Something moved, startling Jayla awake. A hand on her arm, it was green.
Oh, right
.
Okak Tunoz Lug. Oak Jag Okak
. Tharo's arm tensed, pulling her close.
"What's
Tunoz
?" She whispered.
"You don't know safe? Safe. You will know safe."
"Hmmf." She sounded skeptical.
"Mmmm?"
"I'm surprised Orcs have a word for
safe
."
He buried his face in the side of her neck, "What's the point of being a warrior if not to keep your people safe?"
"Pillaging? Because you enjoy it? Because... afterlife?" She realized she didn't have a grasp on his religion; all considered that was a bit alarming. "I am not safe."
"You are safe from your ghosts when you are with me. You are safe from self pity and nightmares. You are safe from..." He stopped, swallowed, twitched. "You are safe from feeling useless when you are with me. Because I need you."
Tharo was a bit choked up and Jayla wanted to deflect, "If you didn't need me? If you found another healer, a better one, an orc woman that needed you with a tribe that accepted you? Would you
want
me?"
"Yes. You will always be a friend. You gave me compassion when no one else would. You were a companion when no one else was. Without knowing anything about me except my race, and that gave you every reason not to."
"I knew you were recommended by the courts. I knew you were a student and an alchemist. I knew you protected children."
"There are some pretty big bastards with recommendations from the courts. And who doesn't protect children?"
"How do you think that urchin grew up to be a pickpocket? Under someone's
protection
?!"
"Are you arguing with me about why I am friends with you
Oag
? Wait... no, you're defending your decision. Thereby defending ME. Again. You are a friend even if I did not want you to be." Tharo licked the side of her ear.
"Defending someone who's right or being mistreated doesn't make me their friend." She shifted to feel his body against her back, a quiet truce. Jayla hadn't had anyone that call her a
friend
. Ever.
"You touched me first."
"Being handsy with someone definitely doesn't make me their friend."
"So
Zen Naak
is reserved for enemies and strangers in your culture?" Now he was teasing her.
"
Zen Naak
? Close fighting? Is THAT your word for sex? I am DEFINITELY not safe."
"Physically, no. Neither am I. We need to go in the pool."
Jayla realized she was covered with bruises, bites, scratches, and her insides were raw. She turned to face him, even in the dim morning light she could see Tharo wasn't any better off, little crescent bite marks on his forearms, scratches everywhere, a few bruises, blood caked around his belly ring, and his shaft looked -and probably felt- sunburnt.
"Oh yes we do, Ow." She kissed one of the bites on his collarbone. They'd been at it for well over half the day, just straight up instinct-driven mating. There was a pause for drinks and swordplay -naked, which didn't last long before they were entangled again. Jayla grimaced, the bed linen badly needed washing as well and she realized she had to relieve herself. "I gotta... "
"Me too. You first."
She headed to the alcove then the pool. The corsera had gone out long ago, but the water wasn't too cold. She stood with the water just below her breasts, put her arms out, closed her eyes, said the words, summoning the power of the Goddess, ready to accept it into her. A slight stirring around her, but not the magic she was anticipating.
Shit
.
Tharo spoke from the side of the pool. "You're scared. Relax."
She put her arms out and said it again, focusing on keeping herself open at her head and feet with some attention to sore spots. She felt it
waiting
nearby. Like a dog for a command. She heard a low hum of commentary from her partner "...Needs both.", heard him pad to the edge of the pool and sensed him put his foot in.
The power blazed into her, the backs of her eyelids lit up with orange light. She choked and gasped as she was overwhelmed and filled with the Goddess' fire. She heard the orc wheeze and a splash as he stumbled.
She felt Tharo take her outstretched wrists, mirroring her posture. "Relax. SEE. Like water out of a vase, control."
Her vision lit up with his aura, small dark patches where he was hurt. She focused on them, gently, seeing them lighten. At the same time she felt the itching, crawling sensation as she healed.
He spoke the banishing words and she felt some of it fade but she was still full of orange fiery power. "Say the words." Tharo whispered.
She asked for the Goddess to take her power back, it dissolved from her veins. She waited a moment, panting, then dropped into the pool. Once she submerged she heard crackling like a loud fire around her. She drank as she sat underwater. The residual felt like it should hurt, it was a shock but it wasn't painful. It had mostly faded by the time she needed air. Tharo surfaced right after she did and took her into his arms.
"That was good. That was very good. A couple more times and we'll be saving lives. I'd also like to see you mess up once or twice so we know how to handle it."
He put his lips on her forehead, reaching for a cloth and the soap with one arm wrapped around her. Jayla stood still, curious to see what he would do. He began to wash her slowly, meticulously, like she was a recently finished statue, soaping, dipping and wringing out the cloth. He wiped her face, lips, the creases in her ears. It felt good, though disturbingly intimate. He picked up her arm, got between her fingers. She hummed approval.
"So what happens when I mess up?" She asked.
"When you dump too much into someone." He wrung out the cloth over her shoulder, scrubbed the side of her neck. "It burns. It burns away fat and unnecessary parts first, but you can kill someone. They just... burn away like embers in the night."
She staggered and put her hand around his. "I could have killed you."
"You could easily kill me." His yellow eyes were gentle.
Her heart pounded. She put his knuckles to her lips. "How could ... how could you trust me?"
"
ZahnLug
. You care more about me than you do having power."