Once we started dating brandon was up at my house every other day. Now since I was his girlfriend my mom wouldn't let me go stay the night at Rebecca's house anymore knowing that my bf lives there as well.
Well, days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and months ended up turning into a year into our relationship! I had fallen for brandon harder than any person before and I would do anything for brandon.
Well, the doing anything for brandon would soon come back to bite me.
So one day Brandon texted me and asked, "Would you text and talk to other guys?"
I immediately became concerned and kinda hurt by this thinking that brandon has lost interest in me.
I asked brandon, "Why would want me to do something like that?"
Brandon said, "Because you deserve to have guy friends."
I agreed with what he was saying because I cut ties to all my guy friends when me and brandon started dating. So I agreed to start talking to other guys. Most of my guy friends were older and had already moved away so I lost contact with them but there was still a handful that I still talked to.
Well, when me and brandon would hang out he would go through my phone and read some of the conversations me and my guy friends were having. Brandon could tell that sometimes I was flirting with my guy friends, but he didn't say anything to me. After he left that night he text me.
He asked, "Do you like any of your guy friends more than friends?"
I love brandon with all my heart so I couldn't have feelings for these other guys. I told brandon that.
Brandon said, "Well you do flirt with them."
I told brandon, "You're the one that asked me to talk to them."
Brandon then said, "Yes you are right."
Well, that conversation was over. This one guy I was texting though I did have a crush on before I started dating brandon but those feelings have since gone away. A few weeks had passed and no more talk of other guys had come up. Then one day it came up again.
Brandon text me and said, "You know I have been thinking and I want you to hang out with other guys and stuff."
I was absolutely speechless when I read this text message. I immediately called brandon and was like, "Are you serious?"
Brandon was like, "Yeah I think it would make our relationship stronger and also build more trust between us."
I agreed about the trust part but this is not the right way to go about doing that and I loved brandon and only him how could he do this to me. Since I loved him so much and didn't want to lose him I told him I would think about it. So I did think about it and it crushed me inside I was not this girl that would just go hang out with anyone especially when I had a boyfriend. I have only ever been with two guys how could this be happening? I devote myself to one person and one person only.
Well, the guy I had been texting was the only one I could see myself hanging out with. After a lot of thinking and a lot of crying,
I ended up telling brandon, "I would go to a movie with someone".
Brandon said, "Ok and to let him know how it went".
So I texted Austin who I was talking to and asked, "What are you doing tonight?"
He replied with, "Hanging out with a friend right now."
I asked, "Would you like to go see a movie?"
He was confused because he knew I had a boyfriend.
I told him, "Do not worry about brandon and that a lot of people from school were going to the movies," which was a lie.
He said, "Ok let me go home and get changed."
Austin played on the football team going through high school, so I saw him a lot since I was always doing cheerleading. So anyway I started getting ready I straightened my hair which was blonde on top and brown underneath, did my makeup put on a bra that showed my boobs really well wore a nice tank top also wore my favorite thong panties which were laced around the edges and kinda see through on the crotch part, the color was teal and gray. Then put on Hollister shorts that were really tight around my butt.
After I was done getting ready I took a picture of what I was wearing and sent it to brandon with the caption, "I can't believe you wouldn't want this just for yourself."
Brandon replied and said, "Wow I can't believe how beautiful you look I'm seriously jealous."
I replied back saying, "Good you should be."
I then headed to the movies driving myself there. I arrived at the movies and I saw Austin pulling up, I immediately got nervous and called brandon.
When he answered I asked, "Are you really sure you want me to do this?"
Brandon responded by saying, "Yes it's not like I'm asking you to hook up with him," I was like, "fine," and hung up.
I got out of my car and walked up to the front of the movie theatre. Austin then saw me and he also started walking up towards the theatre. I greeted Austin with a hug.
Austin said, "I looked amazing," I responded telling him, "thank you".
He then asked, "Where is everyone?"
I told him, "That it was just going to be me and that I had to lie to get him to come."
He said, "You are one sly person," and just laughed.
We went in and bought our tickets, the show we went and saw was called spy it was supposed to be really funny. We got into the theatre and grabbed some seats towards the middle of the theatre. I didn't want to be in the back where he could possibly try something on me. Well, the movie went on and Austin didn't ever really try anything on me. The only thing he really did was hold my hand and I figured that was the least I could do.
The movie lasted about an hour and a half, brandon hadn't text me once which I found strange. I didn't think much of it though because I was just doing what he asked me to do. The movie ended and we started walking out of the theatre.
Austin looked at me and said, "I had a great time with you tonight."
I then said, "Yeah it was pretty fun and the movie was hilarious also."
Austin asked, "What are you going to do now?"
I told him, "Probably just go home."
Austin asked, "Would you like to go and get ice cream or something with me?"
In my head I was thinking I should probably just go home since I did what brandon wanted me to do, but instead ice cream seemed really good at the time.
I agreed and said, "Yeah I don't have anything else going on so that should be fine".
Austin then said, "He could drive and that he would bring me back once we were done".
I said, "That was a good idea instead of driving 2 cars".
Austin drove a white lifted chevy a newer year model and it was really nice. So we started driving to the ice cream place. Once we got there we each picked out what we wanted and paid.
Austin then said, "Hey I know a great place to go that you can just see the stars and its beautiful out."
I told Austin, "I didn't want to go since I was going to have to be home soon."
He said, "Not to worry that he would have me back in time." Plus he said, "Usually there are other people out there."
Since he said there would be other people out there I told Austin, "Ok we could go."
So we got back in austin's truck and headed to this place which was 15 minutes out of town.
We got to this place which was up on a hill that overlooked our town and it was so quiet and beautiful. I noticed that we were the only people there.
I asked Austin about it, Austin said, "Usually there is but tonight might be an exception."
I told him, "I don't feel comfortable being here alone."
He looked at me and said, "Not to worry."
For some reason I believed Austin, I'm not sure if it was his eyes that got me or if it was just that I was enjoying myself. Austin has blonde hair with blue eyes 5 foot 9, weighed 150 pounds and was very athletic since he played on the football team.
Well, we got out of his truck and went and got into the back of his truck. He pulled out some blankets to lay on to stare up at the stars. It was a clear night nice and warm so I wasn't too cold and the stars were really bright that night.
Austin said, "This night is one to remember for sure."
I looked at him and said, "Yeah I am really enjoying myself".
Austin then looked into my eyes and said, "You are just so beautiful I always am looking at you when you're cheerleading."
This kinda gave me butterflies in my stomach, I said, "Thank you," not knowing what else to say.