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MAEVE
Maeve steeled herself against the sight that would greet her on the other side of the tent flapβsick and dying children, lethargic with fever, blood dripping from their noses, ears and eyes as the haemorrhagic virus entered its final stages. They would stare at her with hollow eyes, some resigned to die, but a few would have hope that she could end their suffering and make them well. That was worse, because she could, but at the same time she could not.
You can't heal them all.
Her mother's voice in her head, always warning, always cautious.
But Maeve was sure she could. Her healing magic called to her, always wanting to do more, whispering that together they didn't have to let anyone die.
Pushing the flap aside she entered the tent. This late at night, technically early in the morning, no one stirred. She didn't want to call attention to herself. Fame and money held no appeal, and she definitely didn't want to get locked up somewhere and studied for what she could do. She didn't even like staying in one place long, there was too much of the world to see, too many new things to do. Being stuck in a room at someone else's whim was a fate worse than death.
Death. It was present here, hovering over the children in their cots. She'd seen these kids playing soccer, no, they called it football here, only a week ago. Now they lay lined up in two rows stretching the length of the tent, waiting to die.
No. Not this time.
Their listless, watchful gazes followed Maeve as she moved to the center of the tent. She knelt and extended her arms. Her healing magic swirled around her in bright flares of emerald green. Normally she touched the person she wanted to direct her magic into, but she didn't have time to go one at a time. There were too many.
Not too much at once.
Maeve brushed her mother's warning aside and called more magic. It answered, swirls of green surrounding her. She summoned more, but something stopped her. Frowning she closed her eyes and concentrated, searching within herself, following her magic to its source. The closer she went the more off her magic was. It felt... Stuck. Locked up. She searched again, delving farther than she'd gone. Her mother had always stopped her before.
Thereβat her center, a latticework of magic not hers. A sapphire blue net around the emerald green core held her magic prisoner. Her mother's magic had been blue. All this time her mother had told her of her limits when all the while her mother had been limiting her! Rage surged through her. How dare her mother confine her? Trap her magic in a cage? All the people she'd been unable to help, all the ones she'd had to watch die, all the guilt she felt for not doing enoughβshe laid all of them and all of that at her mother's feet.
The blue magic shattered. Power like she'd never felt before ran rampant through her. Invigorated, she opened her eyes. Her magic filled the tent. Several of the children sat up, reaching for the magic so strong even they could see it. A few were still able to smile and laugh.
Maeve laughed too, and with a thought, tendrils of green became animals. Lions, crocodiles, eagles, hippos, snakes, elephants and giraffes hung in the air. She turned in a circle, the animals spinning with her.
More children were awake now, just being exposed to her magic giving them strength. When she had an animal for each child she released them. The kids shrieked, a little fear but mostly delight, as the magic animals crashed into them, healing magic hurtling into their devastated bodes to destroy any trace of illness.
The tent flap whipped back and people streamed in, hurrying to the children's sides. A man yelled at her, grabbed her shoulders and shook her, but Maeve paid him no attention. Wielding this much magic should have exhausted her. Instead, she felt euphoric. She could climb a mountain, swim the sea, run through the plains. If she had wings she could fly forever.
"Fever broke."
"Stopped bleeding."
"Lungs clear."
Their words washed over her. She'd done it. The man shaking her stopped, left her to go to his daughter's cot. "You healed her."
"She healed all of them."
Maeve couldn't answer, still caught up in the heady influence of all the magic she wielded. She never had to watch anyone die again. And if someone did, at this moment, she thought she might be able to bring them back. The idea sobered her. Maybe there was such a thing as too much power. She tried to rein her magic in but it refused. She wasn't in control here.
She blinked, the crowd of people in the tent coming into focus. The children were sitting up and smilingβall of them. Their eyes shone with happiness rather than fever. Parents hugged them. The raw relieved joy and love felt like something private and Maeve slipped through the tent flaps.
Outside the stars twinkled brighter. She couldn't walk, it was too slow. Running seemed rude. Full of energy, but unsure where she wanted to go, just knowing she needed to move, she danced, swaying and skipping between wooden huts and canvas tents.
Her tank top and cargo pants felt too tight. Her skin felt too small. The goosebumps the cool morning air raised over her bare arms made her shiver, but rather than cold she felt alive. She inhaled, the earthy scent of the jungle, always a little intimidating before, teemed with life and called to her. Arms raised over her head she twirled.
A dark shape loomed ahead and she faltered. Her magic was intrigued, urging her forward, but Maeve felt trepidation and held back. The darkness solidified into a taller and broader man than the men she'd seen in the town. His dark hair seemed to absorb the moonlight reflected in pale blue eyes. Shadows defined sharp angles on a handsome face. Moving on feet controlled by her magic, she twirled again, unable to prevent her forward momentum.
He paused, watching her as she neared, not moving out of her way. Riding high on happiness, feeling a little drunk on healing, she lowered her hands onto his shoulders to urge him to turn in a sideways dance step with her instead of letting irritation rankle at him blocking her way.