My Alien Lover.
A slightly different take on an alien invasion.
Enjoy.
Laying on my bed I felt the loneliness come over me again. Jesus, I thought to myself, if this keeps up I am going to get so depressed I will do something stupid. I forced myself up off the bed and contemplated my reflection in the mirrors of the built-in wardrobe.
I was 39, not a grey hair in my ear length black hair. My face was showing signs of not having seen a razor for two days and my eyes showed the tired bags of not enough sleep during that time either. I got up and stood looking at the rest of my naked body. Arms hung loosely by my sides. Too thin I thought once again, how many times had I said that to myself over the past 12 months?
Legs, solid enough and a good arse as I turned a little and contemplated my rear. Gut was a little paunchy, not a beer belly but not as flat as it had been ten years ago. I shrugged. It hadn't made any difference to Barry. He had lain his head on it like it was a little pillow and giggled as he heard my stomach rumbling when it was close to feeding time.
I let one of my long fingered hands grasp my cock. It felt as forlorn as my mind did. Soft and definitely not interested in filling with blood to bring it up to its proud and erect self. I let it go and almost winced as the heavy meat slapped into my low hanging balls. They remained quiescent in their drooping sack. It seemed they couldn't even find the energy to become mobile enough to look after the sperm they produced.
I gave up and sat down on the edge of the bed again. I would just lie back down and let the world go to hell outside my front door. It could certainly do that on its own without my interference.
I slept. My gut rumbling sometime through the night almost got me to get out of bed and go and check the fridge for leftovers. I knew there would be heaps in there. All I did lately was get takeaways, nibble a few pieces of chicken or some Chinese, half-heartedly drink some fizzy drink that came with them before I closed up their little boxes and put them in the fridge for later. I always told myself I would probably get hungry later on. It hardly ever happened. My little paunch was going to be gone soon and not even that made me happy.
The alarm sounded with the fucking evil voice of some group of twittering idiots telling me that it was 6:00 am and time for the news. If I ever moved quickly it was then. I didn't need to hear about the latest fighting or the advance of the alien forces that had captured almost every major city in the world. The fucking things could have the whole world and all of its problems and I would have simply rolled over and let them shaft me up the arse if that was what they wanted. I couldn't give a fuck!
I don't know why I even bothered to get up and shower. I dressed for work in casual slacks, T-shirt and sneakers. Hey, what were they going to do, sack me? I arrived at the office and went directly to my upper floor office. I didn't even turn on my terminal or even glance at the lack of paperwork in my in-tray. My out-tray was as empty as I was. I stood by the windows and looked out to the horizon. I could see smoke and hear the annoying buzzing of jets and alien craft dogfighting in the distance.
Three months I had been seeing the same scene every work day. The aliens were stuck at the capital they were trying to move on from and our military was doing everything they could to ensure they did not advance one millimetre. Every day the news feeds showed downed alien craft and dead bodies. Bodies that looked exactly like ours except they had blue skin, wings that attached to a set of arms that ended in long claws, two muscular legs as well as another set of arms that were just as strong but had fingers and not claws. Their hair had the colours of the rainbow. Not a white, black or grey haired head among any of them.
I knew that for every alien that was reported dead at least a hundred, maybe two hundred of the Humans were destroyed. Totally. Not even a cell left for anyone to claim for burial. They were brutally efficient killing machines but it seemed that they were not invulnerable. For the moment the Human side was keeping them in check because of superior numbers. I was waiting for the call that would tell me that I had to put on a uniform and carry a gun to go out and face them. I would slit my own wrists if it ever came to that. I was not going to be vaporised when some fat general sat safely in some bunker.
Bad attitude you say? Damned right! We Humans only had ourselves to blame for this conflict. They had hovered a small envoy ship over the middle of the gardens at 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue. A small female had flittered down from the craft waving a white flag. She landed lightly on the grass and had just begun to furl her wide black wings when some panicking young soldier, whom never should have been there, hit the envoy right between her eyes and dropped her like a stone before even one word had been exchanged.
1600 Pennsylvania Avenue no longer exists.
They tried again outside of Parliament House in Canberra. Our Prime Minister, bless her little heart, hid behind a row of security guards as the little female exited the ship and glided down to stand waiting on her own with her little white flag atop a long staff alongside her. Words were exchanged through the gap between camouflaged uniforms. It seems the aliens wanted salt water for their ships. They were heading for some sector far from our solar system but had gotten thrown off course by some undetected anomaly. Now they were dangerously low on fuel, salt water, and wanted to buy it from us.
Our Prime Minister was so shocked at this request that she moved too quickly through the ranks of uniformed men. An alien bodyguard took it as a threat and vaporised her as she ran down the steps. The gunfire that rang out did not kill the envoy but Parliament House no longer exists.
Nor does the Kremlin, Buckingham Palace, the Chinese Palace nor Tokyo. Large parts of Europe, India and Africa as well as South and North America are piles of stinking, still smouldering, ash.
So why do I go to work? I am a computer nerd. I have a very intricate system that I maintain and expand when the need arises. So? One of my systems controls communications networks throughout a great part of the country and it just so happens that one of the aliens and I chat over it. It is how I know so much about the fighting and what has happened all over the world. I get communiques from this lovely sounding female, she calls herself Gellic. I keep them to myself. I have no desire to let the Human race know that its days are numbered. All over a few million kilolitres of salt fucking water!
Our communications, voice only, could last for hours. I would expound on the theory that we Humans were stupid and insolent. We should simply run up a white flag on every pole and let the aliens have their water and let them get on their way. We could lick our wounds and reflect on our stupidity at our leisure. Gellic tried to reassure me that the result could have played out differently if the first contact had been better. However, she tried to explain to me that there was everything to gain for humankind in this conflict. She kept telling me that it would get better but it was a pity that people did not listen to me and my ideas.
I felt a great warmth towards her. She was as trapped in this stupid cycle as I was. We empathised, sympathised and promised each other that if we were in charge things would be a hell of a lot different!
At the end of another non-productive day I went home. I did note that only a dozen or so people exited the ten storey building. If I had been interested I would have been told that most of them had left to go and join the fighting. I wasn't interested and I already knew where most of them had gone anyway. To their deaths.
My partner, the heroic and wonderfully stupid, Barry had been one of them.
Gone for almost 12 months now. He had told me that the aliens were evil and that he had to go and stop them before they enslaved us all. I begged him to not be so foolish. Talking was the way to end this, not fighting! He ignored me. A month later I got the letter that thousands of others would have got. MIA. No body to bring home. Just gone!
I did not hate the aliens. I did not even hate Barry for his stupidity. I did hate every government of every country in the world!
I nibbled some cold chicken. Slurped some sugary drink down to give me enough energy to go to bed. I almost died when I did. A little blue body with shock orange hair lay waiting on my bed. "Hello, Oliver, I am Gellic," she said softly. I fainted.
I awoke to find my visitor staring at me with large black eyes and a face that could convey no other emotion but worry on her surprisingly pretty face. Her darker blue lips were pursed in concentration as she gently ran her hands over my body. It seemed she could sense my physiology through her sense of touch, perhaps even with her strange eyes or even with the twitching of her finely sculptured nose. Whatever she was using gave her an answer. "Food, Oliver. You need to fucking eat!" she growled at me.
I sat up on my bed as I watched her exit the bedroom. She came back bearing an armful of boxed Chinese, some chicken and her clawed wing fingers held a bottle of orange soft drink. "Eat!" she growled.
I began to sputter and argue that I was not hungry. "Do you want me to shove it down your throat and make you eat it? I can chew it myself and force-feed you, Oliver!" She was almost smiling as her lips parted and showed me the flash of white teeth and a thick blue tongue. I had no doubt that she would do as she threatened.
I ate.