The following story has themes of misogyny, non-consent sex, humiliation, abuse and other dark themes. If such content offends you, please do not read. This is an erotic FICTION story not meant as any sort of gender, sexual, political or societal protest. This is purely for entertainment and never meant to happen in reality.
I enter my room where I look at the window. That fateful window. It's closed and locked tight, not to mention it has a bar that I added at the top to make sure no one can open it. To open the window you would have to remove that metal bar which can only be done from the inside.
Each time I go into my bedroom, I always first look at the window. I do this because of what happened just about 3 weeks ago, which is something I still can't believe happened. It's the sort of thing that is so unbelievable that your mind can't really process what happened. That the memory is faded and dreamy no matter how you think about it.
On that fateful night three weeks ago, I had just finished my first ever college mid-terms and celebrated with a few friends (and tequila). Then I came home to my parent's house where I live since I'm still 18, where I was still riding high. It was a great night.
That's when a man appeared at the window. A forty something year old man. A stranger. Some guy I had never seen before in my life.
I had opened the window open as it was a nice night and I wanted the breeze to come in. I was feeling rather warm, either due to the tequila or my own devices, and liked the cool breeze. To make it a bit worse, the window screen had fallen off some time ago, so the open window was like a hole into my room, much like a portal. And since it faces the front/side of the house, it can be easily seen from the sidewalk.
In any case, this stranger just walked up and stood at my window. Stood there and stared at me, scaring me horribly. Then he demanded my bras and panties. That's right, all of my bras and panties.
Scared out of my mind, I gave them to him, even going so far as to put them in a bag for him. I know why he did this, well, why other than that the guy was a pervert. And it's because I have a rather large chest and at the time I was in my pajama top which would have shown this. It would have been impossible to hide it.
Once he had all my bras and panties, he then made me strip naked. Did this because he wanted the panties I was wearing. And well, to make a long story short, in the end, he fucked me. Had me stick my own bottom naked half out my open window, where he fucked me like I have never been fucked before. Fucked me from behind while holding my wrists behind me as I was half out of the window.
It was very surreal. Some days I truly think it was just a dream and didn't happen. Only the fact I had to go out and buy all new underwear proves it was very real. If not for that, I'm not sure my mind would let me keep it that it happened. It would make me believe it was nothing but a horrible dream.
I haven't told anyone what happened, not even the internet. Only two people know, me and the guy who fucked me. Well, I guess he's probably told others. Why wouldn't he? If there was ever a sex story to share about fucking a Latina with big tits like myself, that would be it. One where she is robbed of not just clothes, but pussy as well. Doesn't matter if I'm a bit nerdy or geeky. Pussy is pussy as I've been told.
I shake my head as there's no one at the closed window. I'm not even sure why I look any longer. The guy is never going to come back. He would be crazy if he did.
Maybe that's why I look...a part of me wants him to come back. Wants him to come back and say he wants more. But that's crazy talk. Utterly crazy. What happened was horrible and wrong, even if I enjoyed it. Even if I came multiple times. It should never happen again.
I often think about leaving the window open again. It was wrong and if I knew the guy, I would have to have him arrested, but I still think about it. That's the right thing to do, not to fantasize about being made into a sex object and forced by some guy that could very well be homeless. I'm not some sort of sex freak after all. In fact I did a couple of STD tests just to make sure he didn't give me anything.
I close the door to my bedroom and pull out the small bottle of tequila I have in my pocket. My friend Jennifer just came back from visiting Mexico and snuck me an honest to goodness bottle of tequila from Mexico. The good stuff that you can actually sip, which has taste, not the sort that you shoot one after another in hopes of getting drunk.
As today has been a crazy day, I put in my earbuds and sit at my desk to look at the window. Every so often I take a sip of tequila as I try to think about what I'm feeling. Today was a crazy day because I just got dumped, even if it wasn't a serious relationship. It was just a few dates.
It was this guy I met at college and we went on a couple of dates, end of story. I thought we were going fine, with us having a bit of chemistry, but I guess not as the guy texted me saying, "This isn't working out. Have a nice life." At least he told me. Last guy didn't even do that and I figured we weren't going out any longer when I saw him with another girl on campus...kissing.
Supposedly, via one of my friends, he dumped me because he didn't think I was pretty enough. Another friend said it was because I didn't fuck him yet, as he thought it would happen on the first date since "I must be a closet freak." The whole every woman is a closeted freak must be a common male thought/fantasy which isn't true in any way. Yet another friend said it was because he was too intimidated by me as I got higher than he did in the two classes we have together.
In any case, I'm single and free and oddly good with it. Normally I would be a crying mess, but this time I'm not. And as strange as it may be, I think it's because of the window. Because of what happened. Still trying to work out why.
Time passes and I drink about a fourth of the bottle as I listen to my playlist. Music always calms me and makes me think clearly. I know that's true for everyone, but some nights all I want to do is listen to music while alone. Sort of like getting my brain and emotions all together.
Glancing at the time, I see it's getting later as it is 9:00 pm. Seeing that I have nothing to do tonight, I figure that what I am doing is fine for the night. College is in break, I have no date, so sipping on my tequila and enjoying music while in my pajamas sounds like a good time. Hey, I'm a dork so I'm allowed.
I'm not sure why I do it, but I get up suddenly. Like a terminator, I walk to my window and remove the security bar. I push the window all the way open, even more open than it ever has been. Then I push on the screen to make it pop out, leaving it to fall to the ground outside, leaving nothing between the open window and the outside. As I do this, I think of how long it took me to put that screen back in.