The events that I am going to write here happened to me a year ago. I have not told anyone about them and am still confused and ashamed of them.
I returned to my car that was parked in a large multi-story car park in the city center. The car park was busy and I was parked in the middle of it. I got in and put my seatbelt on before sensing something behind me. A voice sent a shudder straight through me.
"You will come to no harm I will not hurt or even touch you. Give me 30 seconds to explain and I promise I will leave the car after that time if you ask me to. If you let me I will talk you through a fantasy that I know you have in such a way that you will feel like you are almost experiencing it. As I have already said I promise not to touch you in any way.
I guess you are very frightened at this moment. That feeling of fright will only add to the fantasy if you are prepared to let it. I will give you the next few seconds to ask me to leave. If you don't I will start to talk you through the fantasy."
To say I was confused and very frightened was a huge understatement. A shiver went right through me and the hairs on the back of my head stood up. Of course I must tell him to leave. Anything could happen and all the worst possibilities flashed through my head.
I was just aware enough of myself to appreciate that my body was buzzing and a small part of me wanted to immerse myself in this madness. For some reason as if to stop myself from asking him to leave I held my breath. It is embarrassing to admit it but I think I just craved something exciting to happen in my boring repetitive life.
"I am so pleased that you want me to talk you through your fantasy. It is a fantasy that you would probably never wish to experience but this way you can get to almost experience it. If at any time you wish me to leave you only have to ask. I am now going to take you to a place in your mind that you have not shared with anyone else and you find difficult to even think of yourself.
Let me paint the picture of how it all comes to happen. You are at a party of a very well off friend of a friend of a friend. The girl who invited you and came with you has long ago disappeared with a good-looking guy she just met. Drink and drugs are openly being used but you have stayed on the booze only. Your eye is caught by a guy who you know is a close friend of the host.
Within a minute you are dancing with this very impressive guest. At the end of the dance he leads you up the stairs into an empty bedroom and you are slightly shocked at how happily you settle down to start making out. He is not over pushy and when he swallows a small tablet and offers you one you accept it without asking about it. You were not sure whether you were worried or happy when he locked the door and returned to the bed.