Hopefully this will make up for the mistakes in Ch 1. This picks up where Nevanka has been living in the castle for 6 months and has to deal with getting on with her life. It also explains how the bloodline continues and finally ends up the U.S. Since they stuck with me after Chapter one and convinced me to keep writing, this Chapter is dedicated to the following. Mickey, Misty, and Dawn -- thanks for the encouragement and help.
Fall, 1895, Predjama Castle, Predjama Slovenia.
Nevanka and Cilka were busy in the kitchen. They just finished putting the dishes away from breakfast and now Cilka was working on getting the pies started. Nevanka paused for a moment to look out the side window, the fall colors always seemed to draw her attention. Cilka stared at her for a moment and wondered if she might be feeling down again.
"Nevanka dear, are you alright?" she asked.
"Yes Cilka. I was just admiring the view of the forest. I've never seen the change from a view like this, it's quite stunning," Nevanka replied.
"Yes, I can see why you would be so taken by it. I guess I've seen it so many times over the years that I just took it for granted," Cilka said and returned to her pie crust.
"Can I ask you a question Cilka?" Nevanka asked as she went over to the counter to help.
"What is it dear?" she asked without looking up.
"How long have you lived here in the castle?" Nevanka asked.
"Oh well lets see, I started in 1872 with Baldomr's father so I guess 23 years," the old housekeeper replied.
"I hope I'm not being too nosey but what happened to Baldomr's mother?"
"She died in child birth. There's a large portrait of her in one of the upstairs studies. After she died, Baldomr's father hired me to help out with the baby and do the housekeeping. I've been here ever since," Cilka told her.
"Um...in all that time did you ever have to...um...you know?" Nevanka asked shyly.
"Do what dear?" Cilka asked. She was ignorant of where this was going.
"Um, you know...service them," Nevanka added.
"Oh my heavens no dear, Baldomr's father was a true gentleman! He would never ask that of me. As for Baldomr, I practically raised him as my own so that would be totally out of the question. Nevanka dear, not all men are like your late husband, and I'm here to tell you Baldomr is far from being that way," Cilka replied.
"I'm sorry it's just that, well, when you've never had it nice you tend to think it doesn't exist. I didn't mean to offend you," Nevanka replied.
"Nevanka you will never find a kinder man that Baldomr and if you do send him my way I'll marry him myself," Cilka told her with a laugh.
The two women finished with the pies and then separated to take care of the rest of the chores. Nevanka went upstairs to make up Baldomr's bed, and when she passed the upstairs study she couldn't help but look inside. This was the one room she had never been in while staying here. When she peered inside she wondered why she never went in here before.
The room was large. On one side was a long tall bookcase. Every piece of space was taken up with books. When she looked closer she could tell they were from different parts of Europe. She wondered how someone could collect all these. Nevanka turned to take in the rest of the room when her eyes saw the huge portrait of Baldomr's mother. She let out a loud gasp when she saw it.
The woman was maybe in her mid 20's with long flowing blond hair. She was wearing a royal blue satin dress that formed against her body perfectly. What took Nevanka's breath away was if Baldomr's mother had shorter hair, she would swear she was looking at a portrait of herself.
"It's not possible. There's no way that can be..." she started to say.
"Baldomr's mother," Cilka added from behind her.
Nevanka quickly turned around. "Cilka why didn't you tell me? Is this the reason he offered to let me stay here, because I look like his mother?" Nevanka asked quickly.
"I can't speak for Baldomr. I can only speak for myself. If you want my opinion on why he wanted to help you and why he asked you to stay with us then I can do that," she told her.
"Ok, why did he want to help me?" Nevanka asked sternly.
"I've known him all his life and I can honestly say he has never been happier than since you came to stay with us. I didn't really expect you to notice it, but I have," Cilka told her.
"He helped me because I make him happy? That seems a little far fetched," Nevanka said.
"No Nevanka...he's in love with you," Cilka told her.
Nevanka was stunned beyond words. She was trying to formulate a correct response to the sudden news, but couldn't. The two women stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity, and then Cilka broke the silence.
"If it makes you feel better, Baldomr didn't make the connection with the painting until a few weeks ago when I brought it up. I knew he was in love with you the first night we had dinner together. I guess you were too injured and too brain washed by that monster you were living with to notice the way he looked at you -- even with your injuries," she told the shocked woman.
"I didn't -- how could I have known?" she asked.
"You couldn't dear, and Baldomr is too much of a gentleman to say anything to you. I guess it doesn't matter now. The question is what are you going to do now that you know?" Cilka asked her.
"I don't know if I can ever be with a man again. Even if I do, all I'm good for is now is talking dirty and letting them use me for their pleasure. How could anyone -- love -- someone like that?" she told the elderly woman.
"Nevanka I haven't always been a housekeeper. There was a time when I had sex with men, and yes, some of them wanted a slut. There were also some that made love to me and in return I made love to them. I can't tell you how to live your life, that's your job. All I can do is be your friend and as your friend I can tell you that sometimes we have to face our fears and learn from them. Most of the time, that first step is hard. But at the same time, it also the most important," Cilka told her.
"The thing I fear is dead so I can't do that," Nevanka whispered.
"My mother told me something that I will never forget. When life has you at the bottom of a barrel it's very easy to figure out what to do. You go up. Now that you're at that spot in your life, the question still stands. What will you do?" Cilka asked her.
"I'm not sure, but I guess I'll figure it out while I get my chores done," Nevanka told her as she left the room.
The rest of the day was uneventful. It was late when Baldomr got back from Belsko and the ensuing dinner was reserved as the conversation was mostly of Baldomr's day. When dinner was over, the two women cleaned up the dishes while Baldomr sat down in the next room. Cilka did not want to push Nevanka for her answer but she was quite curious about her thoughts.
"I think I'll turn in early tonight dear. I was just wondering, are you going to be here when I wake up in the morning?" Cilka asked.
"I think Baldomr and I have some things to discuss, don't you agree?" Nevanka replied.
"Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes it's not what we want. Sometimes, for whatever reason, it happens because it's what we need. It's up to you to decide which one," Cilka told her and then left to go to her room.
Nevanka walked out to join Baldomr in the lower study, when she entered she found him reading a large novel. Baldomr's keen sense of hearing had picked up the entire conversation but had no idea what was behind it. Had he done something wrong? It was safer to be ignorant so he quickly grabbed a book and pretended to read just before she entered.
"I hope you enjoyed dinner Baldomr," Nevanka said as she wiped her hands on her apron.
"Oh hi Nevanka, I enjoyed dinner immensely. You two make a great team in the kitchen. Um, would you care to join me for a glass of wine?" he asked politely.
"That would be nice. Please don't get up, I'll get it myself," she told him as she removed her apron and set it in the chair next to him.
She poured herself a large portion and went to the window to look out. She sipped her wine but remained quiet. This made Baldomr nervous, as he went over every thing that happened in the last few weeks, trying to come up with something that he did or said that might have upset her. His thoughts were broken with the sound of her voice.