I presumed this would be my last few hours alive, but I was wrong. One man started to rub my pussy while the other was grabbing at my tits so hard I thought he might rip them off. Trying to scream in pain but still gagged so just moaning slightly, one man lays down on the floor and I get forced on top of him. He forces his cock into my pussy and I'm so lifeless on top of him with no fight in me from being so scared and in pain so I just take it, sobbing which is only making them both even happier and more smug by the minute.
The other guy then kneels down behind me and puts his cock in my asshole at the same time. I've never felt pain like it, completely dry apart from the little bit of spit he used on his cock. They used me, they fucked me like a dirty whore who deserved no better. They changed positions and one of them asked me if he takes the gag out will I be quiet? I made no response, I once again couldn't make a noise, I felt disgusting. He undone the gag, I was bent over, a cock smashing into my pussy and a second cock finding its way down my throat. I couldn't breathe, the men grabbed at anywhere they could - my boobs, hips, ass cheeks, belly.
Everywhere felt so tender, I felt the guy who was fucking me pull out and cover my back in his cum wiping his cock on my ass as a dirty cum rag. He got up and started to get dressed. Minutes later the other guy exploded down my throat making me cough and splutter. It tasted gross, he wiped his cock round my face pulled his trousers up. They both laughed at me and just walked away and left me, I guess I should have been happy to be alive but to begin with I just felt dirty.
I quickly tried to gather my clothes but I could barely walk, crying so I could barely see but I managed it. I got myself dressed and I made it home, I showered for hours. Just sat there washing away the dirt, but I couldn't get rid of it. No matter how hard I tried, after hours of thinking and scrubbing I realised something. I enjoyed my experience with those two strangers, it was exhilarating. That was the reason I barely made a noise and didn't try and run at all, deep down I enjoyed it. This was the moment I looked into my rape fetish.