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I was asleep, dreaming of a faceless man. His hands, rough but driving me to madness traveled over my body, touching me in ways no one ever had. I hadn't ever had sex before, but it was every night that I dreamed of it, how I'd want it, where I'd want it...it was like my own secret little obsession. I had always been that good girl who always came home well before curfew, did my school work, and got the good grades to prove it. I was mommy and daddy's little girl. Now I was in college, and I shared a dorm room with another good girl who was away for the entire semester abroad for her studies.
Lately in my dreams, it hasn't romantic and slow and sultry, it was fast, hard, and always after a chase. The man was hard and violent but the way he made me feel made up for everything. He never said anything, he would just chase me. I would be running and I knew he was after me. I would be terrified, knowing that if he caught me, he might kill me, toy with me, and make me beg for mercy. He always caught me though, no matter how hard I tried to escape, and when he did...he made me beg, beg for him to drive into me, fill me, stretch me to the limit and then use me any way that he wanted to. Tonight was no different. I was past the begging stage and simply butter in his hands, nothing more than his toy, as he slammed into me ruthlessly.
"Please! Don't leave me again! Stay!" I gasped in rhythm to his thrusts. I knew what was coming as I felt the climax grow in the bottoms of my toes. The man kept pounding into me without cease and just as I started to feel it blossoming, his face came into focus: his dark black hair, bright green eyes, and golden skin flashed in front of my face.
I woke up in a cold sweat just before I climaxed and growled. My body was strung tighter than the strings on a violin. I never dreamed of the climax, but I always wanted to know what it would be like. I sighed, frustrated, as my heart slowed its erratic beating and I stopped shaking. No guys here really had the guts to date a criminology major, they were always afraid of doing something wrong. Hell, I wouldn't have minded it if things got out of control. I was just looking for the chance. I wiped a shaking hand over my forehead and felt the sweat beaded there. I blew out a pent up breath and made a sound of pure frustration. All throughout high school, the health teachers would always say that it wouldn't hurt anyone if they didn't get "satisfied" yeah, that was a bunch of bull. I ached all over and couldn't do a damn thing about it. I'd tried masturbating, but it just didn't work like people said it did.
I looked through the closed window and saw the rain driving down on the glass. Lightning flashed across the sky and I smiled. I loved thunderstorms. Thunder boomed through the room and I jumped. I rolled over and saw that my roommate's window was wide open. I jumped out of bed and padded over to it in bare feet. I shut it quickly and felt her sodden bed comforter.
"Damn..." I groaned. I would have to take it down to the dryers in the morning before my campus job. I glared at the window. I hadn't left that open. It had been shut before I went to bed because I knew that the storm was coming. Maybe I hadn't... Lightning arched through the sky and my smile froze on my face as the light illuminated something in the open bathroom door behind me. I waited in strained silence as more lightning flashed and again the reflection was there. I spun around, my hand going to my throat. A man stood in front of the open bathroom door. My other hand was clenched in the fabric of my roommate's comforter. My heart pounded in my chest.
"Wha...? Who are you? What are you doing here?" My heart felt like a caged bird, flapping its wings uselessly against the cage of my ribs. He wasn't looking at me, he was looking down at the ground, and he was dripping wet. He must have opened the window to get in!
"You should leave...!" I told him with a tremulous voice. His head rose and he looked me straight in the eyes. His nostrils flared and I took in the sharp angles of his face, the golden tanned color of his skin, his unnaturally bright green eyes that bored into mine, and the raven black hair that covered his head, dripping wet from the torrent of rain outside. That face! My heart started to race for an entirely different reason. He was the man from my dreams!
"Who are you?" I whispered. He stepped forward and my legs itched to run. He didn't answer me at first; he just stared at me as if I were a delectable morsel ready to eat.
"You know who I am; I am Micah." He grinned.
"What are you doing here?" My voice broke slightly in the middle as my stomach grew butterflies. He grinned at me again and opened his mouth.
"You begged me not to leave you." He growled. My mouth dropped open and all the breath left my body in one giant rush. He couldn't have known about that! Those were just dreams. "I'll make you beg me again, Cassandra."
Oh God, my body started to ache and thrum as I watched him move towards me. But my heart was still beating rapidly in fear as well. This wasn't a dream where nothing mattered, this was real life! I spun around and threw open the window. I felt his rough hand clasp my ankle but I slipped through his grasp and fell outside. Luckily my roommate and I were on the bottom floor. There wasn't a long way to fall. I got back up and took off running, the rain pouring down on me, soaking through my thin pajamas. I was already freezing, but I had to keep running. Maybe I could loose him in the forest. I took off on a muddy bike trail and slipped a few times, but stayed on my feet. I looked back and saw him rushing after me, his strides smooth like a supreme predator with confidence in his abilities.
I slipped in the mud and fell to my knees and struggled to get back up but slipped again. Before I knew it, Micah was on top of me and I was face first in the mud. I wiped it from my eyes and fought him, kicking and screaming, but my screams for help were drowned out by the thunder. His hands pinned me down and he turned me over so his entire front was pressed up against mine. I could feel his erection pressing into me and I gasped. He growled and rose up over me, blocking out the rain with his head. His lips were drawn back in a snarl and I could see that his teeth were bright white, his canines were larger than usual, but not like a vampire. Micah's bright green eyes flashed brilliantly. I was breathing heavily and could feel the mud underneath me and it was cold, but the heat coming from him was enough to make me squirm.
"What do you want?" I asked foolishly.
"You know what I want, Cass." He leaned over to my ear and chuckled, "I want you to beg."
I groaned as Micah thrust against me. Even through our clothes, I could feel the supreme heat there, right where I wanted it. I was breathing through my mouth and so was he. It pleased me immensely to see that he was affected just as much as I was. He dug his hands underneath me and lifted me from the ground. I wrapped my arms and legs around him as he brought us out of the mud. He walked from the bike trail, every jolting step shoving his erection harder against my heat. I gasped and he growled as he threw me down onto a bunch of ferns. The forest was dense, I had my hands on the ground, but all I could feel was slick, wet plants underneath, no mud or wet ground. I rose up on my elbows and watched him carefully.