Gyre buried his face against the warmth of hair, smelling the delicious after-scent of sex: Salt and sweat and sweetness, all mixed together. He could hear the distant sounds of waves, the murmur of conversation, the rattling of wooden wheels on cobblestone streets, and through it all, a voice speaking just behind him and to the right.
"The layers of your memory system are distributed and deeply buried -- after all, the rest of your body could cease to function and you'd live on if the consciousness that is
you
, Gyre, continued to be run on the automation systems within your bones, your belly, your fucking balls." There was a soft laugh. "But the outer levels of the memory are the most easily lost when struck by the level of electromagnetic pulse-damage that you were. So, do not be too upset that it's all so fragmentary."
Gyre eyes opened and he turned in the large, silken sheet-covered bed. There was no one behind him, and a name tingled on the tip of his tongue. He opened his mouth and it came out.
"Thuf!" he said.
"Hmmphm?" the sky blue shark-girl alien who was currently half-tangled up in three quarters of the silken sheets beside Gyre mumbled. She opened one eye and then rolled away from him, so that she stole the last quarter of the sheets. If Gyre wasn't pretty sure that he could handle colds far worse than the faint breeze coming through the window, he might have stolen some of those sheets back. As it was, he sat up and laughed to himself.
"Science Officer Thufkwan," he said. "He was a Grindi from Alpha Ceti, and he was my science officer."
Chinsara rolled around so that she was laying on her back. Her tail slapped against his thigh and her tooth smile filled her features, her eyes narrow despite that -- narrow from fatigue and sleepiness, he could tell. "And this means what, exactly?" she asked, her voice only faintly groggy.
"I might be remembering something about how I got here," Gyre said. He felt no new branching of memories, no new unfolding nuggets of information. But rather than get bent out of shape about that, he instead decided to focus on the good. And the good included Chinsara, sprawled beside him -- and she had somehow contrived to be tangled up in her sheets in a way that left her belly, her thighs, her arms exposed, making her look like a partially unwrapped gift. Gyre felt a faint discomfort in his belly, thinking of her like a
gift
. After all, she was a person. But she had been ordered here by the queen...
Which mattered a whole hell of a lot when you were plowing her last night, eh?
He thought to himself. Gyre lifted his shoulders, rolled his head, then smiled down at her.
"Y-You do know, you don't need to
do
anything for me, right? I don't need a bed warmer provided to me by the state."
Chinsara laughed. "State?" she asked, her brow furrowing.
"You know, the Kingdom and your Queen?" Gyre asked.
Chinsara laughed again, shaking her head. She sat up, and the silken cloth slid along her sleek skin, puddling in her lap. "You think I have to follow orders, like I was a slave?" She shook her head. "You use the word state -- no, that's not the right word." Gyre's translation program chiruped and started to take notes. Which meant he started to get a headache. Gyre subtly clenched his jaw, listening as Chinsara continued: "Queen's Crown is under the direct stewardship of Queen Ruthara. She has indirect stewardship over the whole island, which are bonded via interchanged debt. Services rendered for services for services, with caste lines respected."
Gyre clicked his teeth. "So, the Queen owes you for..." He gestured between them.
Chinsara laughed. "Yes, this kind of act can be traded on for better goods, maybe a small house, but I'm eyeing for a husband or two." She reached up and her graceful arms began to tie her hair back. She used some small pins to work it into a sleek ponytail. Gyre found himself unable to look away from the graceful movement of her fingers as she braided her electric blue hair. "But she didn't order it -- I have no debt to her worth this kind of act. She just suggested it, floated some future returns in this debt, and it struck me as a great deal of fun. Not every day one gets to earn
utang
."
That last word rang in Gyre's ears oddly as his translation program finished. It was...familiar...
Utang.
A word from...his...
Homeworld!
Like a bolt of lightning, Tuggatharta Buwaya knew his earliest memories on the world of Drowned. He remembered poling through the reeds, listening to the lilting conlang of his grandfather -- an artificial attempt to reproduce one of the extinct tongues of the equally extinct Philippine islands, interspersed with Tagalog that the rest of the colony used. He remembered looking up at the cracked ringworld that was Drowned reason for being -- the glittering bauble that had drawn Terran colonists fifty six light years at sublight speeds, hoping to find a wonder and instead finding a testament to failure. He remembered the dreams of leaving Drowned, of becoming...
Gyre.
CNS
The Widening Gyre,
a starship and a member of the Starship Corps. But he'd never forgotten Drowned, or his home, or his grandfather until...until...and there, the ragged edges of his memory refused to coalesce together. He remembered being assigned to...where? And then he remembered waking up in Tulon's presence. But between there was still nothing. And...
"My crew!" he said. "I need my crew!"
"That will take a lot of utang," Chinsara said, chuckling. "And, of course, a ship. Which takes
even more
utang. And, I mean, you are a good lover, but you are not
that
good, Gyre."
Gyre shook his head. "No, no, I..." And he realized, he had no idea how he could even begin to
describe
what he was talking about to Chinsara. To Chinsara, the most sophisticated social structure was the mandala of her Queen, the interlocking networks of trade, vendetta and debt shared between villages, the castes within those villages, and islands beyond the islands. To Chinsara, the most advanced technology was steel, gunpowder flintlocks, and the latine sail. How the hell was he supposed to explain computronium? Digitized sophonts? Hell, how was he going to explain
basic