He sat in the Adirondack chair and looked out at the lake. It was still early: the sun was barely over the eastern mountain and dew was still on the other chairs situated on the beach. He loved this time of day, the cool air, the waterfowl on the lake awaking, and the lack of activity allowing him to hear the soft lapping as the water reaches the sand. He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. The aroma of the damp bark mulch brought him back to a time of innocence and awakening. If anything could break his block this was it, it was this place with so many inspirational sights, sounds, and smells.
He was called Chance because he was given a second chance at life, but now Etienne Pettijohn wanted to live up to the nickname and have another chance at writing. Four years have passed since his last publication, a 1500-word for a local college's literary magazine. In those four years, he's accomplished nothing of consequence, nothing for publication. He felt like his imagination abandoned him, surprisingly left him when his wife, his second, walked out on him. He and his agent found it funny, joked that she took his muses as well.
"Good morning," a female voice said. He opened his eyes and looked to his right.
"Good morning to you." Chance smiled slightly as he saw the source of the greeting. He wasn't sure why he smiled. Could have it been her red hair, long but rolled up into a bun? Could it have been her eyes, doe shaped and a mix of hazel and gray? Could it have been her skin, alabaster and flawless in appearance?
"How are you on this fine dawn?"
"I'm fine, and yourself?" He noticed that she wrapped herself in a blanket, one that he didn't have in his room. Though it appeared to be new, the style was something he saw in his great-grandmother's flat: From the 1950s, possibly older.
She looked at him with wide eyes and a smile that put Chance at ease. "I am doing well. I love this time of day." She sighed heavily, but her smile remained.
"I do, too."
"Why?" She stood and turned her chair. She faced him, looked into his eyes.
He thought for a moment and looked into her eyes. He felt some great ease when he did so. Chance forgot his answer, tripped over his words. "I, um, I think, no. Think isn't a strong enough word. I believe that this time of day, with the promise of a new beginning, of innocence. It shows me that anything and everything is possible."
She looked at him with a twinkle in her eyes. "That sounds wonderful." She turned her head away, collected her thoughts, and returned to him. "Are you a writer by chance?"
He nodded. "How did you know?"
"Your answer was very lyrical. Only a writer could say such words and cause an emotion in others."
"I did?"
She stood and returned the chair to its original place. "Yes you did, quite so actually." She turned to the lake and sighed.
"It is a beautiful view," he said.
"Every time I see the dawn," she began, but her words fell away. "I am sorry for disturbing you."
"No, you didn't." Chance turned his head away from her: He found it difficult to think when engaged in her eyes.
"Would you look at that?" Chance looked at her pointing off to the distance. Loons were landing in the lake, half a mile from them, but they could hear them splashing as they landed, so to speak, on the water. "What do you call a flock of loons?"
"A flock, I'm not sure." He returned to her face and saw a hint of sadness. Surprisingly, he felt a twinge of it himself. He wanted to reach out, to comfort her, to hug her, to tell her it was going to be fine.
"I must be going. I am expected for breakfast." She thanked him for the conversation and walked away. Chance stood quickly, an effort to talk more.
"Will I see you again?"
She stopped and turned. "I hope we can meet and talk more." The smile on her face told him she was hopeful.
"Until then, have a good day." He returned to the chair and watched as she walked away from the chairs.
An early morning mist came off the lake, enveloping his new friend. Within a few moments, she disappeared within the gray haze. He smiled, remembering how lovely she looked and sounded. Chance sat back in the chair, closed his eyes, and let his senses of hearing and smells loose.
"The kitchen is open," he mumbled, as he smelled the smokiness of bacon waffle to him. His mouth watered thinking of the meat.
"Good morning, Mr. Pettijohn," the dining room hostess said. A young woman, her blue eyes something most men and some women would drool over, welcomed him. "Would you like the same table or something different?" She grabbed a menu.
"I'd like the same, if possible." The day before, his first morning at the resort, he sat alone and away from the other guests that arrived for an early breakfast. He loved solitude these days, loved to be alone with his thoughts, and hoped his creative juices would somehow return.
"It's not a problem." She smiled broad and genuinely, led him to a table by the window overlooking the lake, away from everyone. She handed him the menu and told him his server would be with him shortly.
The day before, he brought a pen and journal with him, in case something struck. Unfortunately, nothing did, but he did find out that the resort smoked bacon for their own use. The precious day, Chance people watched, hoped to see possible characters for future literary endeavors, but came up empty. No one tickled his muse. Today was different.
He opened the journal and wrote a few notes: Blonde hair, blue eyes, height and weight approximated, bra sized as well. Chance did not know why she would make a good character, but wrote the notes just the same. "Perhaps she can be a minor character in a suspense short story," he thought to himself. He put his pen down as the server arrived.
"My name's Ashley and I'll be your server this morning." The black-haired woman tried to pour coffee into his cup, but he stopped her: Placed a hand over it. "Would you like a few minutes to look over the menu, or are you ready?"
Chance looked at her, into her deep blue eyes and smiled. He ordered while looking over her body and tried his best to imagine what was under the uniform she wore.
"Thank you. I'll have your drinks right away." Ashley walked away, her bottom swayed. He didn't see it before, but Chance saw that she was dressed in tight pants, perhaps in an effort to receive more tips from the male customers. When she disappeared into the kitchen, he added a few more notes to the journal description of Ashley: loves to wear tight pants, sways as she walks.
He wanted to write more, but his drinks arrived. "Thank you Ashley," he said. His eyes moved down from her eyes to her chest as she leaned over; he could see the color of her bra. Chance smiled when his gaze returned to her blue eyes. She didn't blush when she saw his eyes move.
"You're breakfast will be ready in a few minutes," she said as she left his table.
Chance shook his head and looked out the window. He wanted to see the lake from this vantage point, give him another perspective. He reached for his pen and was ready to describe it when he saw her again, the redhead from earlier.
"Wow," he whispered as she walked along the shoreline, dipping her toe in the water, a mist still enveloping her. Something in just watching her walk made Chance smile. He couldn't figure it out, couldn't explain it to himself what made his stomach fill with butterflies; give him a sense of anticipation. He just met her, didn't even know her name. He liked watching her. He sighed heavily, thinking that he'd like to be there with her, holding her hand as they walked by the lake.
"Excuse me," a female's voice said. Chance turned and saw Ashley had returned, his breakfast on her tray.
"Oh," was all he could say, realizing that he lost all sense of time, looking at that mysterious woman. He sat up straight, allowing the waitress to place his food onto the table.
"Is there anything else I can get you?" Her smile was genuine, nothing pretentious about it.
He gave a quick look at her dΓ©colletage again before looking into her eyes. "Not at the moment, Ashley," he answered. He moved his journal to the other side of the table and watched her move away.
Chance gave a quick look out the window, hoping to see the redhead once more before attacking his food. She was gone: All he saw was the mist.
He sat on the resort's porch and watched as the sunset, the warm hues of orange and red intersected by clouds of purple. In the distance, frogs and crickets sung to garner the opposite sex's attention. Fireflies were beginning to dance in an ash grove. All these were sense images that would be best served in literary tales, and he knew it. He brought his journal and would enter them in later. For now, though, he would enjoy them, even if he were alone.
Chance thought of her, of the redhead, often during the day. While he walked along the shoreline, he remembered her doing the same thing. While he was on the nature trail, he couldn't but help believe that she would know all the names of the flowers and tell them to him. While at dinner, he wondered what she would have ordered, what their conversation would have been on. Now while in the colorful sundown, he wondered how she would have reacted.
"Get a hold of your Etienne," he whispered to himself, trying to regain his wits. "You don't even know her name."
"Good evening," a soft voice whispered. He turned to face the person. He was still alone.
"Good evening," the same voice said in his other ear. He turned right and saw her, the redhead, sitting in a chair. She wasn't there a moment ago, not when he looked that way to see fireflies.
"Hello."
"Did you have a good day?" She sounded softer than she did that morning, he noticed. It was as if she was tired, had no energy left.
"I did. Thank you."
"I am sorry. I never introduced myself. My name is Rebecca." She extended her hand.
"I'm Etienne, but you can call me Chance." He took her hand and found it rather cold, not ice cold, but like she had spent time out in winter without gloves.
"I like Etienne." She smiled and her eyes twinkled. "Why can I call you Chance?"
He returned the grin. "It's a long story, but short version is that I was given the nickname by a grandmother when I was given a second chance at life."
"Oh I would love to hear the story."
He noticed that Rebecca still had her blanket with her. He wanted to ask her about it, but something inside whispered to him to let it go: Don't ask a dumb question. "Maybe we can go inside, have a drink or something hot, and talk about it."
"Oh, no," she quickly answered, as if he said something that frightened her.
He wanted to apologize but the night concierge, Prentice Harper, interrupted. "Mr. Pettijohn, I have a message for you."