"I'm sorry you had to see me like that."
"So how long has this been happening?" Emily asked after Ben had finally gotten his heart under control.
"Ever since those blood memories I have just been feeling not myself."
"So what happen tonight?"
"Tammy said something to me that got me thinking so I took a look at my blood."
"What did she say?"
"She thought I was a pure blood."
"Really? Well she is a new blood so she may have just been confused."
"Yeah but when I checked my blood it... it's not normal, take a look." He said opening up the e-mail he sent to Vlad comparing his blood sample to the others.
Emily looked at the screen and even she wasn't sure what she was seeing. There was definately something strange going on in Bens blood but she tried not to show her worry.
"This is um..." she said not sure what to say.
"I know, there is something wrong with me."
"So you sent this to Vlad?"
"I figured he may know something we don't."
"Ok."
"Look I'm sorry, I just... I don't know what's happening and I'm..."
"Ben if you're scared just tell me, there is no shame in being afraid."
"It's not that easy."
"Why?"
"Because I'm supposed to be... I want to be strong for you."
"Ben you have always been there for me, you have never let me down ever and if I can be there for you than let me."
"I know, It's just... you have always been stronger than me."
"What are you talking about?"
"You're a queen, and pure blood and the strongest woman I have ever met. You're a blood relative of Dracula himself and... the most beautiful woman in the world. Why would you think I would ever want to appear weak in front of you?"
"Ben, you're my husband, none of that crap means a damn to me, why does it to you?"
"Because you have saved my life so many times and I... I always seem helpless compared to you."
"What?"
"You had to save me from Vampires more than once and then even when I became one David showed up and I could barely even touch him without help, hell he almost killed me, and then you and Vlad had to save me, and now I'm turning in to something that has never existed in all of Vampire history and I have no idea what to do about it except break down crying in my wife's arms."
Emily stared at him with a shocked look on her face. "Do you know how many time I wanted your arms around me when I cried myself to sleep every night for six months hoping every day you would come back to me? I had never felt so weak before in my whole life, I didn't feel strong like a queen or a pure blood because I am nothing without you." She said raising her voice. "Even when you were human I always felt safe in your arms because you were the only person on earth who made me feel loved. If you had never come in to my life I wouldn't be here right now."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean I was ready to kill myself."
"What?"
"I was sleeping with Tiff because I just didn't want to be alone. Every time I was I thought about ending it all, and then you walked in to a bar with your friends. You are everything to me, if you had never woken up in Romania I would have joined you in the next world, and no matter what is happening to you right now we will get through it together or not at all."
"Emily... I"
"Am an idiot, I know. Ben I saw the blood sample and I'm just as worried as you are, but let's be scared together because we are both strongest when we are together."
Ben wasn't sure what to say, he felt like an idiot. "I love you."
"I know you idiot!" She said grabbing him and planting a forceful kiss on his lips. "You are at your finest when you're scared, so be scared because it makes you strong."
"What do you mean?"
"When David broke in to our place, you had him pinned against the wall quicker than he knew what to do, and even when he threw you across the room you were back up ready to kill him in no time at all. You are stronger than you think."
"Really?"
"Yes and I can prove it, tell me about another time you were scared."
"Why?"
"Just tell me, and it has to be since you met me."
"Ok um... well I was always a little scared when we were dating."
"Really, Why?"
"Because I didn't want to screw this up, and also you were this powerful bloodthirsty Vampiress who could have killed me any time you wanted, it was always in the back of my mind and honestly it was kind of a turn on."
"There is seriously something wrong with you." She said laughing a little."
"Well the night I turned during the full moon when you chained me to the bed and I didn't know what you were going to do to me, I was scared for me life. I felt helpless but you looked so crazy and beautiful, I was ready to die by your hand because... I love you."
"What is wrong with you?" She said closing her eyes and shaking your head."
"Sorry I guess I have a weird fetish?"
"No I was actually talking to myself because for some reason that sounded like the most romantic thing I have ever heard"
"Really? I need to up my romance game then."
"But there's a great example, you being scared brought us closer together. There is no shame in fear because being afraid means you care."
"Love is scary, When you give someone your heart you're giving them the power to destroy you."
"Seriously? You should write a poetry book for Vampires because you are making me so wet right now."
"I should call it Dumb Luck, the poetry of a guy who stumbled into a Vampire nest."
"You stumbled and I caught you, becuase that's what I do."
"I don't deserve you."
"Probably not, I am pretty amazing, even though I married an idiot."
"But I am your idiot."
"True, the village didn't want you so somebody had to take you I guess"
"Because I'm so strong and handsome?"
"Oh yes, the way you just took me and ravished me ruining me for all others." She said placing the back of her hand on her forehead and falling back into his arms being dramatic. "I just can't keep my clothes on when you are near, take me now."