Chapter 2 - Ride to Revenge
A sudden jerk woke me up from my stupor. It could have been just a few minutes or several hours, I could not tell. After all, how can someone even fall asleep in trunk of a car - especially when she is crammed in a golf bag, hand-cuffed and gagged. Whether I had slept or passed out, I did not know that, but that short break from the millions of thoughts and fears racing through my mind, had given me some strength. He drove along as I adjusted to my condition. Tying me was one thing, but he had crossed the limits by gagging me and putting me in the trunk. It wasn't a punishment, it was an insult. I was an idiot if I didn't make him pay for this cruelty.
When the "road-trip" began, I had stayed quiet and almost unresponsive because of the shock. If I had started thrashing around and shouting through the tape right then, someone in his building or the society guard or even a passerby would have noticed and stopped him. But wait. Did I even want that? Being discovered like this meant a call to police and then names being asked and details getting dug up. My statement would be taken, and if I admitted that he had taken me by force, he would be jailed and prosecuted. If I denied it and then what could be a genuine explanation for being tied and gagged in a cricket-bag in your boyfriend's trunk? No, that would have been a very awkward situation for him as well as me. Or was that the right thing to do? Had I made the wrong choice by not reacting then and was I continuing that mistake by not reacting now? It was all twisted and confusing.
Out of the need to do something, but not able to conclude what to do, I yelled. The duct tape on my lips prevented lip movement but I could still make loud enough noise. With all the strength, I had, I began the ruckus by yelling at full volume.
What it sounded inside my head was similar to "Ahhhhhh!!" but what came out was " mmmmmmmmm - gulp - gulp -- mmmmm". The car slowed a little, so the sound must have reached his ears. Worth it! I checked my wrists and pulled at the handcuffs. They were meant to stay. Cold, hard steel brushing and rubbing against my delicate skin, like shackles of guilt and regret. My feet almost touched my hands and I realized that if I balled up a little more I could bring my hands forward. So, I crawled further in and brought my knees as close to my chin as I could, arched my shoulders backwards and stretched my arms straight. Taking in a deep breath through my nose, I pulled my hands forward. It worked! My left arm ached like hell, as I had been lying on my left side all the time. Having my hands in front, allowed me to shift my weight and get as comfortable as I could.
I clawed at my face with my hand, to find the corner of the tape sealing my lips. Finally, I found a corner, which was all wet from my sweat. It was good thing, because the wetness helped me rip off the tape from my lips with less damage. My mouth felt stick and dry, and my lips burnt from the tape's glue. It was obvious that this was the most that could be done for now, yet, an attempt to open the bag from within felt justified. Another few minutes passed in futile attempts to open the bag's zip, but there was no way out. It was surely locked from outside. Should I start yelling for help? No. No Police.