shut the door. Raz continued with his crunches. When he was finished with his 1000 crunches he stood and took a drink of water from his water bottle. As he sucked the water down, he almost choked on it when a flood of emotion hit him like a ton of bricks.
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Tessa felt sad and lonely. From the moment the connection happened she, somewhere deep inside her, knew that she would never be alone. When Raz saw her and she knew he did, and he ran off, she felt alone and sad. They had almost been close enough to establish their connection, mentally.
Instead, she sat with Trinity and Anthony and had lunch. They tried to cheer her up and then they fell into their own conversation. Tessa remembers vaguely Trinity laughing at something Anthony said. The rest of the day was a blur. Her classes and dinner just happened in a convoluted period of time highlighted by more feelings of sadness and loneliness.
After dinner, Anthony said he was going to head back to his apartment and hang there for the night. Trinity waved goodbye with a big smile and Tessa briefly acknowledged his leaving and headed to the Training Field to look at the stars. Trinity followed.
Once they reached the field Tessa just stopped and looked up. Trinity stood next to her and took her hand to comfort her. As Tessa looked up a shooting star streaked by and she made a wish and a tear escaped her eye and rolled down her cheek. Upon seeing this, Trinity pulled her hand and guided her back to the dorm.
As they neared the dorm, the pull became stronger for Tessa. She knew Raz was in the dorm and she wanted to get closer to him, but she knew if she did he would run away. For now, she would just enjoy the pull and the sweet anguish it put her in. Because she at least knew that he was close by.
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Raz felt his humanity return in a flood of emotions that made him drop to the floor and gasp for air. He felt sad that he hadn't been with Tessa all this time and that he had run from her, Angry that the separation causes his deficiency to flare up. Happy that his emotions had returned and anxious because he knew she was close and at least for tonight he would not be without her.
He took off from the floor, out the door, around a group of students, down the stairs and as he turned to her hall he saw her about to go into her apartment. He raced up to her, scooped her up and took her back to his room and gently laid her on his bed. He sat next to her and just looked her in her eyes and smiled. She returned the smile.
"Hi," Raz said with a big smile on his face. He felt alive again and happy like there was nothing but he and Tessa in the world.
'Hi,' Tessa said mentally. She could feel the flood of emotion coming from Raz and she returned it as well. There it was, the feeling of never being alone, of being protected, Love that would never leave.
As they sat there in their own little world, Anthony came out of the bathroom and saw them sitting there. He smiled and walked into his room and put up is toiletries. He put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and then walked into Raz's room and leaned against the wall.
'I missed you.' Tessa said still oblivious to Anthony staring at them.
'I missed you also, but not tonight. Tonight we stay together.' Raz said and a flood of new emotions entered the link, Hopefulness, happiness, and determination.
'Where would we stay?' Tessa asked.
'Here in this room.' Raz said. Tessa sent her agreement through the link and then became aware that Anthony was staring at them. Raz became aware also and turned to Anthony. Anthony nodded his head, left Raz's room and shut the door.
When the door shut Raz returned his gaze to Tessa's. No words, mental or verbal, were spoken. None needed to be. Raz went to his closet and pulled out a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and handed them to Tessa. She accepted them with a smile. Raz turned and left the room and went into the bathroom carrying his toiletries and a pair of shorts.
30 minutes later he came out of the bathroom and the lights were off but he could see thanks to the moon streaming in through the window. He walked to his bed where Tessa lay against the wall and the covers were pulled back inviting him in. He accepted the invitation and lay, covered, next to Tessa. She turned and he was spooning her and that is how they fell asleep.
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Raz moved between Tessa's legs, guided by a fragrant and heavy aroma that was drifting up from her wet sex. It was a sweet smell but with an enticing hint of musk. He was pleased to see that she has shaved her pubic hair and he paused to admire it. He lowered his face, deeply inhaling her fragrance, much like one would before tasting a fine wine. He nuzzled his cheeks to her mound. He began softly blowing air onto her sex, which elicited goosebumps and a sigh of pleasure from her.
Raz's hand drifted down between Tessa's legs and he pressed his palm against her, covering up her labia as his lips softly kiss her hips, her thighs and moved closer to her crotch. His palm pressed and moved in a circle, stirring her dampness around. He lifted his head slightly for a better view and used his thumb and forefinger to spread her open. Her clitoris began to bloom and protrude from inside. He blew again, this time directly on it.
There is a loud blaring sound as the 2 return to consciousness. Raz reached over to the dresser and turned his alarm clock off and then returned to cuddling Tessa, at which point both he and Tessa notice his erection.
Raz felt a ping of embarrassment but Tessa barely noticed. Tessa was still thinking about the dream she just had. She was still a virgin and hadn't really thought much about sex before but that dream had made her wet between her thighs and she was almost sad to wake up. When Raz's arm came back to cuddle her she became aware that his erection was slightly grazing her area down there and making her...wetter.
'Did you sleep well?' Raz asked mentally.
'Yes, very well, how about you?' She asked as she snuggled into him. The heat of his body and the comfort of the bed made her not want to move for as long as possible.
'Yeah, except for this strange dream I had.' He said. Tessa's eyes sprang open and she flipped around so suddenly in bed that she almost kneed him in his erection. She looked in his wide open eyes with shock.
"What was your dream about?" She asked aloud.
"You and I were about to have sex. It felt and seemed real and enjoyable." He said with an embarrassed smile. "Why?"
"Well, because I had the same dream." She said and then paused for a moment to consider what that meant. "So, the mental link we have also causes us to share dreams?"
"Did you also dream of just running? No particular place to go just running for the sake of running." He asked her. Tessa paused for a moment and thought.
"No." She said.
"Then it can't be all dreams because I distinctly remember having that dream also." He said and then thought about what she said. So normal dreams they don't share but intense dreams they do. That was very interesting.
"We will keep this to ourselves for now. What time is it?" She asked. Raz looked over his shoulder and grabbed his clock and showed her. It was 5:15 am. "Why do you have the alarm set for such an early time?"
"Anthony and I get up this early to work out by ourselves." He said returning the clock to the dresser.
"I need to get back to my room before they do morning bed check." She said as she started to get up. Raz gently grabbed her and prevented her from moving.