Wild World: Fighting Pride
I sigh as I rush towards home, the hill with a burnt tree on top that I share with two wonderful people. Every time I go out, I make it a point to keep my eyes out for Annette's tribe but every time I've come back home without even the smallest trace of them gone. Even returning to their old village yielded nothing, not that the hyenas left it in much of a good state between all the looting and trampling they had done. Still, I keep holding out hope that I'll be able to reunite her with her family before too long and at the very least, I've come back with some nuts and fruits that I'm sure Siren will love packed away in my duffel bag.
Home quickly comes into view and I notice that Siren is standing right at the entrance, her back turned to me as she seems to be watching for something inside. I start walking up the hill as soon as I land at the base of it, making sure I'm making a lot of noise so that I don't accidently sneak up and surprise Siren yet again. She always hates it when I do that.
"(What?)" she says out loud as she hears me approaching. She turns around quickly, her body on edge until she sees that it's just me. "(Oh, Max! Thank goodness you're here.)"
"(What's the matter,Siren?)" I ask her in Yoto, wishing I could speak to her in English at home but knowing I can't exactly rush her learning an entirely new language.
"(It's Annette. She's been acting strangely ever since you left this morning. She's been...skittish, and hasn't even
looked
at any of your)... books." Siren replies after having to think about the one English word she used. Worry is etched both in her voice and on her features, far more than I've seen on her face since that first day she woke up here nearly two weeks ago. "(I am scared. I think...I fear she might have gone savage.)"
"(Savage?!)" I shout, dread filling my heart and soul. If she's gone savage, well...it's almost
worse
than losing her to death. Everything in her that makes her Annette would just be...
gone
. Her curiosity, her dry sense of humor, her endless drive to learn...all replaced by animal instinct, never to be her true self again. "(No, no that can't be! We've had plenty of food and...)"
"(Max.)" Siren interrupts softly, placing her wing-hand on my shoulder. The look in her eyes helps calm the panic gripping me and I manage to take a few deep breaths. "(I may be wrong, I just can't help but fear the worst. I'll stay here so she doesn't leave and become lost. Please, go find her.)"
I nod in agreement, rushing into the cave while Siren stayed behind and kept an eye out. For the first time since I had begun last week, I was starting to hate the construction work on the cave that I had started. At least the holes that I had
literally
punched in the ceiling were allowing some light in, making it a lot easier to see and quickly navigate as I went deeper in. The cave was actually had a small system of tunnels that I had discovered as I was knocking walls down and once I had enough room, my first thought was making rooms for all three of us.
Of course, Siren hadn't really understood why I wanted to do so but Annette had been completely on board. None of the rooms were finished yet, but I
had
made a second bed and put it in my room. Annette's room was just a few bookshelves and a chair, while Siren's room remains empty for the time being. I plan on surprising her with a large opening that she can easily take wing from without having to always walk all the way back to the front entrance but for now there was nothing there.
I squint a bit as I get to the rooms, the light here much dimmer since I haven't had time to figure out where I can safely put more holes without risking flooding the rooms when it rains. Thankfully, we keep a few torches ready against the wall when we decide to work on this area so I grab one and light it up with a bit of flint that I keep on me just in case. The fire from the torch bathes the entire area in a yellow-orange light and I start by looking in on Annette's room.
Unfortunately, she's not there so I peek into my own room next. I don't really see her anywhere at all, so I try calling out her name in the hope that she's close enough to hear me. Nobody answers, but I manage to see the twitching of tiny shadows from behind the bed. I gently walk in, placing the torch high on one of the tiny holes I had carefully dug into the wall to hold them when we needed both light and free hands while we were working back here.
"Annette?" I call out in English, unable to focus on using Yoto as I stalk softly towards where I saw the shadows. As I come around the corner of the bed, I see Annette curled up into the smallest ball she could possibly be in right against the wall next to the bed. Her eyes are wider than I've ever seen them as she stares at me unblinkingly, locking me in place. "Annette, are you okay?"
I reach out to her slowly, hoping that she's just reeling from a bad dream or something but she continues not to move or say anything to me. I try coming just a little closer and I watch as she shrinks away from me. My heart starts to pound in my chest as the fear that she really
has
gone savage courses through me, and tears start stinging my eyes as I come closer and closer to her.
"Please Annette. Say something.
Anything.
" I plead quietly as my hand reaches her face, gently cupping it. She stops shrinking away from me as soon as I touch her and hope fills me as she seems to take in the sight of me. I wait for her to say anything as I gently rub her face, but she just stares at me with those same wide eyes. "Oh fuck...no. Please no..."
I break as I realize that Siren's fear has come true. Annette
has
gone savage. That brilliant mind...lost. Why though? I'm wracking my brain, but I just can't think of the reason. Despite her getting lost in books so often, she never forgets to eat or drink or sleep. She's been taking care of all the animal needs that are supposed to
prevent
going savage and yet...yet here I am, breaking down fully into tears in front of the first person to ever befriend me in this world.
I sob openly, feeling Annette's fur slip away from my fingers as she moves away. I expect her to start running away from me, to get away from the strange creature she no longer recognizes. It catches me completely off guard when I feel her head nuzzle my chin. I look down at her and her expression's changed. There's no more fear or surprise in her eyes, just a sense of calm. My tears keep flowing down and Annette surprises me again, gently licking the tears off of my face. It tickles a bit and I laugh gently, reaching out slowly and hugging her.
She places her hands gently on my shirt as I hug her and I feel her explore my body with her hands. I'm not sure what to make of it at first, until she rests her face in the crook of my neck and start deeply breathing in. It sets a familiar tingle all through my body that turns into a soft heat as I feel her soft, furred hands slip under my shirt and touch my bare skin. My body reacts to her touch and I feel need rise in me... and it finally hits me.
It
is
a need for me now, it has been ever since I first laid with Annette. She told me herself that sex was a primal need that needed to be fulfilled just like eating and drinking. Yet, now that it's right here in front of me...I can't remember the last time I actually had sex with Annette. I'd been fooling around
plenty