For a third and final time, Shane walked the downstairs rooms of his house, checking each thoroughly as he went. Earlier, once he was convinced that Logan's injuries were healing, Shane insisted that his beta, along with Erin and Kevin get their rest. Once they had gone up to their rooms, Shane spent an hour cleaning, mopping and disinfecting. All traces of blood were now gone. Following that, he checked each door and window, making certain all were secure.
On his final tour through the rooms, Shane shut off all of the lights. That done, he was at last ready to head upstairs himself. He climbed the first flight of stairs and paused at the landing for a moment. He glanced down the hall looking to see if there was light visible under any of the doors. He debated checking on his mate, but he hesitated because he did not want to risk waking anyone. Before he could decide his senses jolted to attention when he suddenly realized that he could detect her scent somewhere above him.
Confused and desperate to zero in on her location, Shane's head snapped towards the stairway as he inhaled a deep breath. Mindlessly, he followed his senses until he realized that her scent was coming to him from the staircase which led to his suite. Slowly, he climbed the stairs, all the while his weary mind was spinning. By the time he reached the outer doors of his suite Shane had imagined a dozen scenarios as to why his mate might have entered his rooms, but none seemed very plausible.
Because he did not wish to startle her, Shane called her name as he slowly entered the suite. There was no answer, and Shane immediately began to panic. Was she gone? Had she made herself invisible to evade him once again? Another few steps into the room quickly alleviated that fear, as he discovered her at the small square table in the kitchenette. She had fallen asleep with her head resting on her open journal. His wolf was thrilled to discover his mate here in his private dwelling and didn't want to disturb her for fear she'd leave. The man however, had more concern for her discomfort, and could not allow her to remain sleeping where she was.
Again, approaching her slowly, Shane gently placed his hand on her arm. "Faline, I hate to wake you, but you'll be sore in the morning if you stay where you are."
Though still groggy, Faline stirred immediately. She raised her head and rubbed her eyes. She didn't appear to be startled, but she also didn't seem to know where she was. "Shane?" she asked, "Is it morning? Did you hear anything about Sophie?"
Pulling out a chair, Shane lowered himself to sit beside her. "No, I'm afraid not,
m'chroi.
It is still the middle of the night. I'm sorry to wake you, but you can't sleep at the table, it's not good for you."
She stared at him for several moments without speaking, her brow furrowed as if she were puzzling over something. "How long have you been here?" she finally asked.
"I came upstairs just a moment ago. I hope I didn't startle you," he told her.
"No," Faline was shaking her head, her eyes now clear. "I meant, how long have you been here in the States? How long since you left Ireland?"
Shane swallowed before answering. He was partially confused as to why she would ask this, and he wasn't certain she was ready to hear his answer. But Shane was honest to a fault, and so he answered her in his own way. "In 1901 my father made the decision that his pack should emigrate. However, I don't recall telling you that I was born overseas."
Faline offered a shy smile, "You didn't. But I can hear it in your voice. It's not always there, but now when you are tired, or earlier when you were very upset ... the accent faintly comes through."
Shane nodded, realizing what she said was true. "In the beginning, I worked very hard to mask my accent. Back then, being considered a foreigner could impact survival. Because the pack already had a secret to hide we needed to not call any additional attention to our family. Though you are correct, the accent does slip back in from time to time. Usually, it's when I am distracted."
At her next words, Shane couldn't help but to stare at her in amazement. "You were raised in the countryside," she said, "Not too far from the sea, somewhere in the north of Ireland."
"Donegal," Shane confirmed, his voice touched with awe.
Faline smiled, "Lovely there, and quite peaceful."
"That my motherland certainly is," Shane agreed. "You know it well?"
Faline shook her head, "I wouldn't say that. But I visited once, and traveled through again a few years later. I always wanted to spend more time there, I just haven't had the chance yet."
"Perhaps once all of this is over, you might allow me to escort you. My brother, Torrin, now lives near Galway. We could visit there also if you would like," Shane added, thinking he was long overdue for a call to his brother, who didn't yet know his mate was truly alive.
Faline gave him a faraway smile, "I would love to go to Ireland again. But right now, all I can think about is Sophie."
Shane's hand was still resting on her arm, and he gave her a reassuring squeeze. "We will find her, and I will return her to you. I know you are frightened for Sophie, but I don't want you to worry. We will know more soon."
Faline nodded before looking around the room. Suddenly her eyes turned back to Shane, "I'm sorry to be up here uninvited. I was curious about the third floor, and then I discovered the laundry. I was waiting and suppose I just ... dozed off." Rising from her chair she added, "I'll get my things and go, you must want to get to sleep."
It was the wolf who propelled his next movement, and Shane rose immediately to stand before her. The wolf was reluctant for his mate to leave. After a moment, Shane was able to gain a hold of his voice, "There is no rush,
m'chroi.
As I've already told you, you are welcome here."
"You keep calling me that," Faline said to him,
"M'chroi
. Why?"
Until she called his attention to it, Shane hadn't realized he had acquired this habit. Shrugging slightly he admitted, "It's an endearment, in Gaelic
m'chroi
is-"
"My heart,"
Faline softly finished for him, a slight question in her voice.
Shane nodded remembering that like her father, Faline's understanding of languages was vast. "I apologize if it bothers you," he told her.
Faline stared at him for many moments. "Earlier tonight," she finally went on, "Kevin told your sister that I was your mate. Is that true? You believe that?"
Shane wasn't certain this was the best time to have this conversation. However, the topic had presented itself and he had no intention of evading her. With a sigh he nodded, "Yes. It is true. Without question, you are my mate."
Her silence was breaking his heart, and Shane reached out to take her hand, fearing she would flee if he didn't. "I know you are frightened of my kind," he said to her, "But I promise to you, there is no rush or expectation. My wolf recognizes his mate in you, but I also know you will need time to accept this."
Long moments passed before she finally spoke again. "I don't fear you," she whispered. The relief he felt at her words was overwhelming, and Shane fought the wolf's urge to pull her against him. Instead, he forced himself to remain still. "At first I did, before I knew you," Faline went on, "Now I know that you and your pack are not like the others. But I don't see how I could be your mate. Wolves mate for life, and I am not a wolf."
"Rarely, it can happen that a wolf finds his mate in one outside of our kind." Shane squeezed her hand gently, "When you feel you are ready, we can talk about this more."
After a moment she nodded. "It will just take me a moment to get my things and then I'll go back downstairs."
In his head, the wolf protested, reluctant to see her leave. He tightened his hold on her hand slightly, "You don't have to go. You can have my bed, and I will sleep out here."
Even as he said the words, Shane never expected her to accept his invitation. He watched as she mulled over his suggestion and then she gave him an apologetic smile. "I don't know why, but I feel more at ease up here. Downstairs, I know that Kevin and Logan aren't far away. Still, I can be the one to sleep out here. I don't want to be any more trouble than I already am."
"Nonsense," Shane said, as he steered her towards his bedroom. As they went by the table she reached out her free hand and grabbed her journal. Once they entered his room, Shane gestured to the far side of the room. "The bath is through that door, there are extra blankets in the chest and if you need anything else at all, I will be just in the next room."
"Thank you," she said, "For everything you've done. I promise that I'll find a way to repay you."
At this Shane shook his head, "All I ask is that you get some sleep