ALL PEOPLE ENGAGING IN SEXUAL ACTS OR AYTHING OF SEXUAL NATURE ARE ALL OF THE AGE OF 18 OR OLDER, THE MAIN CHARACTER IS 18, IF THIS IS NOT THE LEGAL AGE TO CONSENT TO SEX IN YOUR AREA OR COUNTRY, DO NOT READ.
Huge thanks to CopperSkink; an amazing editor~
Chapter one.
Sophie had been raised in New Zealand; born April 3rd 1991 at St Georgia's hospital on what was most probably a cold autumn day.
Her family had consisted of a father whose job was a pilot for a well-to-do airplane company which shall go unnamed.
A stay-at-home-mother, an elder sister born 18 months prior, and of course in two years time a younger sister would be born into this darling little family, making Sophie the middle child.
A family that seemed perfectly normal.
If course it wasn't.
As Sophie grew, she had been like most children her age: a free spirit, confident, happy. But she was different, a thing her father, a perfectionist, abhorred.
He didn't know how to handle her; she wasn't acting "normal", not like other kids her age. It was around this time her father had developed Multiple Myeloma, a plasma cell cancer.
Her mother had always mused that it was due to flying so close to the sun all the time.
The medicine was harsh and often had horrible side-effects like aggression and psychotic behaviour.
Her father had always been an angry man; it had just gotten worse because of the medicine; her mother had always wanted to separate from her father, now found it impossible. He was dying, and she couldn't just leave him.
And that is where Sophie payed the price.
The verbal abuse had been outrageous and demeaning; she and her sisters would be slandered everyday.
It was always her, always her, that got the cruellest remarks because he couldn't understand her, and humans fear things they don't understand; and like animals when we are scared, we get angry and vicious.
Of course this was mostly at home; but even in public there would still be remarks, comments that would go over the head of most but would strike deep into her heart.
One of her most vivid memories had been at the zoo in Singapore; she and her father had been looking at the Malayan Tapirs (a large black-and-white browsing mammal, roughly pig-like in shape, small beady eyes, with a prehensile snout that reminded her of an elephant's trunk).
Her father had made an off-hand comment, "You look just like a Tapir."
To most it would have been seen as a father joking with his daughter, but it stuck with her.
Always.
And in the year of her 12th birthday, her father passed; of course it had been Guy Fawkes, the 5th of November; her mother had made a comment that it was just like her father to go on a day they wouldn't forget.
For most, his friends and his family, it had been a sad day of crying and mourning; but for Sophie, she didn't care, the day her father died was just another day.
She'd known it was going to happen sooner or later; infact, when she had been told of her fathers death, it had been a simple "Oh" that she had said, the only thing she had said on the matter.
The funeral had been a modest affair before the body was cremated and sent to Auckland to be buried at his family's plot.
She had always been "The Middle Child." The one overlooked, cast into the background.
She had always had the harshest discipline because "The Eldest Child" had been spoilt, being the firstborn.
All the leniency had gone to "The Youngest Child" because she was the baby.
As the middle child, she had to fight harder to be heard, always in the shadow of her siblings, never being first.
She grew to resent her family and became more disconnected from them, and as such she never connected with her sisters, had never gotten along with them. They took this as a prime example to bully her.
Her older sister was particularly vicious, favouring the way of other women alike and the skills of her father with a sharp tongue and a cutting wit. She was sure it would have made her father proud as she regularly cut her down and left her raging in her room in despair.
Sophie simply didn't have a quick enough wit to keep up with her sister.
Her temper had always been horrid, zero to critical meltdown instantaneously, but oddly enough she hated confrontation, often starting verbal shouting matches before halfway through walking out of the room, just wanting the argument to stop. She didn't care that her sisters thought she was out of insults.
All through school it was the same; she always gave off a hard edge, a tough exterior and a temper that had people staying away from her. She gave off an aura that if you fucked with her she would drop you like a brick.
Which was complete bullshit; she just liked people believing that. She acted the role of a big tough bitch so people wouldn't bully her. She only ever acted like that with her friends, people she was close to, or fellow classmates. If they feared her enough to think she'd punch them, they wouldn't bully her, it was a self-defence mechanism grown from a life of being bullied by those surrounding her; it was her way of being safe.
She was nothing but kind and courteous to strangers, reaching out to steady someone if they tripped, offering a helping hand, carrying groceries of an old lady to her car; a good citizen, if you would.
But she was always cautious of them, always on edge that at any moment they would rear their head like a cobra, and strike.
She could never relax and never trust completely.
Even though she had such a temper, she had always been kind, always helpful even if it didn't benefit her. Little kids had always been drawn to her, and she in returned had loved children, loved being with them and playing with them. Children at such a young age didn't know any better, didn't judge as cruelly as teenagers and adults that were often blunt and tactless in their thoughts, which was oddly refreshing.
It helped that they never called her fat.
Oh how she loathed that word.