Ok. I know I've had you beautiful people waiting for way to long but like all people, I do have a life. However I will try to get the stories out faster lol. But between college and work, i have to find time lol. Also i know you guys want longer chapters but can somebody tell me how many Microsoft pages equal a lit page lol. I always think i have enough but noooo it only equals one page lol. Thanks to my lovely editor AllOfthis, whom is not just my editor but my friend in every sense of the word. At first this was my story now it's ours. She is everything :) Enjoy and leave suggestions.
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It's been 3 months and I really didn't remember the days as they blurred past me. The last thing I remember was my mom saying my dad was dead. After that it was all blank. I didn't remember the funeral and I didn't remember moving into Sam's house. I didn't remember my mom selling the house. I didn't even remember to eat. I didn't remember anything. I didn't want to remember. I had created my own hell. Right now, staring in the mirror I remembered my dad. All the good times. All the great times. My loving beautiful father. I remember seeing his death on the news. His picture popping up as they showed all the lives lost. I remembered him tucking me in bed. I remember him ruffling my hair. I remember him.
I had the same nightmare over and over again. Every single night. I woke up screaming every night. The dream was horrible. It always started the same way. Daddy and I on the plane laughing. Then it flashes to me watching daddy praying and kissing my picture. It flashes again to me driving the plane and we're crashing. I close my eyes and feel my body jerk. When I open them I'm watching him die. Watching him take his last breath. He turned to me and said murderer and then he died. I always wake up screaming with tears on my face.
I sink to the bath room floor with a bottle of pills in my hand. I was at rock bottom. People always say once you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere else to go but up. No I wasn't suicidal, that wasn't me. I can't just kill myself. But what was I to do? I can't pull myself out of this funk. I wasn't living, I only existed. I woke up, ate, went to school, went to work, ate, showered and went to bed. I didn't want to have fun. I didn't want see Eric. Wait that was a lie. I wanted to see Eric but I didn't want to feel guilty. What kind of person would I be if I enjoyed life while my dad had barely been buried? Who knew that on the first night of me finally living, it'd ironically be the last? I was so busy enjoying 18; I never figured that I would never talk to my daddy again. I know no one lasts forever, but I just never thought about him dying. In my mind he would live forever.
Never in my life would I imagine being homeless, heartbroken, and alone. I wasn't broke but touching daddy's insurance would mean I would have to accept him being dead. And I still haven't come to terms with it. I thought I would be able to feel his presence all over me but I couldn't. it was like he completely disappeared.
Knock Knock Knock
"Who is it?" I asked.
"It is I! A beautiful princess who is here to make her best friend smile." She said in a sing-song voice. "Also to take her to get them split ends cut because they are fucking with my mind." She mumbled.
"I heard that bitch. I'm not leaving this house. I will wallow in my own self pity and eventually die. On this bathroom floor. Alone." I said sadly. It was meant as a joke but I believed those words.
I heard her sigh and walk away. At least I was alone again.
I was in deep thought when the door swung open 10 minutes later. Sam had two of her friends, Bianca and Selena, with her and they looked at me like I was bait.
"Sam what is going on?" I asked. She didn't answer. "Sammy?" I said again a little nervous.
They charged at me and I tried to crawl away but it was no use. These bitches were strong. Sam held me down while Tiffany and Bridget undressed me.
"Are you guys gonna rape me? Cause I might like it." I screamed while laughing.
"Oh no cutie, we're gonna do something way worst. You're gonna get dressed and then we're gonna take you to get that shit you call hair done followed by a mani and pedi. We'll go have dinner and then I'll take you home to get dressed. For your date. With Eric." She said matter of factly.
I groaned. I looked fine. I mean yea I hadn't put a comb to my head in about a month but my hair really stayed in a curly bun on my head. I didn't need to comb it. Well maybe. Sometimes.
"Sam let me go!! I am not leaving this house!" I screamed.
I was in my bra and panties. They picked me up and dragged me to my room. I fought and kicked the whole way there. They threw me on the bed and held me down.
"Girls lets cuff Bratty Natty. She's a feisty one. She almost kicked me in the stomach." Said Sam.
"Yea! I don't feel like chasing her around this house if she gets loose." Laughed Selena.
"I have some cuffs in my bedroom in my top drawer in my nightstand. Hurry up Bianca." Screamed Sam.
I was struggling and trying to get out their grip. What the fuck do these girls eat for breakfast? Little kids made of fucking steel? These hoes were heavy as fuck.
"Fat bitches!! You hoes are heavy!!" I screamed. "I can hardly breathe!"
"I see we gone have to gag bratty Natty. That hurt Tal. That one hurt." Sam said half jokingly wiping a fake tear away.
Bianca ran back with the cuffs. They were furry pink with white dots. We all looked at Sam with a questionable look.
"What? I like the color pink!" she smirked.
"I am not putting those nasty shits on. There is no fucking telling what you've done with them. Nooooo. I refuse." I screamed on the verge of begging.
Selena looked at me with a cute look in her eyes and said, "Awww you're so cute Tal. Making demands as if you have a choice. As if you're in the position to be making demands."
Everyone including me laughed. That is until I heard the cuffs clink. They distracted me. Now I really couldn't move. Everyone stood up and Sam pulled scissors out her shirt. She cut at the straps of my bra while Selena pulled my panties off. I would've been embarrassed if I wasn't in shape and they hadn't seen me in all my glory before. Now I just lay here naked wondering what was next. Sam walked to my closet.
"Now what is Bratty natty gonna wear for today. Something easy to get out of so she doesn't mess up her hair when she gets undressed for her date." She said thinking out loud. "Selena get that white Marc Jacobs button up out her bottom drawer."
Selena threw it to Bianca and she held it up to get approval from Sam.
"For Christ's sake Natalia. This shirt is 200. I forgot you were a high class hood rat. If you would've let on in school how rich you were, you would've had more friends." Said Bianca holding up the shirt.
I studied the twins. They were Mexican with big heads. Like Bratz dolls. Bianca had a pretty smile with hazel eyes. She had long blonde hair with pink tips. There was no other to describe her hair other than big. She was about 5'5 and shaped like a box. She wore loud colors and caked on makeup. She had a flat chest, a pudgy stomach and a flatter butt. She literally had no curves or hips. She didn't even have a shape. Unless you consider box a shape. She was the meaner one of the 2.
Selena had hazel eyes to, but unlike her sister she had a dimple on one side of her face. She had brown hair with blue tips. She only wore it curly. It was ugly in my opinion. She had braces and a scar on her cheek from a stray bullet. So she said. She had a body but nothing to marvel over. She was 5'4 maybe 5'5 and had breast, hips, thighs and ass. She was slender, but she worked out all the time. She had a 4 pack and was working on six. She had dedication to her fitness. I hated working out. I barely had a 1 pack. She wore make up caked on like her sister. She was mean like her sister, but not as much.