Chapter 82: A Roost With a View.
Hill and the Avian woman simply stared at one another for what felt like an eternity before he decided that saying anything was better than the soul-crushing silence and scrutiny that had surrounded him.
"Umm hi," Hill said watching the woman very carefully for a reaction to his words and he got one even if it was kinda small.
The woman cocked his head and he saw her large golden eyes narrow as she scrutinized him but she didn't speak, she simply watched him.
Hill sighed it was probably too much to hope for that she wanted to have some kind of meaningful conversation with him given that her people had just plucked him off a battlefield having been caught trying to infiltrate their territory and kill their people, even if it was an order that he had wholeheartedly been against it wasn't like he could exactly prove that now could he?
"Look for what it's worth and I'm not even sure if you understand me here but here goes anyway, I'm sorry, I really don't want to be here fighting with you people, hell I'd give anything to be just about anywhere else right about now, I didn't join the Brotherhood for this shit, I wanted to make a difference to the normal people of the wastes, to give them something to aspire to and to believe in, not to be some fucking purist stooge trying to 'cleanse' the wastes of everything that our Elders have deemed a threat to humanity or impure, hell it's beginning to feel like I joined a fucking cult rather than an army but I gotta say I was impressed with how easily you took us all down though you might just regret it when the reinforcements arrive," he said leaning back against the wall of the cage.
"We will fight regardless, you invaded our lands coloniser not the other way around," the woman suddenly said in perfect English which surprised Hill and caused him to sit up and stare at her in shock a fact that she easily read on his face.
"What did you believe that because we are not of your species or that because we do not live in high-powered stolen airships or walk around in powered metal suits we are all savages? Or did you simply believe because you are human that you are the pinnacle of all creation, that the Great Pheionix blessed your species above all others simply because you are you?" she said with a burning look of anger in her bright golden eyes.
Her accent was rather odd almost like it had been mimicked as he swore that he could hear a variety of different accents all meshed together as she spoke, almost like he was hearing five or six different people all speaking at once and saying the same thing so that his brain pieced the words being said together to make the sentence spoken.
Hill felt the sting of that one has heard so many of his brothers and sisters refer to them as such, "Not personally no and before you say it yes I know how many of my kind refer to you but it is not a view that I personally hold, I believe that all life is important in its own way," Hill said with a sigh and the woman cocked her head as if either curious or unbelieving of his words.
"Then you would be in the minority of your kind, having witnessed the barbarity of your people I can say wing on heart that if there was ever a species that was far from blessed it would be yours, never before have I seen a race so self-destructive," she said scowling at him through the bars of the cage and hill just couldn't help it, he had to ask.
"Where did you learn your English honestly it's better than mine," he said and she made a clicking sound with her beak as she snapped it shut.
"What you believe that we are incapable of learning your simple language? I speak several human dialects some of us far many more, your languages are nothing special, just like your species," she said huffily ruffling her feather and fluffing them up around her head and neck before flattening them and glaring at him again.
"I didn't mean it as an insult I was simply curious was all, there is no need to throw insults at me," Hill said and she cocked her head to one side to focus a single large eye on him.
"Oh really? Do you believe so? our kind come into our lands in an attempt to exterminate us for nothing more than daring to exist and you get offended because I dare to throw insults your way, I do believe you should consider yourself lucky human if it were up to me you would be suffering a far worse fate than being insulted, your kind have murdered mine for no other reason than our existence offends your delicate fucking egos and delusionary belief that you are the top of the fucking food chain of this cursed place, well I have news for you human, I do not care a single fuck what you think or if you are offended by my words, you have a lot to answer for and it is my distinct wish that our elders see the wisdom of stringing you up at the border of our lands as a warning to the rest of your kind of what will happen to them should they set another foot on them!" the woman snarled angrily before banging her hand on the bars of his cage making Hill jump and stare at her with his mouth hanging open.
He took a deep breath trying to find a rebuttal but he was truly struggling, she really hadn't spoken a single lie in her accusation, it seemed that since Elder Maxim's great cleanse of the wasteland had begun the Brotherhood had made more enemies than ever and since it had ramped it up after his death to 'honour' his memory it was just getting worse if they didn't rethink their strategy soon Hill could see them winding up going to war with pretty much the entire wasteland.
"I'm sorry," he said softly and the woman went to shout something else before freezing in place with her feathers all puffed up like she had been expecting him to argue with her not actually apologise to her.
"What did you say?" she asked very slowly and Hill lifted his head to look her right in the eyes.
"I said I'm sorry and yes I know Icannot speak for all humans when I say this but I can at least speak for myself and I have always tried to be an honest and at the very least a good person so its all I can do in this circumstance, I am sorry for what your people hav suffered at our hands and I wish it was in my power to change or even reverse it but it's not and I know my apology carries zero weight given the circumstances but it's all I have to offer, it was not my choice to be where I was or to be doing what I was doing but I am a good soldier, I follow my orders even if I do not agree with them because that's what a soldier does, but please belive me when I say this, this is not what I wanted at all, I don't want the Brotherhood to be reduced to armoured thugs, the Brotherhood I know and love is made up of good people who simply want to make things better but they have become disillusioned and poisoned by ideals and seductive ideas which are born of hate, so I am sorry for what i have done and what my people have done, it's all I can say really," Hill said softly.
The angry Avian woman seemed to deflate and her feathers ruffled and fluffed as she seemed to consider his words while trying to make sense of him, it was obvious to Hill that his response had not been the one she had been expecting and it confused her.