Well, My cousin got in the shower and washed herself off. I had to use the bathroom and thankfully she left the door unlocked. When I was using the restroom I could hear her crying in the shower and I assumed it was about what happened last night. After I was done going to the bathroom I went out into the room and started gathering my stuff so we could leave. I ended up wearing a gray thong and then light washed Hollister shorts and then a tan bra and a brown tank top. Nothing special but something comfortable for a long car ride.
I gathered up all my stuff and packed it all away and brought it down to my car to load up. My cousin did the same thing. We then went and got something for breakfast down stairs while the other girls packed up their stuff. Once everybody was packed up we went and checked out and split up into two cars. I was super tired from last night so I asked one of the other girls if they wouldn't mind driving my car. That wasn't a problem and I had one of the other girls drive my car. I ended up sitting in the back with my cousin so I could comfort her and talk to her about things.
We set out on the drive home, and before long Chris text me, "Hello just checking in on you."
I replied, "We just left the hotel."
Chris said, "Okay I am excited to see you later."
I replied, "Yeah me too I am over this weekend."
Chris asked, "Why what happened?"
I replied, "Its a long story."
Chris then said, "Okay?"
After that I was just completely short with Chris the whole car ride home. Chris could tell something was wrong but he didn't understand what was wrong. My cousin then looked over and asked me, "What should I tell my soon to be husband."
I responded, "If you feel the need to tell him then be honest with him, but if you could handle it being a secret then don't say anything."
I continued with, "I am always here if you need to talk about this."
She responded with, "Thank you I just cant believe that happened last night."
I said, "Yeah things happen."
I then thought to myself about what happened last night, and all I could think about was how big David was and how sore I still was from last night.
Well, after about 2 hours in the car everyone had to go to the bathroom so we found a rest stop and pulled over to use the bathroom. After we all went to the bathroom we got back in the car and continued the drive home. I ended up falling asleep the rest of the way home and so did my cousin.
While I was sleeping I had this really weird dream and all I could think about is my cousin with David. It was like a nightmare and I had no clue why I was thinking about this, but all that kept playing in my head was her moaning as David went deeper and faster into her.
All of a sudden I got woken up by the other girls in the front seat, They said, "We are home."
I woke up and stretched a little bit then got out of the car. I helped the other girls unload their stuff and said good bye. I then got back in my car and continued the 20 minute drive to my house. Once I arrived Chris came out and greeted me with a hug and a kiss. Chris then helped me unload my stuff and carried it in the house.
I got inside and the baby was asleep, I went up and kissed him on the forehead and went and sat down on the couch. Chris came and sat down beside me and asked, "So whats wrong?"
I then told Chris, "It was just a lot of drama all weekend the girls weren't getting along some of us felt excluded and it just wasn't a lot of fun."
Chris then said, "Well I am sorry you didn't have fun."
He then asked, "Is there anything more that is bugging you that you would like to talk about?"
I then thought to myself I cant keep hiding this stuff from Chris especially when it was against my will that it happened in the first place.
So I said, "Yes there is."
Chris then said, "What is it?"
I then said, "Well my cousins maid of honor got us really drunk and then made us go hang out with other guys."
Chris then said, "Continue."
I then told him, "Well this guy named David came up and hung out with me and we danced and stuff."
Chris said, "Anything else happen?"
I then told him, "I believe I was drugged or something because I don't remember anything else besides waking up in his hotel room."
Chris then said, "So you hooked up with him?"
I then took a deep breath and said, "I believe so."
Chris couldn't think of anything to say he was speechless and just looked at the tv.
I then told him, "I am sorry I never meant for this to happen."
Chris then said, "Well it did."
Chris then asked, "Anything else you need to tell me."
I then thought to myself again, I should really tell him about Mitch. So with a lot of regret and sigh I mustered up the courage.
So I said, "Remember that night that you had Mitch come over to let me do my stuff."
Chris said, "Yes?"
I said, "Well after I got out of the shower somebody came up behind me and put there hands on my mouth and then covered my eyes with a blindfold and then had sex with me."
Chris said, "Why didn't you tell me that someone raped you?"
I then said, "I had no idea what was going on at the time and all I could think about was the baby and protecting him."
I continued saying, "It wasn't till everything was said and done that the blindfold was taken off and I could see who it was."
Chris said, "Who was it?"
I then said, "Please promise me that you wont text or call or say anything."
Chris said, "I don't know if I can promise anything right now."
I said, "Well then Im not going to tell you until you can promise me."
Chris then said, "Fine then I promise you."
I then said, "It was Mitch."
I continued saying, "Thats why I asked if you really did owe him money."