The sun rose over the City of Calgary, Alberta, and as usual, Hakim Winston rose with it. Shooting a disgusted look at the body lying next to his, he left his bed, and went to the nearby washroom. Looking in the mirror, he grimaced as he saw what looked back at him. A six-foot-tall, brawny and muscular young man with light brown skin, curly hair and lime-green eyes. Many would have called him handsome, but at the moment he couldn't see it. All he felt when looking at his reflection was anger, followed by greed and disgust. Once again his baser nature had gotten the best of him, and he didn't like it one bit.
Born of a Lebanese Christian mother and Jamaican father, he was used to his unique good looks attracting attention wherever he went. The youngest son of Toronto Police Service Constable Roderick Winston and Mississauga councilwoman Mira Hassan, he surprised his parents by opting to study at the University of Calgary instead of following his brother Wahid Winston to the University of Toronto. I'd rather die than live in my brother's shadow, he told his mom and dad after receiving the letter of acceptance and full academic scholarship confirmation from the University of Calgary civil engineering program.
I respect your decision son but Calgary isn't Toronto, his father had said. Looking at the tall, somewhat portly, dark-skinned man with the graying beard and shaved him who sired him, Hakim flashed him his fearless smile. I can handle the rednecks just fine Pops, Hakim smiled, knowing how much his dad hated being called pops. Mind your tone, his mother warned. Short, bronze-skinned, dark-haired and curvy, Mira Hassan had always been a strong, no-nonsense woman.
As the only successful Arab female politician in all of Canada, she was used to people opposing her everywhere she went. When she met her future husband, Jamaican-born immigrant Roderick Winston at the University of Toronto in 1980, they were both eighteen years and from radically different worlds. Good Arab girls, whether Christian or Muslim, don't date black men. Thus went the conventional wisdom of the Arab community. Mira Hassan and Roderick Winston began dating, and eventually fell in love.
The young couple's decision to marry stunned their families. Mira's parents, Joseph and Yasmina Hassan basically disowned her. I'd rather you marry one of those Muslim creeps who are destroying our beloved Lebanon than a black guy, her father had said. Fuck you dad, came Mira Hassan's reply. Teary-eyed, she left her parents house, never to return. She and Roderick moved in together, graduated from university, got married and had two sons. Considering their humble beginnings and the hardships they faced, they did surprisingly well for themselves. Mira Hassan got her MBA from the University of Toronto in 1985 but opted for a career in politics rather than business. And she'd been a member of Toronto's City Council, representing the Mississauga riding, for decades. Her husband fulfilled his lifelong dream of becoming a police officer by enrolling at the Ontario Police College right after earning his Canadian citizenship in 1986.
Mira Hassan and her family had weathered many storms, but the one thing the otherwise strong matriarch couldn't fathom was the sheer coldness she saw in her youngest son's eyes. Don't worry about me mother I'll be just fine, Hakim told her and with that, he left. They didn't hear from him until a month after he'd moved into the residence at the University of Calgary. What's wrong with this lad? Mira asked her husband, crossing herself. I just pray he doesn't lose himself to the Gift, Roderick said, gently pulling his wife into his arms.
If only they could see me now, Hakim smiled to himself. Once he finished shaving, he caressed his chin, leaving a tiny goatee. Much better, he told himself. A groan from his bedroom snapped him out of his narcissistic reverie. Hello lover, said Julian as he got up from the bed. Hakim turned and stared at the short, red-haired and green-eyed white guy he picked up at the Wild Rose tavern in Calgary's south end. Just another notch on his belt. He'd been banging a lot of queer rednecks lately. Apparently, lots of racist white guys craved black cock. Who knew? Last night was fun, Julian smiled, my ass is still sore. Good, Hakim said, tossing him a towel. What's that for? Julian asked dumbly. Shower and get the fuck out of my house, Hakim said with an angelic smile.
Half an hour later, Julian was gone. Hakim sat at the computer, and logged onto his WebCT account on the University of Calgary website. He checked his grades for his most recent assignment on his Ethics of Civil Engineering course. He smiled as he saw he got an A plus. Better and better, he told himself. He didn't much care for his professor, Liam O'Neill, and like most Albertans, the old white dude was politely bigoted. He wasn't used to having a brilliant and opinionated young man of color in his classroom. Even in the Age of Obama, it seemed that old white guys feared intelligent and ambitious black men more than ever.
Hakim checked Yahoo news, and what he saw pleased him immeasurably. Three more bodies found savaged in the woods, read the headline from the Calgary Herald newspaper. The police suspect a wild animal, read the report from newswoman Nicole Randall. Not the work of an animal, Hakim laughed. There was a full moon in a couple of days and he'd go hunting again. Hakim smiled, and then got up and left. Time to get to class. While walking through the hallways, something caught his attention. A tall, fine-looking, dark-skinned chick with a thick, round ass. Hello beautiful, he said with a wry grin.