The next installment - for your pleasure.
Trigger warning: this chapter gets quite nasty towards the end. I can't say much without spoiling but if it all gets a bit too horrible for you, just skip, and I'll include a summary at the beginning of the next one. I felt it important to include this section, but it is rather grim at times!
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She woke up fully dressed on the chaise lounge to find him already working at the small table, with his back to her. It wasn't even dawn yet - had he been to sleep at all? The enormity of it all pressed unbearably upon her. She was alone, aside from him. All she had in the world was the monster that took such pleasure in raping and humiliating her. She wanted to get away from it, for it to be over, but she did not even know where to begin.
She no longer cared. She wanted this over. She didn't care if he did kill her, but she wanted the bastard to suffer. There was a letter opener on the desk. If she could reach it? She stood and walked to him, noticing the coffee pot and litter of cups amongst the paperwork, standing with her back to the desk.
"My lord, what has happened?" She smiled sweetly, her tired eyes meeting his, but her fingers behind her back had found the letter opener.
"What? Oh, you are awake. I'm sorry pet I can't talk now."
She edged closer, lowering her eyes. "There's no need for us to talk, lord. You look so weary and tense. I thought I might help..."
He glanced at the screen of his phone. "Yes, yes I have time. I'd appreciate it. You are being such a good girl this morning." She had slipped the letter opener up her sleeve and the blade rested coldly against the inside of her wrist. It was hardly razor sharp, but she hoped it would do.
She knelt between his legs, her heart pounding, threatening to burst through her chest. As he helped her take off his trousers she kissed and licked, feeling him relax. She didn't really know what she was doing, but thought only of getting close to his most vulnerable places. Still, he seemed to be enjoying her work. She placed her left hand on the shaft as she slid the knife from her right sleeve, her tongue working against the tip of his cock as the blade found the soft flesh of his inner thigh.
All of a sudden he felt cold steel in the most sensitive of places, and froze.
"How long will it take you to bleed out if I cut this artery?"
"Long enough for me to kill you bloody. Don't even think about it."
"I'm more than thinking about it." She pushed the blade, drawing blood. But it was only a letter opener, and with all the force she could muster she wasn't sure it would work. Damn. It was no good. She slid the knife up to his balls. "You'll never hurt me that way again. You'll never hurt another girl. I don't care what it costs me." The blade had found its target and she tensed, ready to push with all her might.
There was fear in his eyes and she savoured it - revenge for all that he had done to her and all that she knew. She had never deliberately caused pain before in all her years, but she was prepared to enjoy this, whatever he did to her afterwards.
A bead of blood ran down the knife, staining her thumb nail, and out of nowhere he sprung, seizing her wrist, twisting it, wrenching it, forcing her arm behind her back as he pushed her to the floor.
"Next time pet, only stop to glory in your victory once you are sure it is in your grasp." He buckled his trousers with his free hand as he spoke. She was very afraid now, but she didn't regret it. She'd try to hurt him at every opportunity she had, regardless of the risk. She hated him more than ever.
"I'll kill you. I'll kill you in your sleep." He gave her a savage kick, and felt a rib crack. "Go on, you monster, beat up a girl half your size. Is that the only way you can feel like a man?" He took the knife from her hand and thought about breaking the wrist before letting her go. She didn't crawl to a corner or under the table, but turned to face him, clutching her side, with fire in her eyes. "Go on. Are you too coward to hit me?"
"You are nothing to me, whore." He hissed every word, spiteful and angry. He seized her throat and dragged her to her feet before bending her backwards across the table. "Be very thankful, cunt, that I am immensely busy today. I'll thrash you until you don't remember what it is not to be in pain." He threw her across the room, landing like a rag doll, choking for air. "I have more important things to be doing today. But I'll be back." He aimed a heavy kick to her thigh. "I'll be back and I'll deal with you." Another struck her shoulder.
He tied her hands and ankles, leaving her bound on the floor, the fight gone from her for the moment, a mess of swollen, bleeding lumps. A few minutes later she heard a helicopter take off and she breathed again, guessing him to be gone.
Strong hands lifted her, but they didn't feel like his, and were far more gentle. "Shit, you're a mess girl. I'm going to help. Don't fight me." It was Rogers. "If I cut you lose do you promise not to cause trouble?"
"What if I tried to kill you too?"
"It would be a stupid way of getting more things broken. I don't want to hurt you, I really don't. I'm not him. Come on girl, let me help you." She relaxed and felt a steel blade - much sharper than hers had been - slice through the ties.
"Rogers! What the hell happened here?!" It was May's voice, and the little woman had run to her side, fussing over her wounds.
"I couldn't tell you. But he's angry. I thought he'd kill her. I'll get her up, you go and run a bath. Come and get me when you are ready." Rogers sat her up, looking immensely concerned. Aneira couldn't meet his eye. She had forgotten how to react to kindness without ulterior motives.
"Why did you do it girl? What possessed you?"
"He destroyed everything. He rapes me. He hurts me. He'll kill more. I have to."
"No, please, don't think like that. If you fight him he will make every day of your life an agony beyond what you can imagine. I know him - I have worked with him for a decade. If he can't have you he will destroy you so thoroughly you won't know yourself. Please, I could not bear to see it happen to you."
"Then stop him. Help me to stop him."
Rogers sighed, looking rather distressed and a little guilty. "I can't. I can't and I wouldn't if I could."
"You are twice his size! You could hurt him like he hurts me."
"No, I couldn't. He's like nobody I've ever sparred with. I don't stand a chance."
"Shoot him. Or give me a gun. Leave one where I can find it. Anything!"
"No." He spoke more firmly now. "He is my commanding officer. He is a brilliant general. My loyalty is to my homeland and I will not do this for you. If you want to hurt him you are on your own. But if you want to survive him, and endure him, then I will help you.
"What have I got to live for? I have nothing. What do I care if he kills me?"
"You must understand. He will not kill you. He will torture you to insanity, use you, hurt you, torment you, until there is nothing left. Please girl, do not anger him, just accept this."
"I cannot. I won't. I will not be his creature to fuck and beat as he pleases."
"Then I am sorry. I cannot help you. But it isn't only you that you need to think about now. You are a queen this morning. You can choose to work with him. You can help them. You can make the difference between mutually beneficial co-operation, with peaceful relations, or him carpet bombing your people."
"My... Would he? What can I... How?"
"Please him. Work with him. Beg him if you must. Forget your own dignity and sacrifice for them. Just try it. Please?"
"I don't know. I hurt all over. I want it to stop. I want to stop him. I want to end him."
"Well you can't. But you can work to soften him. Use your looks and his interest in you to persuade and influence him."
"But he simply takes..."
"Tease. Offer him what he wants. Grow to understand how he thinks. A clever and beautiful woman may learn to have all the control despite an outward appearance of subservience. Learn to use what you possess as a woman."
May returned, and Rogers carried her gently to the bath. When clean and dry, May applied ointments to the cuts and bruises before her and Rogers bound them.
She was carried back to bed, and felt that another hour of sleep to think things through was exactly what she needed, but try as she might, the pain kept her awake, her ribs in particular giving her trouble.
She sat up in bed and turned to Rogers, seeking to take her mind away from her own troubles.
"What has happened? Why did he have so go so early?"
"Civil unrest. One of the cities on the coast is on fire and the riots are spreading."
"Are we safe here?"
"For now, we are. He has declared martial law in the affected cities and is going to restore order. I would not like to be one of the troublemakers right now."
"What is he going to do?"
"He isn't famed for his mercy, though you know that better than most."
"Yes, of course..."
"It is still very early miss, you had better go back to bed. I'll keep watch, don't worry."