Silvie's father killed her ... and I killed him.
Liam watched Jessie as Jacob talked, wondering what she was thinking. Was she shocked by the tragedy and violence implicit in those last words? He knew Jessie was not prepared for how difficult, how cruel Were life could be. Was she worrying that bonds could form with others who were seriously flawed, even evil. When she knew what he and Jacob has lived through, what they had done over many years, would she want to be with them? It would have been wonderful if all their actions had been honourable but they were not. They had tried to be good men, as much as it was possible to be, but had fallen short many times.
The last thing Liam wanted was for Jessie to be afraid of them again. What he needed, so badly, was to hold her, make love to her, help and protect her for the rest of his life. He had never felt a true mate bond, and he knew deep down that what he felt for Jessie was not that kind of bond, but what he had was as close he was probably ever going to get and it was everything that mattered now. He knew Jessie didn't feel the same, not yet anyway - he hoped to have enough time together to change that. He was glad that she'd come to terms with what had happened when the heat took her - she was able to relax around him again and just be herself.
Just as Jacob was about to continue talking his phone rang. "Hi Helen. You are on speaker. The three of us are here."
"Great, that's good. I need to talk about a couple of things. First, Jessie I need to you keep your current phone turned off. Destroy it. I'll activate a new one Liam will give you today that has additional security features, you'll use it only to talk to the three of us. You can get a second phone to use with human friends and colleagues. Don't mix up which one to use for what, please!
Jessie stuttered "Ok ... this is so weird ..."
Helen sighed. "I know, but it's important. You'll see how important soon I think. You all talking to each other this morning?"
Liam answered. "Yes, we are telling her our story"
"Good. Ok, second thing. Jessie, I don't know what's come over Tom but he has called me at least half a dozen times in the last two days asking if you are all right and what he can do to help. He hasn't talked to me this much in years. What happened with you two?"
Jessie shrugged. "I'm not sure. When I shook his hand, I felt a connection with him. I was aware of some of his feelings and that his leg had been hurt. He reacted like he'd been burned, he pulled away really fast. He felt something too."
"Hum ... that's strange. I'm not sure what that means. I can't seem to calm him down. Can I do a quick conference with him right now, have you speak to him?"
"You can do that? Right now? ... Sure, if you think that's a good idea ..."
"Good, hold on for a second and I'll get him on the line ... Tom, go ahead. Jessie is listening on this call."
"Hi Jessie, are you ok?"
"Yes, Tom. Thank you, I'm fine. Are you ok?
"Yes, I'm feeling great. Can I help you in any way? I would like to help." Tom sounded almost breathless.
Jessie didn't understand what was happening but had a thought. "Tom, you can help me and Helen. Could you please keep an eye on the Western Cedars Pack and report whatever you see? Stay hidden and take no chances, don't get too close, just observe and write a report once a week, send it to Helen. Ok?"
"Yes, I can do that ... I will do that ... I want to be useful ... I'm not dead yet." Tom sounded like he was talking to himself, it was odd.
"Thank you Tom. I have to go now. You take care, ok?"
"I will. I will help you." They heard Tom hang up.
Helen spoke, sounding pleased. "Jessie, I don't know what is going on with him, but you did the right thing. You have good instincts. Tom will respond to your request but he won't take risks. He's been alone a long time. Thank you for being gentle with him."
"I have to go now, we'll talk again soon." Helen hung up.
Jessie looked at Jacob and Liam. "Will I feel something every time I touch a shapeshifter? I've touched regular humans in the past month and felt nothing at all, but when I touch either of you and when I touched Tom, I felt a connection."
They both shrugged. Jacob said "I guess that is just something we'll have to find out about as we go ... hum ... it looks like I've got some messages from clients this morning that I should return. Can we take a break for an hour before we continue to talk?" They all agreed.
Liam watched Jessie as she got up and looked out the window into the back garden. Had she always been so beautiful? The relief after almost a week of overwhelming fear of losing her made everything so dazzling. Jessie looked back at him, "It is such a nice day, I'm going to go out into the garden and plan exactly where I'm going to put the vegetable beds. Call me when Jacob's done."