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"I will trade the girl to Prince Carnen, for the price of my
loyalty
." my father said, not even glancing in my direction.
I wish I could say that the plan disturbed me, that I was frightened or sad or shamed to be traded like cattle for political gain. That would have been normal, a healthy reaction of a woman who had a healthy home life. That just wasn't me.
No matter that I'd heard the young prince was a serial rapist. No matter that my father thought him weak and likely to die in the coming war. No matter that I was being offered, not in good faith to cement a strong bond of loyalty, but in the hopes that I might kill him.
No matter anything else, it was a chance to be free of my father. I would take it. And some part of me wondered, if my father hated this prince so much, could he be good? Does evil hate good? I prayed it was so.
"Oh, that is clever..." The other man in the room cooed at my father's declaration. "But is she still a virgin at twenty years old? You know my brother only fucks virgins."
"Of course, Prince Jadeth, do you think any of my men would touch her? After what she did to her mother?" My father laughed cruelly.
He didn't care about my mother at all, and certainly wasn't sorry that she was dead. But he knew that I cared, and he knew it hurt me when he reminded me that I was to blame for the loss of the only good thing in my life. My father was a man that enjoyed hurting people, in whatever way he could. That was why he got along so well with the crown prince, whose brother they were now plotting to kill.
Prince Jadeth frowned thoughtfully, "but how many know her talent? Are you sure that my brother will not be suspicious?"
"No one
knows
, my lord. That is the beauty of it. They speak of her like she is the villain in some child's tale. No one believes that a woman could actually have such magic, but they shun her all the same.
"Even if your brother heard the rumors, he would have to be a superstitious fool to believe it was true. And no matter what he might suspect, he can't afford to be seen as a fool."
I stood quietly as they discussed my future and their plans. They did not ask my opinion; there was no point. I hadn't spoken since my mother's death. My voice had been stolen along with any hope for happiness that day.
The memory burned in me now, kindled by my father's insidious reminder. My mother had been a healer. That was why my father had taken her, kidnapped her to serve his fleet of trade ships. Although his weren't war ships, injuries are common at sea, and he wanted a healer. It was a simple boon that she was beautiful.
Like all blood mages, she could have prevented a child, simply by stopping her monthly cycles. In fact, my father had ordered her to remain infertile. It was her one act of insubordination to give me life, and I'd repaid that gift with death.
It was an accident, of course. It should have been impossible. Women's magic is life magic: healing of plants, animals, and people. Death magic is the domain of men: elemental, telekinesis, and shapeshifting. Yet, when I'd tried to stop the flow of blood to my mother's small cut, under her instruction, I'd stopped her heart instead.
I should have been able to start it again, I had watched her do it a dozen times. But I could not repair what I'd broken. I'd beat upon her chest, willing her to breathe again, until my arms had trembled and collapsed under me. That was ten years ago, now.
The rumors had started then, but they'd been dismissed by most. After all, I never said what happened. It could have been a natural death. But she was young, and there was suspicion.
It was the second time I'd killed that had made me an outcast. I was fourteen when my father tried to trade me away to a pirate captain in return for safe passage for his fleet. When the pirate had grabbed me, I'd instinctively reacted in terror. The pirate captain had fallen dead in front of both his and our entire crew.
The pirates had fled in shock, frightened of whatever spirit they believed protected me. And the sailors had shunned me too. I was a wraith now, a living ghost. No one had touched me in six years. No one had come within a hand's length of me, actually. Because, like all women's magic, my power required touch to work.
It was funny, in a morbid way, that my father who demanded I always wear gloves, felt so comfortable sitting across the table from Prince Jadeth, who was himself a powerful elemental mage. He could shroud my father's head in a bubble of water sucked from his own skin and watch him drown and dehydrate simultaneously from ten feet away. I had watched him perform that particular trick on a clumsy servant once.
Yet I was the one who was shunned. I'm sure it delighted my father to have finally found a way to dispose of me, to divest himself of the stain of my abnormality. He'd found another man to give me to, having failed the first time. Only this time, he hoped I would use my power.
The plans that were hatched in secret that day came to fruition six months later.
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"The King is dead! Long live King Jadeth!" The herald cried as we pulled into port.
I glanced at my father's face and caught his slight smirk of satisfaction before he contorted his expression to one of shock.
"The King is dead? How did this happen?" He asked the herald, shouting across the narrow strip of sea as the sailors hurried to put the gang plank in place.
"It was a storm at sea, m'Lord. His vessel went missing a month ago. They found the King's body two weeks ago. A terrible tragedy, sir."
The herald kept his expression carefully controlled, but no one could hear this story and not imagine that Prince Jadeth had killed his father. The ambitious prince was a water mage and the Admiral of the Navy besides.
I knew, though, that even this obvious ploy was a part of the prince's plan. He wanted to give his brother the perfect excuse to declare war and openly oppose him. Then, he could crush his brother along with any other potential traitors in one fell swoop, solidifying his reign and sending a message to all who might consider attempting to dispose him.
"A tragic accident. Long live King Jadeth," my father replied carefully as he stepped across the gang plank.
"Long live King Jadeth!" The sailors echoed.
I followed my father down the gang plank. Sailors who'd been about to cross hastily withdrew, clearing my path. My father and his first mate stepped into a waiting coach. Knowing I wouldn't be welcome inside, I climbed up to the roof.