Elana sat on the floor of her office, leaning her back against Neheil's front shoulder. Neheil had his head in her lap, and she stroked the scales above his eye. A low rumble, almost a catlike purr, emanated from Neheil's chest, giving off a comforting vibration that radiated through his shoulder for Elana. They both watched Azurina, who had fallen to her knees in front of the flight balcony, with concern. Her head was bowed, and it was clear from the set of her shoulders that she fought very hard not to cry.
I'm worried about her, Neheil. She hasn't moved since Ariana left.
She's hurting, my love. It will take a long while for the pain to dull.
Why is she hurting?
Think of it this way, my love. Neheil explained.
You know how close we are.
Yes. We are two hearts that beat with one rhythm, two minds that share almost every thought, two halves of one soul.
Now imagine suddenly finding that one person that completes you, just to have them ripped away. Elana stared at him with a blank look on her face, so Neheil tried a different tactic.
Okay. Say I was the one that was whisked away by that spell. How would you feel?
I would be crushed. Like part of me was suddenly missing. I wouldn't be able to function until you were able to return to me.
Precisely. And that is with over 750 years of being together, first as partners in battle, then as mates. Neheil paused, considering how to word his next thought.
Now put yourself in Azurina's place. Imagine being alone for over fifty years, thinking you're a monster, only to find out that there are more of your kind. Imagine finding the one thing you never knew was missing, and feeling the beginnings of the bond that we share...
Just to have it ripped out of her hands. Elana gasped, realization finally coming to her.
Exactly.
I have to go comfort her. It's the least I can do. Elana said, giving Neheil's head one final stroke before he lifted it. She braced her hand against his shoulder, using him as a leaning post to stand
You need to do more than just console her. You need to bring her out of her catatonic state, and bring her down to the practice field
Why?
She has much to learn before she is ready to lead our troops into battle. Neheil answered, standing up.
Even though we never intended to, we started the war. Azurina must take her place as queen of the dragons. Only she will be able to end it.
Will she be ready?
With us as her advisors, and with a desire to save her true mate, she will be. But she needs training first. In blade, in claw, and in magic. Now, BRING BACK OUR QUEEN! With that, Neheil carefully walked around Azurina and took flight, angling his flight towards the practice field, where he would search out the trainer of the blade and prepare him for a new student.
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For the longest time, all Azurina heard was a deep rumbling coming from Neheil. At first it made her nervous, as she thought that it was caused by his anger. But when it did not abate, but continued on steadily, it began to have a soothing effect on her.
She just sat there, listening to that soothing sound and stroking the pendant around her neck, trying to figure out how she was going to save Leihiel. She considered just flying after Ariana, but she threw that thought away immediately, knowing that Ariana would just capture her also. She thought of trying to summon Leihiel back with magic, but she then realized that she did not know enough to even try. And through all her thinking, she felt a little tickle at the back of her mind, almost as if she could feel a small connection to her love. But knowing that it was impossible, she ignored it as just a wish.
She was so absorbed in her thinking and planning, she didn't notice that the rumbling behind her had stopped until Neheil carefully edged his way past her and took off. She watched him go, wondering where he could possibly be going, and jumped when she felt Elana place a hand on Azurina's shoulder.
"Are you all right?"
"I miss him, Elana." Azurina said in a weak voice, wiping away a tear. "I've only known him a few hours, but...." she trailed away, not sure how to finish her sentence.
"It feels like you aren't complete, like you're missing half of yourself?" Elana asked, sinking down to kneel next to Azurina. She rubbed small circles on the young dragoness' back, hoping to sooth her frazzled nerves.
"Yes." she said, her voice trembling and tears coming to her eyes as she looked at Elana... "How did you know?"
"I feel the same thing when Neheil is miles away from me."
"What is it? Why do I feel this way?" Azurina cried, burying her face into Elana's shoulder and letting go.
"It's the bond of true mates." Elana soothed, stroking Azurina's back and hair.
"T-t-true mates?" Azurina stuttered, sniffing. "What's a true mate?"
"A true mate," Elana explained, beginning to rock back and forth. "Is essentially the other half of a person's soul. You see, all creatures have a true mate. Most animals find their mates easily, as they are more often than not close to each other. Some beings though, like dragons, elves, humans, and the rest, have to search for their true mate. Often times, it takes years to find a true mate. Sure, we have relationships before we find them, it's normal. But once we find the other half of our soul, all other possibilities disappear. We still notice the beauty of other creatures, but they do nothing for us."
"And what about the pain?" Azurina asked, lifting her head from Elana's shoulder after she stopped rocking.
"That is part of the bond. It connects the two souls together. Most true mates tend to stay close to each other, as being apart tends to be emotionally, and sometimes even physically, painful."
"Did you ever find your true mate, Elana?"
"Of course I did, sweetie. Where do you think Leihiel came from?"
"Oh. Where is he then? I've seen no other male elves around the house besides Leihiel."
"Let me explain something to you, sweetie. Think back to earlier, about how a girl finds her dragon."
Azurina thought for a minute, wiping her face. "You said that girls are brought to the hatchery, and told to open their minds to the eggs."
"And do you know why that is?" Elana asked. Azurina replied with a shake of her head. "It is because when a girl opens her mind, she is also opening her soul, allowing the dragonets to touch her soul. Most of the time a dragon rider's true mate IS her dragon, and her dragon recognizes it. That is why they form such a strong bond. The rider will not realize the truth until she is ready for it. Some riders never realize it, take mates from amongst their race, and release their dragons."
"What happens then?"
"Well, the released dragons live with their wild sisters, helping to keep the dragons alive. The riders, on the other hand, suffer emotionally from being away from their true mates. Most s......"
"Stop!" Azurina whimpered. "I don't want to know any more." she started to cry again, and she buried her face back into Elana's shoulder.
"Shhh. It's all right." Elana soothed, and started rocking back and forth again, stroking Azurina's hair. She continued the motion until Azurina calmed down again. "Feel better?
"Yes, thank you. What do we do now?"
"Now," Elana said, standing up. "You begin your training."
"Training?"
"Yes, you have very little knowledge of aerial battle, and no experience with the blade. We need a strong leader."
"But you are already a strong leader, Elana. Why would the troops not follow you."
"The Riders will follow me into battle, but none of the other races will. Do you not remember the prophecy?
"Not really."
"We'll go over it later then. Let's get you to the practice field. Your teachers will be waiting for you."
"Teachers?"
"Yes, one elf to teach you ground combat, like swordsmanship and archery. Another elf to teach you the use of magic, and a dragon to teach you aerial combat." Elana held her hand out to Azurina. "Come, it will take your mind off Leihiel."
"Ummm....." Azurina hesitated, glancing down at her floor length dress. "I am not dressed for battle training."
Elana looked Azurina up and down, guessing her size. She then closed her eyes and focused, willing a complete set of clothes, including boots, into her right hand that were appropriate for battle training. "Here, try these. They should fit."
"How did you do that?" Azurina asked, staring wide-eyed at Elana.
"You'll learn how from your magic teacher. For now, though," Elana explained, snapping her fingers and making a screen appear in the corner of the room. "Let's get you ready."
Taking the clothes from Elana, Azurina stepped behind the screen and stripped off her dress. She pulled on the light blue leggings, feeling the soft cotton sliding up her legs and hugging the curve of her hips. She picked up the dress portion and slipped it on over her head, letting it settle into place. It fell to her lower thigh, just the right length for running and jumping. She grabbed the boots and stepped out from behind the screen.
"How do they fit?" Elana asked.
"It's a little loose around the waist, but I am use to that. It is hard to find dresses that fit in the shoulders, chest, and waist all at the same time with the size of my boobs." Azurina answered, sitting down on the couch and pulling on the soft, black, flat bottomed leather boots that laced up the front.
"Do you prefer gold or silver?"
"Silver. Why?" She replied, glancing up from tying her boots.