Sorry for the long break, lost the bug for a while there, here are the next three chapters, 19-21.
Chapter 19
I had a pleasant surprise when I woke up. I checked my email and I had a note from the Chief. Wanted me to come in and talk to him about an offer. I took a shower and got ready, wearing those conservative clothes that I hated but was sure he would appreciate. I got there about nine.
I started to wonder what the rumor was that went around, because I was being glared at by everyone. I sighed, realizing that small amount of progress I made was gone. There were no smiles or waves mixed in with the hate. I really wanted to Kill Sam. I bet I could get away with it too. Maybe.
Damn. Well this is the work I wanted to do, so screw everyone else. Of course, I wasn't even sure why I was here yet, so I stopped counting chickens. For all I knew his offer was for janitorial. I headed up to the top floor and tracked down the Chief of Police. I had to wait about twenty minutes before he could see me.
The chief said, "Ashley, sit please."
I sat down; the chief looked pensive so I just waited.
He said, "Look Ashley, for what it's worth I am sorry, according to your file you were a good officer, and I am pissed someone got a bee in their bonnet and caused me to lose you. I can't hire you back as a police officer, but I think I can use you as a consultant. Especially the way you can track things down for us.
"It would mainly be for missing persons, or tracking a suspect. Perhaps even identification if normal analysis fails us. So that is my offer, be a consultant and every case you work you get a flat fee of one thousand dollars. I know it's not much but..."
It wasn't much, not to live in Manhattan in 2036, but I already had money, family money. I was more interested in helping, if it was about the cash I wouldn't have become a cop in the first place. It seemed I still wanted to help, despite the repeated kicks to the teeth for it, because I said...
"Sounds good, will I be dealing with anyone specific or will it change case to case? Also, I would like to be involved in the take downs, or recoveries as the case may be. I understand I wouldn't be paid more for it, I just hate leaving a job half done."
He said, "Probably case to case, especially since I expect multiple departments to want to use your services. And yes, I don't think they would begrudge the extra fire power. Any other questions?"
He was polite, but very obviously a busy man. I really didn't have anything else I needed to ask so I said thank you and got out of there before I wore out my welcome.
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When I got back home I decided I needed to meditate, I hadn't done so since I danced last night and needed to see if it made a difference. I noticed almost immediately that the fear messing me up was less. At this point I was sure it was taking action to dismiss my fear that was helping, not the self pep talks.
Although I spent time praising my succubus side anyway, I couldn't be sure it wasn't helping, plus it would help break my habit of calling my inner succubus a slut. I was sure that came into play somehow. I also kind of liked my inner succubus now. She still needed to be controlled, no doubt of that, but I didn't need negative emotions, fear or anger, to do it. I was confident of that.
I also considered dancing. Now that I wasn't afraid of it, I didn't think doing it again would help me clear up my remaining issues. I needed to find what the rest of the fear was and act on it to free my primal Witch abilities any further. I also knew I would dance again anyway. I had a blast last night. I wouldn't do it every night, but every once in a while...
I grinned, thinking if I did it every night I would wind up killing Tom and Bonnie via sex. Last night was incredible, if a little over the top.
I went back to my meditation, looking for what else I was afraid of. I had danced. Fed and stayed in the club without opening my legs. I had a breakthrough in the jail. But I couldn't think of what else I truly feared, what made up the rest of it? I shrugged, I would have to work on it.
I felt a portal open in the kitchen so went that way. It was Cat again, I wondered if she was going to give me another kick in the right direction, without saying anything helpful. She had an eyebrow raised at me, she must have been reading my mind.
Cat said, "And if I had told you it was your fear, and you should go dance on stage and hang out at a club after feeding, you would have jumped up and did it?"
I opened my mouth to say yes, then closed it instead. She was right. Without the meditation and coming to the conclusion myself, I would have been too afraid to do it at all.
I asked, "Tea?" I knew she didn't like coffee or alcohol, plus it wasn't even lunchtime yet.
She nodded so I checked, and didn't have tea. I sighed and boiled some water. She raised an eyebrow at me as I transmuted the water to tea.
I shrugged, smiled impudently and said, "I ran out..."
We sat and chatted for a while. I asked her advice about the President and him sending a lackey to recruit me for his current mess. Of course, she deflected and asked me what I thought...
I said, "If we let it play out it could backfire, some will figure out the truth, but a lot won't like it. And some more still will say it was our plan, to get rid of a president that doesn't like us. I don't know, I hate them, but letting them hang out to dry, their fault or not, seems like a bad idea."
She nodded. "I worry too, civilization may have advanced but humans are still humans. The hate what they fear and they fear what is different. When we came out we had a good president I felt I could trust, but now? And no, I think you are right, if no one helps it will hurt us. Especially if they win anyway."
Cat said, "I have some questions I want you to meditate on, do not ask me why. Like before I could tell you what the rest of your issues are, but you wouldn't believe it, not enough to make a difference."
I just nodded, promising to keep my peace. I had no idea how hard that was about to be.
Cat said, "What would happen, if you put out a building fire, and there were twenty people on the roof, and it started caving in."
Well that was easy to figure out. They would die...
Cat said, "What would happen if a kid fell off a twenty story building right in front of you?"
I was confused, not sure at all where this was going. Why did she want me to meditate on a boy dying right in front of me?
Cat said, "What would happen if you found out Bonnie would die in two minutes if you couldn't get to her in time, across town?"
A surge of anger entered me when she said that, I didn't understand why she would want me to meditate on that. Even the thought held pain for me. I held my tongue, but I am sure she felt my response.
She stood up and calmly said, "Thanks for the tea," a portal appeared and she stepped through.
What the hell?
Chapter 20
I woke up in a bad mood. I had spent most of yesterday thinking about those questions while trying not to, and I really wasn't looking forward to meditating on them. I was definitely avoiding it. Also, neither Tom nor Bonnie were able to stay the night last night, not that one night without sex was a big deal, even for a succubus, but I missed them.
My phone went off, text message. Seems I had a job today. I jumped in the shower and got dressed, wearing the boring clothes. I supposed I could show up in some tight jeans and a sexy shirt, but it just didn't feel professional. At least, that is what I kept telling myself. I was supposed to report to detective Daniels, over in missing persons. I went over to the police station and filled out the paperwork.
Daniels didn't look all that happy, but it wasn't directed at me, it was directed at all the shitty people he dealt with that actually hurt kids. No doubt a special place in hell was being prepared for the lot of them and I would be happy to help Daniels send them there.
I said, "Hi Daniels, call me Price or Ash, doesn't make a difference to me."
He grunted and said, "Tim works for me. We are dealing with a pretty normal kidnapping, Captain said he was told you could help. What do you need?"
I said, "Can we go to the house, I just need something of the child's, or better yet a hair or something."
He nodded and we went. I could tell he was curious, must be since the Chief hired me. I wondered if that in itself would do some damage control, it seemed like it was. But my inner pessimist thought that was too easy, after all I didn't have to suffer, or even do anything to make it happen.
Still I was pretty excited I was back on the job, then we pulled up to the house and I remembered why I was back. Some kid was missing, not something to get excited over. We went inside, the house was full of FBI and the parents.
They looked at me dubiously, due to the aforementioned cute and sexy label, and asked what was going on. I went ahead and let Tim explain why I was here to help assuage doubts then asked for what I needed.
I asked, "Can I see her room, or a hairbrush, something with her DNA on it?"
They brought me back to her room and handed me a brush. I looked for a hair with the roots attached and touched it. I immediately felt relief when I connected. Perhaps I hadn't consciously thought it but I guess I had been concerned she might not be alive. I could already tell what direction she was in, and about how far, I also had the face of the one who kidnapped her.
The girl had no idea who it was, so I decided to ask the parents.
I asked, "Would it be okay if I put a picture into your mind? I want to see if you know the person."