I'd never been so cold in my life. I thought that growing up in Montana would have made me immune to the winter chill, but the Northern air biting at my exposed skin was a different beast. Even through three layers of fabric, I may as well have been wearing a sheet. I tugged my hat further down over my ears as I followed Irina through the blustering snowstorm, and prayed for a warm fire to greet us at the tavern.
I had expected the winter to come quickly after my arrival, but I'd only arrived a day prior. Kholodnyi was located in the far reaches of Eastern Siberia, far further than any unassuming tourist could ever find themselves. The name itself translated appropriately to "cold". It had taken me two day's ride by train from Moscow, and yet another half day's slow trudge from the nearest train station to the tiny village.
Snow flakes were already settling on the ground as I crested the final pass into the village, and in the night they came again with a vengeance. I had woken in the morning to a world blanketed in white, the village quiet all around me. Irina, the woman had kindly let me stay with her, told me that the villagers were simply waiting for the storm to pass. Stoves were packed tight with wood and chimneys smoked verdantly.
"It is best to keep inside until the storm ends," she had said, "It is easy to become lost in the night."
And yet here we were, outside in the blizzard, because my research couldn't wait. The book I was writing needed firsthand accounts of folklore from the people themselves. There was no way I was going to get that inside, so here I was, struggling to put one foot in front of the other through the blinding snow.
"Foolish girl," Irina had said to me, her voice blazing with irritation. But she had agreed to escort me nonetheless. At the time, it had felt like the most important thing.
But now, as the bitter winds whipped around me and the snowflakes stung my cheeks, I wasn't so sure. I was beginning to lose feeling in my extremities, and I was certain my lips were beginning to turn blue.
Irina was a few paces ahead of me, and as the wind picked up, the snow came with it, and her figure became obscured.
"Irina!" I called out, but my voice was swept away.
"Come along, Nina," came her voice. I pressed on.
A faint glow lit the darkness ahead of me, unmistakable. I knew we must be close. Irina had told me that the tavern was just a mile outside of Kholodnyi proper. It seemed an odd choice, to have the hub of the village so distant from the homes. As I trudged forward, the glow grew brighter, and soon the shape of the tavern was revealed through the haze.
It wasn't much. Two stories tall, and a thatched roof that reached out far past the edge of the building. It had likely been built that way to keep the snow off of the roof, so that the structure wouldn't collapse under the weight.
"I cannot go with you," Irina said, suddenly right next to me. "I must return home, the storm will worsen, and I do not want to become lost."
I looked over at her, my breath forming clouds in front of me, and tried to speak, but she cut me off.
"It is a short walk to the tavern from here. They have room and board, and a hearth for you to warm yourself by," her voice gained an edge of teasing, "And all the stories you so desire." It was clear she still thought I was foolish, but couldn't help the edge of endearment.
Without another word, Irina turned and walked away, and was swallowed by the blizzard.
I turned my attention back to the fast-approaching glow. As I reached the heavy wooden door, I could almost feel the heat coming from within. I pushed, and the door gave way easily. The warmth enveloped me as soon as I stepped through the door. It was an immediate reprieve, and my skin tingled as it thawed. My clothes were still soaked through, however, and they clung to me.
As I pulled the door closed, a few curious faces turned to look at me. There weren't many people there, but it would be sufficient start to my research. A long bar was set against the back wall, and behind it a row of bottles lined a shelf. Tables were scattered around the floor, some full, others empty, and a fire burned bright in an enormous fireplace.
"Can I help you?" A voice drew my attention. I looked up and saw a bear of a man standing behind the bar. He spoke in heavily accented English, and I wondered how out of place I must have looked for him to know I didn't speak Russian.
"Yes, thank you," I replied, walking up to the bar, "My name is Nina. I'm looking for a place to stay for the night."
He regarded me for a moment, eyes traveling from my soaked clothes, to my dripping hat, and finally meeting my gaze.
"Sergey," he said, giving my wet gloved hand a brief shake. Heat flushed my cheeks as I imagined how I must look.
He continued, "I'm sure I could find a spare bed. But first, have a drink. Dry off by the fire. We can't have you catching a chill."
"Spasibo," I said, giving him a grateful smile. He raised an eyebrow and I hoped that I had remembered my rudimentary Russian correctly. I hurried away to remove my hat and gloves, and hung them up on the rack near the door. Then, I settled myself at a small table near the fireplace.
Sergey brought me a steaming mug of tea. I sipped at it and tried not to make a face. The warmth was welcome, but the taste was not.
He was watching me closely. "Not to your liking?" he asked.
I forced a smile. "Just a bit too hot," I said. He didn't look fooled, but he left me to my own devices after that.
As the minutes wore on, and the storm continued to rage outside, I pulled out my notebook and pen, intending to make notes about my arrival. I was disparaged to discover that my pen was useless, having been soaked through. Instead, I stared down at the hot cup of tea, if you could even call it that. With a glance around, I realized that I was the focus of several people's attention. I wasn't surprised. It couldn't be a frequent occurrence to have outsiders here, much less in winter. I smiled and raised my cup in greeting. Some returned the gesture, though most just looked away.
I knew I looked a mess. My hair was beginning to dry and the dark locks were a curly tangle. I tried to tame them into a braid halfheartedly. I could feel how pink my cheeks were still as I recovered from the storm.
"It is an unkind thing, this weather," said a voice.
I looked up to see a woman approaching me. She was thin, and her face was wrinkled with age, but she walked with a gentle grace.
"Please, sit," I said, indicating the chair across from me. "You're right. It's quite vicious."
She smiled at me and sat. Her hair was gray and wispy, her nose somewhat cracked from the frost, and her arms taught with surprising amount of muscle. Although there was an easy way about her, I suspected she had not had an easy life.
"We don't get visitors often. What brings you here, lapochka?" Her English was very good.