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"I will trade the girl to Prince Carnen, for the price of my
loyalty
." my father said, not even glancing in my direction.
I wish I could say that the plan disturbed me, that I was frightened or sad or shamed to be traded like cattle for political gain. That would have been normal, a healthy reaction of a woman who had a healthy home life. That just wasn't me.
No matter that I'd heard the young prince was a serial rapist. No matter that my father thought him weak and likely to die in the coming war. No matter that I was being offered, not in good faith to cement a strong bond of loyalty, but in the hopes that I might kill him.
No matter anything else, it was a chance to be free of my father. I would take it. And some part of me wondered, if my father hated this prince so much, could he be good? Does evil hate good? I prayed it was so.
"Oh, that is clever..." The other man in the room cooed at my father's declaration. "But is she still a virgin at twenty years old? You know my brother only fucks virgins."
"Of course, Prince Jadeth, do you think any of my men would touch her? After what she did to her mother?" My father laughed cruelly.
He didn't care about my mother at all, and certainly wasn't sorry that she was dead. But he knew that I cared, and he knew it hurt me when he reminded me that I was to blame for the loss of the only good thing in my life. My father was a man that enjoyed hurting people, in whatever way he could. That was why he got along so well with the crown prince, whose brother they were now plotting to kill.
Prince Jadeth frowned thoughtfully, "but how many know her talent? Are you sure that my brother will not be suspicious?"
"No one
knows
, my lord. That is the beauty of it. They speak of her like she is the villain in some child's tale. No one believes that a woman could actually have such magic, but they shun her all the same.
"Even if your brother heard the rumors, he would have to be a superstitious fool to believe it was true. And no matter what he might suspect, he can't afford to be seen as a fool."
I stood quietly as they discussed my future and their plans. They did not ask my opinion; there was no point. I hadn't spoken since my mother's death. My voice had been stolen along with any hope for happiness that day.
The memory burned in me now, kindled by my father's insidious reminder. My mother had been a healer. That was why my father had taken her, kidnapped her to serve his fleet of trade ships. Although his weren't war ships, injuries are common at sea, and he wanted a healer. It was a simple boon that she was beautiful.
Like all blood mages, she could have prevented a child, simply by stopping her monthly cycles. In fact, my father had ordered her to remain infertile. It was her one act of insubordination to give me life, and I'd repaid that gift with death.
It was an accident, of course. It should have been impossible. Women's magic is life magic: healing of plants, animals, and people. Death magic is the domain of men: elemental, telekinesis, and shapeshifting. Yet, when I'd tried to stop the flow of blood to my mother's small cut, under her instruction, I'd stopped her heart instead.
I should have been able to start it again, I had watched her do it a dozen times. But I could not repair what I'd broken. I'd beat upon her chest, willing her to breathe again, until my arms had trembled and collapsed under me. That was ten years ago, now.
The rumors had started then, but they'd been dismissed by most. After all, I never said what happened. It could have been a natural death. But she was young, and there was suspicion.
It was the second time I'd killed that had made me an outcast. I was fourteen when my father tried to trade me away to a pirate captain in return for safe passage for his fleet. When the pirate had grabbed me, I'd instinctively reacted in terror. The pirate captain had fallen dead in front of both his and our entire crew.
The pirates had fled in shock, frightened of whatever spirit they believed protected me. And the sailors had shunned me too. I was a wraith now, a living ghost. No one had touched me in six years. No one had come within a hand's length of me, actually. Because, like all women's magic, my power required touch to work.
It was funny, in a morbid way, that my father who demanded I always wear gloves, felt so comfortable sitting across the table from Prince Jadeth, who was himself a powerful elemental mage. He could shroud my father's head in a bubble of water sucked from his own skin and watch him drown and dehydrate simultaneously from ten feet away. I had watched him perform that particular trick on a clumsy servant once.
Yet I was the one who was shunned. I'm sure it delighted my father to have finally found a way to dispose of me, to divest himself of the stain of my abnormality. He'd found another man to give me to, having failed the first time. Only this time, he hoped I would use my power.
The plans that were hatched in secret that day came to fruition six months later.
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"The King is dead! Long live King Jadeth!" The herald cried as we pulled into port.
I glanced at my father's face and caught his slight smirk of satisfaction before he contorted his expression to one of shock.
"The King is dead? How did this happen?" He asked the herald, shouting across the narrow strip of sea as the sailors hurried to put the gang plank in place.
"It was a storm at sea, m'Lord. His vessel went missing a month ago. They found the King's body two weeks ago. A terrible tragedy, sir."
The herald kept his expression carefully controlled, but no one could hear this story and not imagine that Prince Jadeth had killed his father. The ambitious prince was a water mage and the Admiral of the Navy besides.
I knew, though, that even this obvious ploy was a part of the prince's plan. He wanted to give his brother the perfect excuse to declare war and openly oppose him. Then, he could crush his brother along with any other potential traitors in one fell swoop, solidifying his reign and sending a message to all who might consider attempting to dispose him.
"A tragic accident. Long live King Jadeth," my father replied carefully as he stepped across the gang plank.
"Long live King Jadeth!" The sailors echoed.
I followed my father down the gang plank. Sailors who'd been about to cross hastily withdrew, clearing my path. My father and his first mate stepped into a waiting coach. Knowing I wouldn't be welcome inside, I climbed up to the roof.
Three seamen clung to the back of the carriage, to avoid sitting with me. I tried not to mind it; it was nice to have the space to myself. Few women of class would ever be allowed to ride outside.
It is nice to not be stuck in a stuffy carriage
, I thought firmly.
We were just an hour away from home when I watched as a letter drifted out of the countryside and slid through the carriage window. I scanned the horizon and thought I saw a glimpse of a shadow moving away. It must be a telekinetic, floating the paper across the grass. That one was much stronger than my father, whose telekinetic powers could only move small items very short distances, and only when he was nearby.
Moments after the letter flew into his window, my father stuck his head out the window and gave the driver a new destination. We veered off the main road at the next intersection. Fifteen minutes later we slowed to a stop at a small crossroad.
My father exited the carriage, and as was required of me, I followed him. He wanted to be sure that I was always within reach of his telekinesis. The first mate and the three sailors followed behind us, but the coachman stayed on the carriage. We walked down a short path into a clearing next to a small lake. Seven men were waiting for us.
"Captain Nidan," an older men greeted my father.
"Prince Carnen," my father replied.
So, this was him, I considered him carefully. The prince was shorter than his brother, and thinner. He had several days of graying beard growth that hid the shape of his face. His eyes were brown and sleepy, and his brown hair was streaked with gray and cut close, but not stylishly. His clothes were worn and dirty, and his shoes were caked in mud.
This was not a proud man, I concluded. Not once, did the prince's eyes flick to consider me. He was focused on my father. I thought that if he was a rapist, as his brother claimed, he would not ignore the only woman in his vicinity, would he?
All the rapists I knew would not. They would either leer covertly or flirt, but they would not ignore. Well, they ignored
me
, but that was because they feared me. Other women were not so lucky.
"I am sorry to hear of your father's death," my father said.
"His death was no accident," Prince Carnen said hotly. "My brother killed him."
"Are you sure?" My father said, playing the role of a naΓ―ve merchant.
"Absolutely positive. I will not let him take the throne. Not only is he a murderer, but he will destroy our country as well."
"But how can you prevent it, my prince?"
"My brother may have the water, but I have the land. If I can supplement my army with just one small force of sailors, we can easily defeat him at Enerte. He is already sailing there to take residence in the capital. We need only lay siege and prevent his escape by ship."