Luke wriggled out from under Asmodeus' grip. He was stunned that his demon hadn't been escorted out already, but he didn't actually know how long they had been sleeping, either. Luke walked around the room. It wasn't as opulent as Lily's. He didn't suppose it would be, considering that it was for him and Asmodeus. It wasn't uncomfortable, though.
There was a full-length mirror in one corner, and Luke walked over to it. He knew what his body looked like; he had seen it when he was drying off after a shower. He had just never thought of it in the way he did now. It was a tool for his pleasure. Luke smiled as he drug his hand up his side. He worked hard on his physical form. It was the only vanity he allowed himself. He dropped his gaze down to his hips. The only thing he had never paid attention to was what hung between his legs. He turned to face the mirror.
What he had wasn't as imposing as what Asmodeus had. Luke grabbed his cock in his hand, admiring it for the first time in his life. It had brought him immeasurable amounts of pleasure over the last few days. He had been told his whole life that succumbing to that pleasure would damn him. His parents always told him that he needed to remain chaste to be worthy of God and God's kingdom. Their tales of Hell had scared him so much that he never even gave his cock a second thought throughout his life.
He had started noticing his urges right before he joined the priesthood. They confused him, his pull to both men and women. If there was something more forbidden than pleasuring himself, it was admitting attraction to other men. He supposed that wasn't a problem now, though. He was already in Hell. Might as well enjoy himself while he was here, right? Guilt coursed through him. He clenched his hand around himself a little too tight and swore. No matter what he said, or how he tried to ease his conscience, what he was doing was fundamentally wrong. Nothing his demons told him could erase that teaching inside him. It didn't matter how much he welcomed their advances, that guilt would always eat at the back of his mind.
Luke jolted when a pair of strong arms circled around him. His Demon Prince laid a kiss against his neck and scooped him into a warm embrace. Luke stiffened, but Asmodeus did not let go. Luke wasn't entirely sure he wanted to be let go.
"You're thinking too much," Asmodeus whispered, "Relax. We don't have much time left tonight."
Luke sighed, "How am I supposed to relax? Everything I'm doing right now... Everything is against what I was taught."
The demon shrugged, "I guess it's time to learn new things."
Luke settled back against his chest. He caught their reflection in the mirror. Nothing about it seemed wrong to him. The fancy, scripted A on his chest was glowing softly. Asmodeus reached up and traced it lightly. As much as Luke was warring with himself, nothing about this felt wrong. As a matter of fact, he felt complete. That just confused him more.
"You can reach me through this, Luke. When you're ready for me to come back, just reach out to me. You'll know how." Asmodeus said and backed away from him slowly. "I don't want to leave you, but they're here now."
As the demon left him, Luke felt empty. He turned to face his lover, but he was already gone. Luke sighed heavily. He yearned for the simplicity of his old life. He just wanted to be the dutiful human priest again. He didn't want to be caught up in these demon politics, and most of all, he didn't want to be
king.
Lily had felt Luke's content all night through their bond. There was undeniable jealousy in her, but it oddly brought her comfort. She hadn't felt him more at ease since before they first got together. She just hated that the comfort came from her uncle's embrace. She had received word that Asmodeus had left their home in peace, without provocation from the Guard. She was making her way to Luke now, but she could sense that he was conflicted. When she entered the room, she saw him standing in front of a mirror. He wasn't doing anything but standing there.
"Are you okay, Luke?" She asked quietly. She wasn't on the best of terms with him. She didn't want to anger him by being here. To her surprise, anger wasn't what resonated between them, it was relief.
"No," he admitted, "I'm not."
"I don't want to intrude on this space, Luke. It's not for me." She wanted to go to him so badly, but she wasn't going to betray his trust. "Get dressed and come back to our room."
She watched him nod his agreement, his head hung low. She didn't wait for him to follow her back. Lily knew that he would come. She wasn't sure how she knew that, but she was certain of it. She reached her room and sat down in the sitting area. She didn't know how long it would take him to reach her, but she was fine with waiting.
He didn't keep her waiting very long. He lumbered into the room shortly after she sat down, his whole body resonating with defeat. He met her eyes, and what she saw in his scared her. Luke was beaten down. He wasn't vibrant as he had been when she first laid eyes on him. It seemed he hadn't accepted where he was, he had just given in to it. He took a seat on the bed across from her.
"Luke," she started slowly, "What's wrong?"
Luke dropped his head and sighed heavily. She could hear the cracks in his voice as he spoke, "I don't know what my life is anymore, Lily. I enjoy this place, but I know I shouldn't."
"There's no reason you shouldn't enjoy your home," Lily replied.