Life seems unfair with no man to care
Without tender love, I'm uneven
Forget Mary and Belle; I'm feeling unwell
I need to have sex with Dan Stevens
Belle shudders in her sleep. She touches her soft lips under the covers, careful not to wake him. But how can she tell him? His new form ofttimes leaves her cold; how she longs for the Beast of him! The room shimmers in shades of gold, a far cry from the Old Castle she remembers from a few years ago. But little of those times remain; all things seem peaceful. The pressure to produce an heir lies upon her; but no pregnancy had resulted, partially from her precautions. She sometimes wonders if shades of the Enchantment linger in the Castle; like a dark shadow on a rose. Her fears that Adam's offspring might inherit some beastly aspect come and go as shadows in the night. Yet, perhaps there was a longing, that some aspect of the Beast she'd loved might yet continue to live. She particularly missed the great, curving horns of the Beast; unconscious now of her gasp as she remembers the velvet of touching them in the ballroom. Adam no longer could wear the former clothes of the Beast, and, to her annoyance, had resumed the former outdated styles he'd once favored. She even thought his clothes outrageous and extravagant and the resumed court etiquette reminded her of the loathed village in her past. Not even was she allowed a picture of the form that had won her heart, and the request for a memento of the Beast had won her only Adam's contempt.
Lately, she'd taken to entertaining a palace guard, Jacques. How very large and muscular he was and how very hairy! Yes, a man must be hairy. She bit her lip at the thought of their hasty lovemaking. How coarse and rough he'd been; her skin had chafed from his rough beard. But she'd felt those feelings again. How she wished she'd made love to the Beast before the curse was lifted! But, she still could love Adam with her heart while giving her body to the Beast of a guardsman!
She could hardly wait for the afternoon romp. Now, the early morning light greets her. She'd told her lady's maid to skip aiding her in her toilette and she dons a simple ruffled peasant dress that reveals her creamy shoulders and nicely shaped figure. She'd been feigning an interest in the palace dairy, but what a naughty dairy maid she was! Sighing on a bale of hay, looking ever so lovely and rustic, she could hardly bear the endless minutes until Jacques's arrival.