A/N: So yeah I have a lot of explaining to do I know, I know. I really have no excuses just a sincere apology. There are some sensitive subjects in the chapter so be wary.
Chapter 8: Healing....
~Aleca~
The next morning I awoke to the blinding rays of the sun and an unfamiliar soreness. I laid there for a minute just thinking. My life had changed so much in the short time that I'd known him. I knew without a doubt that AndrΓ© was the one for me. The more unsettling thought was: Am I the one for him? I mean with all my flaws and my slight lack of character how COULD I be the one for someone of his caliber. I even took his innocence when I myself was only an innocent mentally. My flower had long been tampered with, against my will yes, but a virgin I technically was not. I was dying from my own troubled thoughts when I heard a loud convincing
"You were always meant to be mine babe!" in my head. I gasped at the intimacy of such a form of communication.
"Is this possible because we have been fully mated?" I asked in our newly found method of communication.
"Yes." he said simply. His voice sent shivers down my spine to my nether regions. My thoughts started to drift away from my previous worries to our previous night together and all of the deliciously new sensations he created in me.
"I see someone's up for round two." he chuckled before he dove into my folds once more.
~AndrΓ©a~
"I'm happy that twin has finally found his peace." I said with a huge smile on my face.
"So they mated huh?" Alecsander said "How can you tell?"
"I can feel his happiness through our bond."
"You sound happy, but I can tell that something is bothering you. You've been this way since yesterday. Mi amor, what troubles you so?" he asked with a quirk of his right eyebrow
I was in a bind. I didn't know if I should just reveal all or just try to forget it. The more sensible side of me thought that the shame of him knowing would be better than the pain of hiding a part of myself from him. For once in my life I decided to believe in myself, in love; to believe in a man.
"I think it's time you knew how I lost my lioness." I said and then I let all my pain out through my words.
~Alecsander~
An array of emotions assaulted my mind as my mate; my love told me what happened to her when she was just a mere child. They ranged from to helplessness. I was rightfully pissed that somebody would commit such a crime against an innocent, that a man could feel those types of- of cravings for a child. I shuddered with the disgust at the thought of it.