The door opened suddenly, waking me instantly. Beta Tennard stood there, a cattle prod in his right hand, his large body silhouetted in the opening. I could hear the other girls waking, Mary was shaking in my arms. She couldn't sleep unless I was holding her. "Cath-verine," he slurred, "Get your ass over here."
I got up, pushing Mary back down onto the bed. This was going to be bad enough with a drunk and violent man, no one else needed to get hurt tonight. "Yes sir," I said as I got up quickly. I ran over and stood before him, my head down. I could see his hand moving towards my face but didn't dare try and avoid it. His meaty palm smacked the right side of my face, causing me to stagger before I recovered.
"The bench," he said as he grabbed my hair and pulled me out of the room. I ran ahead of him, hearing the door slam closed behind me. I paused as I saw Beta Thomas there waiting for me, a whiskey bottle in one hand and his dick in the other. I felt the prod in my lower back, the high voltage coursing through my body and causing me to collapse to the floor. I barely felt my legs as he grabbed me by the neck and dragged me over to the padded bench that looked like a vaulting horse from gymnastics, just lower and more sadistic. My hands barely kept my face from smacking the leather covering as he threw me down on it. Thomas grabbed my hands, cuffing them to the base of the A-frame support on the far end, while Tennard did the same with my ankles. A leather strap was pulled tight around my waist, rendering me immobile and helpless to them. This bench was one of their favorite pieces of bondage furniture; it positioned me for easy access on each end, and they always took advantage of that.
"Bite down and I'll knock those teeth down your throat," Thomas growled as he forced himself into me. I forced myself to relax my throat as he pushed himself in to the hilt; he was holding my nose closed, forcing me to open wider for him. His smelly cock stopped my yelp as Tennard pushed into my backside, going in fast and dry. I struggled to breathe when I could as the drunken werewolves spitroasted me. Drunk and crazed with their power, they sated their lusts on me. Their fists beat on my back and sides, and I felt a rib crack as I screamed in pain.
Tennard finished first, and started laughing as he pulled out. My eyes got wide as I felt the hard plastic end invading my ass, and when he pressed the cattle prod trigger my entire body stiffened in agony. I screamed and screamed and
it came out as a howl.
I jumped to my feet, my wolf bolting for safety. The Pack had been jarred out of a deep sleep by my distress, and I pushed through and over them until I could see the trees. I ran hard, my human side struggling to make sense of where I was. My wolf didn't care, she just wanted out of there. We dodged trees and jumped fallen logs until I felt a wolf running at my side.
My wolf instantly calmed at the touch of her mate, Seamus was nuzzling as my neck as I slowed to a stop. He moved around me as I stood still, my wolf was telling me it was all right, that Seamus would protect me. My breathing slowed and I started to lean into his touch as he rubbed his huge wolf body on my side. "
Are you all right, my love? You were blocking me back there."
"Nightmare." I jumped as he started sniffing and licking under my tail.
"
I'm sorry, it's just that I was back there, and..."
"You're safe now. If I could kill them again, I would."
He plopped onto the fallen leaves with a loud thud. I turned around three times in place, my nose up, before I felt safe and curled up next to him. "
The Pack is fine. I'm leaving a few people to protect them during the talks. I asked Shay and Nancy to take the rest back, it's almost dawn and the Alphas will arrive soon."
"They must think me a basket case,"
I said as I snuggled my head into his soft neck fur.
"
You're free of them, but you aren't free of the effects of them,"
he said. "
You spent eleven years enduring that, nightmares are to be expected. What your wolf showed me would give me nightmares, and I've seen some sick shit in my days."
"You saw?"
"Your wolf and mine, they are bonded now. When she is emotional, my wolf sees part of it. I saw what they did, Catherine. You don't have to hide things from me, I'm here for you. I'll help you through this."
I mentally scolded my wolf, who just rolled over and sent back thoughts of wild wolfy sex with her big stud. I could hardly blame her, she was locked away for so long and now she had a mate again. "
How long do we have until we have to leave for home?"
"I think we could be an hour or so behind them, Vivian is there."
My wolf was spinning in circles, she wanted to play. "
Then catch me."
I jumped up, my hips high and front paws low to the ground as I challenged him to play.
He chuffed in agreement, motioning in the way we needed to go. "
Run that general direction, then we'll have more time after I catch you."
I yipped and my wolf took off. Wolves loved the chase, it was the greatest aphrodisiac ever. The females loved making them work for it, proving they were worthy to mate them. The male wolf loved to prove his dominance and strength. In the end, we both would win and my wolf and human sides were looking forward to that.
I was back to full strength now, and I wasn't planning to make it easy on my old man. I stretched out my legs as I pushed up the hill, picking my way over the uneven ground by the pale light of early dawn. I didn't bother with trying to lose him in creeks, he was too close and wolves could air scent. It would just let him get closer, and I could already hear those dinner plates he called paws getting closer.
My advantages were in speed and agility, while he had strength and size. I started to take the chase through shrubs, under deadfalls, basically anyplace that would be tougher for him. I snuck a look back, checking to see how much time I had gained, when I was bowled over and rolled on the grass. "
Nice try,"
he said as he pinned my neck to the ground in triumph.
For most wolf pairs, for me before I was taken, being submitted by their mate would kick off the hips going up and tail going to the side before the real wolfy-loving started. That didn't happen.
I freaked. I struggled against him, my neck being torn open as I fought to escape. I whined loudly as he figured out something was wrong and released my neck. I shifted under him, my human form scooting back to get away. "Stop... please..."
I was seeing him but not really seeing him as the flashback ended; I shook my head and looked at him. I wasn't in that room, I wasn't collared and helpless, Seamus wasn't like THOSE men. I watched as he shifted, then sat across from me. He could feel my panic over his bond, and I was still breathing hard. "I didn't mean to..."
"I know." I sat up, pulling my knees up into my chest. "I just freaked out a little. There's a fine line between wolf romance and memories of abuse and I'm figuring out where it is. Holding me down, forcing me to submit, biting my neck like that, it just sets me off." I could feel his anger at himself, his wolf was upset he had hurt me. "It's not your fault. There's just all these things around that can set me off, that can bring back those memories. It doesn't even happen all the time, but when it does, it's like I'm back there again and I can't deal with that."
He opened his arms to me, and my wolf and I wanted his comfort, we NEEDED it. I crawled onto his lap and relaxed into his chest. "It will get better," he told me as he kissed my head. "I'll replace those bad memories with good ones."
"They weren't all bad, I got my sisters out of the deal. Our bond is deeper than a littermate, did you know that? Even though we aren't related, even before we became a Pack we could talk mentally, we could share images. We wouldn't have survived without it. I wouldn't have survived." I started to cry, the loss of Mary hitting me full force. "I couldn't get to her in time, I couldn't save her."