*Author's Note: After what has been one of the worst years of my life, I have picked up and started again. We have moved more than once, started again from scratch, and are slowly getting back on our feet. Sadly, I was unable to focus on my writing during this time, and I missed it greatly. Once I was able to devote time to my creative endeavors, then came issues with technology, etc.
All in all, this is just a wordy way of apologizing for this chapter having taken forever. I have not forgotten this tale, and I have no intention of leaving it undone. These characters are engrained much too deeply in my heart, and there is so much more to this story which I am also anxious to share.
I hope you can please excuse the long overdue chapter, and also have patience with me for the next. Thank you also for words of encouragement, e-mails and feedback through this very long year.
An additional comment on my writing style for this chapter: I have a favorite author who uses time beautifully in his books. He has a technique of telling parts of a story both backwards and forwards at the same time, and eventually the two cross somewhere in the middle. It's quite magical and I have admired this technique for years. It has inspired me to try to humbly emulate his genius. I hope this is not confusing to follow. I have used italics within the body of this chapter to help illustrate what I've done.
Feedback and thoughts as always are treasured.
Ever,
~ib*
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8.
An unveiling
Shane gripped the steering wheel firmly as he eased the Jeep down the darkened main road of the village where Faline lived with Sophie. The pavement was still slick with residual ice, and so he was all the more cautious as he slowed the vehicle before carefully turning once he reached the corner. Here, the pavement was mostly clear, and so Shane chanced as quick glance sideways towards the passenger seat.
Her hands were laced together in her lap, her fingers twisting furiously as she sat staring straight ahead through the windshield. When she felt his eyes upon her, she looked over to meet his gaze, but said nothing. From the corner of his eye he noticed her fingers clenched tightly together, signaling her growing anxiety. Thinking back over the last few hours, Shane could only nod in understanding. As his eyes returned to the road, he dropped one hand from the wheel and reached for hers. He thought again of all they had just been through, and all he had just seen. Shane could think of only one thing to say, but the words didn't seem to be enough. Sadly though, it was all he had, and so as his fingers connected with hers he said them anyway. "We'll find her."
Though she nodded slightly, Faline still did not speak. Once again, his mind tripped back to earlier in the evening. As his large hand settled to cover both of hers, he vividly recalled the moment when she had raised those very hands against him.
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Shane could feel the wildness of the wolf taking hold of him. He had tried to be patient with his mate. So far he had made every possible effort to reassure her that she was safe while with him. Since the moment he first saw her, he had put her needs before his own. She had come first. Before his sister, his nearest friend, and even his entire pack as a whole. That she could lash out so was staggering. To a point he could understand her distrust, but he had done nothing to deserve this reaction.
He was also amazed by the fact that she had created a barrier between them. The air seemed to buzz and crackle, similar to the way the sky behaved moments before a lightning storm. It was clear that his mate could wield very powerful magic. But the fact that she had used this gift to block
him
was an affront which set the wolf into a defensive frenzy.
A dozen images flooded his mind as the wolf rushed forward. His wolf worried a threat could befall his mate, and with the wall between them, how could he protect her? What if the danger she feared was truly after Sophie came for her now and he could not defend her because of this barrier she'd raised out of thin air? What if Justin appeared now from the forest as Logan worried he might? Perhaps even a random wild creature could mistake her unnatural powers as threatening and respond by attacking.
Shane clenched his teeth as the wolf's imagination ran rampant and a loud growl rumbled from his chest. This was not happening, the wolf insisted. Not after thirty-three years of anguish. Thirty-three years of emptiness. Decades of torment. Endless days of grieving. Countless dark nights of agony. All that he had endured would not end like this, not with his mate edging away from him as if
he
were the enemy. All of the years of thinking his mate had perished in his arms, and the tears he'd shed. The sadness of burying her father, another kindred soul lost to him. All of the suffering only to then learn that she'd lived after all. And yet, she could so easily walk away from him, without so much as letting him explain his actions.
He'd managed to hold on to the thin thread of his humanity for this long, but the wolf was tired of the man's methods. All that achieved so far was the reality that his mate was choosing to flee while calling upon magic to help her evade him.